D I Z Z Y - W A T E R P A R K S
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Introspection was something Vision struggled with almost above all else; he was created by man and monsters combined forces but for the wrong reasons. Yet, somehow he knew that his purpose was to create peace, it had been the mission ingrained into his very wiring. Still, he wondered sometimes if his goal would be more easily achievable from a being who wasn’t so empathetic, perhaps if he had a second brain instead of a mockery of a heart.
His days were numbered, he wouldn’t die but he didn’t sleep. Each day was counted in groups of twenty four. He found things to keep him busy but for the most part you couldn’t learn a skill when you had the means to copy the masters perfectly. Cooking seemed to be a weak point but he wasn’t programmed to eat.
“Do you think,” Vision started, phasing through the wall and towards Tony Stark, the first Avenger he had known. He turned his head to the side slightly, “that the intentions of Ultron- when he created me- mean I cannot ever be truly good?”
don´t die of a heartattack ; that´d be embarrassing after everything you´ve gone through. tony repeats that train of thought at least ten times in his head in a desperate attempt to calm down as he bends down to pick up the fork he dropped, trying very hard to make it look like he wasn´t scared half to death a second ago. he has half of a mind to scold vision for it ; scaring relatively old men with heart problems ; not good. unless you want to get rid of them at least ; but he listens to the androids existential crisis and . . . decides to go for it anyway. if a little abbreviated to ease the immediate tension in the room.
❝ christ, vision. what did we say about using doors ? it´s only funny if you do it to the others. ❞
why come to him for this ? out of all people tony turns the fork over in his fingers, frowning a little. ❝ no i don´t “ he answers after a moment before looking up. ❞ you think, therefore you are right? us sentient people have the privilege of not being defined by our . . . creators. we get to decide for ourselves. “ he thinks of a bomb with his own name on it, setting out to destroy all he could find. shutting down the weapons manufactory and turning to clean energy. ❝ as terrible of a privilege that can be at times. besides even if that were true it´s not just ultron who had a hand in creating you, remember ? ❞ he should probably try and take up some meditation or something ; his heart is squeezing terribly tight at the moment. hello, sir. ❝ JARVIS was there too and not to toot my own horn to strong here but he´s been nothing but good with everything he´s done. ❞