A Volcanic Winter

Hey there, you fucking nerd. Welcome home.

[lifeinpoetry]

And if at the end of healing there is nothing?

— Brenda Hillman, from "the cave," Loose Sugar

[stillkeepsinging]

what if i chose you and i chose you and i kept choosing you. what if everything changed but not us. what if you changed and i changed and i chose you anyway. what if i chose us forever.

[freebeeftea]

[achillesinhighheels]

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and i'm losing sense of time

[anxietyproblem]

[st-werewolf]

Just venting.

It's a weird time in my life, to be old and tired. To be without parents. To realize I don't remember how to be loved (and did i ever really know how?). To understand that I haven't been hugged or touched with affection in...... so many years.

My last ex was always too chaotic or drunk to truly be affectionate. I think he saw me as a fantasy and I'd like to be seen as myself. But the affection was non existent from him.

I barely remember what it's like to have friends who love you deeply. So deeply. I still have a few but there's drift, probably me. I don't talk to them deeply anymore. I stopped doing that somewhere along the way.

god, I'm just so fucking tired. When am I not tired? I've seen both my parents pass away to terrible things. I don't want the future that's always been packed up and waiting for me. Make it stop, god.

I'm staring down the barrel of 40 and all I want is a bullet.

[sanctus-ingenium]

Urtica

[jmfenner91]

[poolsofchrome]

Blacktop sings to a backroads moon

[procrastination-archive]

[rongrii]

More Stucky :] heres a scene on a train and at some bar

[jamisonrivv]

the winter soldier ⭐️

[maolegem]

[capibuck]

I miss my favorite group of dorks, do you?

🧡 Patreon | Ko Fi | Commissions (OPEN) any couple inside or outside of Marvel and OCs.🧡

[cyberdelph]

by @rogersrival

[1968bullittmustang]

Artist also has a tumblr account - https://rogersrival.tumblr.com/archive

[solaceoftheshad0ws]

Jasper from talamasca ✋️😩😩‼️🔥 blame Ben, I'll be drawing him more 🙂‍↕️

[st-werewolf]

it's been so long since my brother and I slept in the same room. the house is a mausoleum that we need to sort. it's 330 in the morning, I am awake, and I can hear two great horned owls having a discussion outside.