𝚜𝚝𝟺𝚛-𝚝𝚎𝚊

𝚕𝚘𝚊 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐 😋 𝟷𝟿𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗

[st4r-tea]

I noticed a LOT of progress in the past days, I've been manifesting random stuff just to exercise my power and for fun tbh. Like I got a superpower and I'm kinda abusing it just because I can 😝

Those things may not seem really exciting but I'm still so happy I'm so good at manifesting now and I'm just getting started 😝 also they're not always exactly 1:1 of what I wanted yet but they're pretty close so I know I have made progress to not getting anything or getting it after a longer while.

SO some things I manifested recently:

For starters my bf texted me on snapchat answering to snap I sent and also he answered tiktok I sent him to keep our streak even though we're not supposed to text at all because we're on a break sooo ig someone can't live without me 👀👀👀

Seeing a pink car, though I wanted to see the beetle kind pink car but the one I saw was also small and the exact same color so I still manifested it 😛

Getting randomly complimented, I was trying some stuff on and my mom and sister said I look pretty

Coming home from the park because I was tired and after I thought it my mom immediately said we're coming back and I was like 😮

Getting rid of the wind, well me and my bestie were on a beach and it was super windy and kinda cold so I started affirming that there's no wind and it's warm and it didn't really stop when we were there but after some time when we were waiting for the bus it stopped and it was hot so ig it still worked 🙄

And ALL of those things I got in the same day I affirmed for them (except the first one because I decided stuff with that situation a while ago) so ig you can call me Master of Manifesting 😋😎

And I'm so happy because just a week ago I thought I can't manifest at all so it's just proof that everything can change so damn fast!!

It's so fun because I can literally use it for everything because I AM everything!

I love my life sm now because it's only getting better and better now

Love y'all!!! 💗💗

[st4r-tea]

Okay so today I randomly cought the scent of his old perfume from the beginning of our relationship a couple of times and I'm kinda confused but I'm taking this as a good sign

[princessnamedsarah]

༉‧₊˚. nothing “cancels out” what you already are

You can contradict yourself. You can think unfavorably. You can doubt. You can try. You can cry.

None of that matters when you realize everything has been set into place. The contradictions, doubt, effort, emotions, you decide if that “cancels out” whether or not you have your manifestation. Why would it, if you already have it? You are assigning things power, and meaning, but why? Being what you already are was never a full time job to maintain.

You don’t have to micromanage every thought or affirm a million times a day. You have nothing to work towards. It’s already here, and nothing changes that. Thoughts are fleeting, but awareness is always now.

[st4r-tea]

Things I'm manifesting rn:

Active and vibrant social life

My life being generally more fun and eventful

Personality change to being more bubbly and positive, also people seeing me as a ray of sunshine

Also being outgoing, confident and having good social skills ( I want to get rid of my anxiety and awkwardness)

My bf understanding some things and apologizing to me

Also having my dream relationship with him and him being his ideal self for me

Since I have perfect self concept now I'm gonna focus on those things ^_^ ofc I'm still gonna do self concept affs from time to time since that's my identity now so it's gonna be just my thoughts now tbh. But I'm already perfect and there's nothing to fix and I'm everything there is in my universe and I've come to understand that more deeply!

It's just easier now to stay in the new identity and not to get triggered as easily because it literally doesn't matter, you're literally just this character and you don't have to identify with anything you don't want because you are source!! You choose and you have control!!

I saw this quote on tiktok "We are not humans realizing we are source but source realizing we are not humans" (I don't remember by who I'm sorry!!) and it's really resonating with me

I just know now that my desires are inevitable and guaranteed so I don't have to worry anymore, it's done. Just stay in the identity and everything will work out <33

Love y'all!! 💗💗

[silkdivina]

"it's done" doesn't mean it's literally here right now. It means you already decided it's yours so there's nothing left to do. That phrase always used to confuse me until I realised it's like ordering something online. They received it, so just relax. There's nothing left to do. You paid, it's yours, it's in your cart, and it's in the system. No need to look other places to see if it's coming. Decide it's done and do nothing ♡

[st4r-tea]

Since I focused on my self concept I keep having more and more epiphanies and understanding on manifestation and that I really am a source of everything in my reality

And that I have to take accountability that I made this reality that I hated but I'm not angry at myself or anything because I was doing what I knew at the time but I grew and I know better now <3

If I made the life I hate in couple of months I can make the life I absolutely love in even less time since I know that I have control

And I'm not holding any resentment to my past or anything because everything I've been through made me come to this point in my life now and I'm so grateful for that <33

And my life is only getting better and better now

Love y'all 💗💗

[st4r-tea]

Okay lowkey there is movement?! Instead of a month long break with my bf we are only gonna take it for a week and a half 😝😝

And I only today really locked in with my self concept and there's already something!

I'M SO HAPPY!! I felt stuck for so long already!

And I think it's perfect because I can still work on stuff peacefully in this time but it won't be as long as a fuckin month 😵‍💫

AAAA I'M SO EXCITED!! I just had to lock in and it's only the beginning!!

Love y'all!!! 💗💗

[st4r-tea]

Okay so even tho I'm sad I will be locking in with my self concept!

I will be listening to this playlist once a day because I'm tapping finally into my full potential and higher power and I'm actually too lazy to say affirmations all the day long because I've noticed that it's only burning me out

And I realized that this is my reality and my rules so I can just listen to these subliminals while doing something else or just sleeping and it'll work :3

Ofc I won't be contradicting it because it wouldn't make sense if I listened to this and then go around saying that I'm terrible at manifesting and that I'm powerless and stuff like that, I will stay in this identity that I am the source and the best at manifesting

So I'm kinda doing the lazy method because I'm a little depressed because of everything but I don't want to postpone it again, and feelings don't matter when manifesting so I can be sad for a while and still get my dream life!

Love y'all! 💗💗

[st4r-tea]

Why is everything going in the fuckin worst way possible what the fuck I literally want to die

I know I know its my assumption but I literally manifested that the last fuckin hangout with my bf will go so good that maybe we even won't go on a break but it literally went in the worst fuckin way possible and it's all my fuckin fault

I literally was so sure it will be fun but It was the literal opposite

I won't give up on manifestation but I'm so sad rn

[st4r-tea]

Actually time is an illusion and I already have everything I want so whatever 😋😋

[st4r-tea]

Damn I guess my consciousness took focusing on myself for real because now me and my bf are going on a break for a month

I affirmed that everything is unfolding for me in the best way possible so I have my faith that that's what happening rn

Actually I think it's a great opportunity because for a week I can focus entirely on my self concept and then I can manifest for him to align with me and come in exactly how I want him to

I think that's exactly what I needed to finally stop obsessing over our relationship and be able to focus on myself

Remember to try to see the good in situations that may seem bad especially that you are a manifestor! I could be crying and spiraling right now telling myself how unlovable and unwanted I am BUT I have the luck to know the law of assumption so I know everything is happening for my highest good and everything will work out for me in the best way possible and the reality has no choice because I literally am the source so 😋

So today would be day one of my self concept challenge and I will script my new identity and I'll stick to it from today!

Love y'all! 💗💗

[st4r-tea]

Self concept rant 😋

Okay so I lowkey realized that I wasn't really locked in for the past month with my manifestations but I learned a lot and I think I grew internally so I wouldn't say I wasted this time

But I realized that I personally have a problem with manifesting because of my self concept

I'm not saying that you need a perfect self concept to manifest but in my case I noticed that I'm getting in my own way because I feel bad about myself all the time and I doubt my abilities

One moment I'm saying that I'm my boyfriend's whole world me and I'm the priority but then something even small happens in the 3d and the whole concept crashes and then I spiral, cry and I'm back at the beginning and I'm just getting in my own way because I'm so insecure and I keep looking for validation in the 3d

I was manifesting my bf coming to my brothers birthday party but the closer to the day the more I doubted and the day before I accepted that he won't come because I didn't believe in my abilities and that I can bend the reality to my will and I was too overwhelmed by my circumstances and because of that I started doubting my power even more and for a moment I even thought that I'm not able to manifest everything I want

But I picked myself up because there can be ups and downs in my journey and that is alright!

So I'm gonna challenge myself and for a week I will entirely focus only on my self concept, regarding my self esteem and my abilities in manifesting and being the source

I want to have such a strong self concept that nothing that happens in the 3d will shake me anymore and I just want to stop feeling sorry for myself and being such a victim

Girl pull yourself together, this is your reality and nothing is impossible!!

I don't know if anyone is keeping up with my journey but I will be updating!

Love y'all! 💗💗

[st4r-tea]

Guys I'm so excited about my current manifestation I'm gonna throw up

I don't even give a shit about the 3d anymore because I already chose my reality and I'm so freaking happy, I wasn't even that triggered by some things like I used to and I'M SO FLIPPIN EXCITED BECAUSE IT'S FR THIS TIME AND I'M SO EXCITED FOR FRIDAY !!! (There will be a party and it's gonna change everything!!!)

[st4r-tea]

I just had an epiphany

The whole fuckin time what was blocking me was the ego. It was blocking me from being consistent and sure of what I want

The second my boyfriend pissed me off I just threw away my manifestation away because I was too mad and I was deciding that he can kiss my ass and just fuck off. It was just too much for me but I realised it's just the ego. Like it was just doing that out of the spite to him because why should I put this effort if he's being an asshole not worthy of me?

And then it just clicked for me, if you don't want him like that then why do you keep choosing this version of him? Because the ego clings to that version just so I can keep getting mad at him because he was an asshole to me and I just can't deal with it, because it was easier to argue with him and be pissed at him than letting it go and persisting into the better version, it felt better to keep letting out my frustration and clinging into this anger than choosing a new identity where I'm loved and prioritised and he's the best boyfriend ever.

My ego kept choosing the familiar hell rather than the unknown heaven.

But then I realized that I am source. I'm more than my anger and feelings in general. I don't have to keep letting my ego win. I just have to persist in the new reality because I don't have to be stuck in this shithole

I can choose a different version of everything because I am limitless and I just have to let go of the unfavorable version no matter how uncomfortable that is.

I am finally choosing the unknown heaven because I deserve this and even more <33

Love y'all 💗💗

[st4r-tea]

It's amazing how I can just fix everything I'm stressed about while not lifting a single finger

[st4r-tea]

Random success story!

So I couldn't be added to the steam family my bf is in 🫩 and he said that I should buy phasmophobia myself (because that's what he wanted to play with me)

And it's was a bit too expensive for me so I just affirmed literally for a moment that there is a discount on it and then it was just in the back of my mind that there's gonna be a discount soon

And then today I got an email that says that there is summer discount on steam and phasmophobia is there too!!

I wasn't really focused on it but it happened anyway because I just knew!

I'm really excited about it!

Love y'all 💗💗

Udpdate: you know what I'm gonna manifest I got added into the steam family because I don't give a shit actually

[st4r-tea]

Something just switched in my head guys, like literally something just happened in me

My bf and I are on a break and he just sent a Snap that he's hanging out with his hg I'm VERY jealous of and Initially I wanted to cry, I wanted to spiral again, I wanted to text him about it despise of the break and acting like a victim again but something just broke in me in that moment

I spiraled but in the other way, I decided that it's just the projection of my shitty self concept and my assumptions about our relationship and him and that it's not real and I won't be a victim in my own reality anymore. I started rampaging and I just don't care what the 3D shows me because it's not real anymore, I'm the mf source and I decided that I won't be that miserable little bitch anymore and I won't be disrespected because I don't deserve this because I deserve THE BEST and I'm getting it.

I'm more sure of my abilities in manifesting than I was my entire life, I don't care about the 3D I only care about what's inside of me and I know it's already done

Idk maybe I'm going crazy but I don't care. I'm living my best life RIGHT NOW and I won't let shitty boyfriends and their weird ahh female friends tell me things about myself because it's my reality and I make the rules

I'm so motivated rn because of the anger at this situation and I think it's just needed to happen to snap me out of that weird state I was in that I was not sure of what I want and I didn't have the energy to fix anything BUT THAT'S OVER. You all gonna see in real time how my reality changes 😛😛😛

I will be updating 😋

Love y'all 💗💗