Star Sighted

[vetyr]

I am the offering, and the fire which consumes it, and the one to whom it’s offered

Prints here! Again, moved all my stuff to Inprnt—better quality and higher margins than Redbubble. 

[makeuphall]

[star-sighted]

What matters most to me in my work and personal life?

2/22/2021

“When you shift your focus, you shift your impact. Put a  spotlight on what matters in your life and list the next steps toward making positive change happen in those areas”

What matters to me ?

1. Family

Taking care of my parents and brother through the grieving process after J’s death.

Being a guide to C and helping him navigate his emotions and PTSD

Taking good care of J and making sure to read books and work on tummy time 

Celebrate birthdays!

2. Financial Freedom

Working on making my online store a success

Investing money smartly and gaining a profit 

Save 20K

Get home loan

3. Physical Health

Return to 120lbs

Follow Gym schedule

Hot yoga once per week plus yin yoga nightly

4. Mental Wellbeing

Read daily

Make plans with friends

Meditate

5. Social Media Presence

Take pictures of my adventures

Don't’ be embarrassed to ask others to take a picture of me/together

[star-sighted]

vivid strange dreams

1. Moon island. I had a dream about taking a small boat arriving on an island shaped like the moon. I had a tent and slept on the beach for the night. The bottom of the island was a mountain, and I explored until I found a village. There was a shop selling miniature trees, and each tree had a plaque on it. When I tried to read the description, I realized that I couldn’t read while dreaming.

2. Warrior teacher. I dream that I’m teaching my daughter to shoot an arrow. We practice and the dream is full of laughing and love. 

3. Hawaii and the flying bike and the girl in the tower.

4. Post-apocalyptic world, dying and waking up in different timelines, disscussing it with others at a coffee shop

5. Grandpa was a mad scientist and his experiments were dangerous, transition to a swampy area with large tree with long overhanging branches, the Trees were nymphs protecting the people underneath from eating the dangerous foods

6. Being a serial killer and being fixed on killing a girl in a church and removing her blood with a pump. FBI arrived before I could finish. Ran away and woke up

7. Walking with a spirit in my Grandma’s house before it burned down. Looking from the balcony to the living room and seeing a group of zombies in chairs sitting together. “These are your guides” It said. I felt haunted. Awake, talking to B and he said it may mean that I need to utilize my guides and ask for help

[star-sighted]

mental health things

04/2020

I recently saw a post linking how adhd contributes to depression by making it difficult to achieve goals and prioritize. I really have been feeling that especially since being physically sick, which I believe has a huge impact on mental health. Combined with being laid off due to COVID-19 and having the gym closed, and recently taking on a hefty car payment, things have really been getting to me lately. I feel really discouraged because before all this went down I have been trying new things, planning trips, learning more creative skills, looking into ways to make new friends and get more involved with yoga, and just generally finding some inspiration in life. I recently just set my calendar to have my work and fitness routines scheduled with reminders. Now, it feels like I am just getting reminders of things I can’t even do anymore. 

I would put a positive spin on this but I’m not sure how and I don’t want to.

[star-sighted]

[star-sighted]

the power

using my phone I can tell a friend I love her no matter how far away she is

using my phone I can learn and gain inspiration from writers and artists

using my phone I can listen to any music I want to and even share the things I like 

using my phone I can tell the stories I want to whoever wants to find them

using my phone I can discuss ideas and questions I have with strangers that I would otherwise never meet 

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[star-sighted]

Friendship {spirit sisters}

Friendships have been a lifelong struggle for me. Now I have finally made a connection and I am so happy. It’s so healing to feel sisterhood in a positive way. 

I feel more motivated to take care of myself and to be more me and more interesting and make plans and do things. Life feels so much more complete with female companions that insipre me and let me explore parts of myself that I don’t quite know yet. 

I feel more in touch with myself in a way, like a friend is a mirror of yourself, or a lifeline when I’m not sure about things. I feel grounded but not stuck.

I’m so thankful for my new spirit sisters whom I can serve, learn from, and love

[star-sighted]

Happy Birthday B

I’m so excited for all the great things coming your way. You’re my lover, adventure bug, and plant (and chicken) daddy.  I appreciate you being so kind and loving, and I trust you completely.

I love you babe, you rock my world. I promise to give you everything I can. 

Happy Fucking Birthday-

A

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Currents

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[star-sighted]

Happy Thoughts

Today I am bursting with creativity! I’m just gonna list my ideas now to save time.

-art of gratitude: this means I take a topic and write all the beautiful and good things about it, add beautiful pictures, and then it is a piece of art to inspire others to be more thankful for what they have

-funny workouts: I want to inspire other people to have a good time when they work out. This means I do a workout while being goofy, telling stories, jamming to some good tunes. I think this will inspire others to work out in an enjoyable way and realize it doesn’t have to be so serious and full of toxic negativity

[star-sighted]

Own the Day

[madeincosmos]

Your past self did the best she could

[electripipedream]

Ron Walotsky, 1969