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[sstvar]

hai thereeee :) i go by xan or xana, or just my url if you prefer. this is my main which i interact with !! mainly a blog centred around general yammering and personal interests/art lol

fandoms/media i’m into

batim/batdr

the band ghost 

apex legends ☆

into/across the spiderverse

dead by daylight

resident evil

house md ☆

cyberpunk ☆

fandoms listed with stars next to them are the ones i’m most invested in as of now :>

tag index

xan rants - literally just me rambling or a reply to an ask

xan’s things - assortment of art/vp/writing (maybe)

important/boost boost boost - directories, general knowledge, current news or financial aid 

nsfw - well. yes !

i’m open to making friends here and would love to interact with other people who share interests or just wanna talk :) just 18+ please bc i can and will occasionally make/reblog suggestive stuff

[akashicrecord]

[holedyke]

[rabbiteclair]

auto immune disorders happen when the immune system ignores regulatory factors and begins attacking healthy bodily tissues, due to what scientists refer to as "sheer love of the game"

[sstvar]

every once in a blue moon i say something along the lines of “i’m going to do something self-indulgent” and the self is just not there

[northstareclipse]

There's a recurring online tendency to aestheticize consensus itself. The imagined future village is full of emotionally compatible people who enjoy communal gardening, conflict resolution circles, acoustic folk music, mutual aid potlucks, and repairing bicycles together at sunset. Which is nice for the people who genuinely enjoy that lifestyle. But plenty of humans are solitary, prickly, obsessive, urban, nocturnal, sensory-seeking, technologically attached, contrarian, novelty-seeking, private, or just plain difficult. Those people do not evaporate after the revolution. They do not get Left Behind while you are Raptured into the Utopia. They become your neighbors.

[torstherapy]

[dirt-secret]

an ache i cannot touch

[vulturevanity]

I think we need to kill the sentiment that people lose their right to personhood once they do something bad enough

[vulturevanity]

I don't know who needs to hear this but you need to stop dehumanising people even if those people are "abusers" or "creeps" because you need to understand that you are not immune to doing something equally as bad

Abusers and creeps are not some species of especially heinous animal or alien or monster wearing the face of a human. They're people. And you NEED to drill it into your head that they are people because you NEED to remember that people are capable of doingn heinous shit. And you are a person. And your loved ones are people.

By emotionally classifying people who have done heinous things as subhuman filth incapable of thinking and feeling and acting just like you and me, and by using that emotional dehumanization as a reason to deny those people any compassion or support on a systemic level, you risk becoming blind to abuse/violence perpetrated by someone close to you or even yourself. Because if "abusers don't deserve rights", then you won't ever want to admit or accept that you or a loved one is perpetrating abuse, and that makes stopping the abuse or preventing further abuse much harder. This is how you end up excuaing abusive behaviour on the grounds that, since you don't see someone as a disgusting subhuman pile of garbage therefore they can't possibly be An Abuser, Trademark

[sivavakkiyar]

Happy birthday also to Charles Mingus, who famously said on camera as he was being evicted: “I hope the communists blow all you people up.”

[sivavakkiyar]

“Red China.”

[sivavakkiyar]

“You think you could teach them something?”

“Yeah I could—about your country, now, for sure”

[iheartmolly]

[crazyboy3million]

CW// N.S.F.W

(Naughty Sexy Fucking Words)

You're final warninb

Your FINAL. ⚠️ WARNING

Seriously proceed with caution, especually if you are a traimatized individual

And hold space for any heavy emotions this brings up please ❤️and take care of yourself

Need dick badly for serious

Self care check: have you eaten recently? Did you sleep last night? Have you taken your meds? What.does a good day look like for you and what can you do today to get there ? How manyg

[deathwaltz-ao3]

me when i am on my mutuals' blogs 👀👀👀 #LetsTakeALook👀 #Observing👀

[sstvar]

life would be 10 times better if i could dyke out with butch johnny just once tbh

[preem-milk]

do you see the vision

[noahseby]

a socially isolated pervert is speaking. Listen carefully

[riseofthecommonwoodpile]

you make one fucking post where the point is “women are encouraged to develop disordered eating from a very young age and that impacts how we view the ‘natural’ size and shape of women” and too many reblogs later i am being accused of saying short people wouldn’t exist if they ate better growing up. i’m sorry but if you genuinely think i was saying that you are just a buffoon. i cannot and will not sanction your buffoonery.

[vibrantstarfire]

more women whump. more women pushing themselves and passing out from sleep deprivation and exhaustion. more women training until their knuckles bleed and their legs give out from under them. more women being held prisoner and remaining stoic until the very end or perhaps when they’re rescued. more women under truth serum and terrifying hallucinogens. more women waking up in a pool of blood, their own and others’ and not knowing what happened but that something is terribly wrong with them. more women falling apart o ly when rescued. more women pushed to their breaking point. more women whump.