[courtmartialme]

happy pride month!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️✨ here's the cover for the transmasc riza zine :) will be released later this month! (hopefully…!)

this zine is being made to support my journey towards getting my top surgery! please consider supporting my fundraiser on ko-fi too ^__^

[courtmartialme]

happy pride month!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️✨ here's the cover for the transmasc riza zine :) will be released later this month! (hopefully…!)

[courtmartialme]

[royai genderbend] how to compare hands with your subordinate ;)

[courtmartialme]

donation requests :) thank you for the support!

donate to my top surgery fundraiser and leave a prompt for me to draw~

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late mothers' day drawing for the baby au :)

[courtmartialme]

I'M COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY ALL THE SUPPORT !!! THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!

with what we've raised so far I could make the down payment for the surgery😊 and finally scheduled it for later this year, on August 20! I cannot stress enough how thankful I am!! Thank you so much!! 🧡

To show how grateful I am, there's something I want to announce later this week :3c stay tuned...!!

There's still some way to go, though! So i'd appreciate any support!!

[courtmartialme]

Have you ever felt grateful for how the headcanon of Riza Hawkeye as a trans man seems to be popular across the Fullmetal Alchemist fandom? If so, did you know most of the art you've seen for it is made by one single guy? A guy who really wants to get his top surgery done and could use your help with that? ;)

I'm Dimitri, a 23 year old trans man from São Paulo, Brazil. I've been living alone with my cat since late 2023, and currently I have a job that keeps me away from home 12 hours a day on top of sometimes doing commissions to supplement my income.

I've been drawing fanart for FMA, more specifically for Riza and Royai, for 8 years! On January 29, 2022, I posted a couple of doodles of a very self indulgent scenario of Riza as a trans man on twitter, and to my surprise it got a ton of attention(and some hate too lol). But it made me happy that a self indulgent AU I made to project my own experiences and wishes as a trans man onto my favorite character was so well received :)

This AU was born out of the wish to project onto my favorite character the life I wanted to live. Back then I felt very lost in life, being very dysphoric but with no prospect of getting to start HRT, much less being able to look into top surgery, projecting into Riza the life I wanted for myself(working towards being comfortable in your skin while being loved and supported through it by the people you care about) helped me a lot through it. So as you can imagine, it's a headcanon really personal to me that I hold dear to my heart. Which makes it really funny to me that the more I drew about it, the more popular it got. To the point of there being people who think it's simply a fandom-wide popular headcanon for Riza, not realizing that most, if not all, art for it is born from this one guy's unhinged dedication(me!!!)

Fast forward to 2026. I've been on HRT for 8 months after knowing I'm trans for about 8 years!!! Finally being able to start my transition after so long has made me very eager to start living my life as my authentic self, so I quickly started looking into getting top surgery, something that at this point you could say it’s my dream, as it’s a procedure that would give me back my life as someone whose dysphoria can be paralyzing at times. But the thing is, top surgery is expensive.

To give you some perspective: It's possible to get top surgery for free in Brazil through the government's trans healthcare program. But on top of there being a waitlist of around 2 years, you can't choose the professional who is performing your surgery(among some other bureaucracies).

This is going to be a life-changing surgery for me that is going to give me my life back, so I don't want to wait even more and feel uncertain about the results. Which is why I'm looking into paying for my surgery out-of-pocket. After researching for a while, I've decided on my surgeon. A renowned surgeon in the field who has performed this same surgery countless times, and has even taught surgeons who now perform it for the government's program how to do it in the first place! Which makes me feel confident about his skill and care.

So then I scheduled a consultation with him on April 22, 2026. After a few questions about my journey and clarifications about the surgery, the doctor gave me a price estimate for the procedure.

27(twenty-seven) thousand reais(approximately). This is roughly 20 months of minimum wage here in Brazil. (with roughly 4.000 reais needing to be paid beforehand to schedule a date for the surgery)😭

With all that being said!!!!!! Here are the conclusions:

27.000 reais is a looooot of money for someone who is paid in reais. But the conversion of BRL to USD, based on today's conversion rate, makes it around 5.500 USD— Not so bad if you get paid in dollars, right? It's like a real life money hack ... wowza...

So I'd really appreciate the help of anyone who CAN and WANTS to help me over on Ko-fi. Any amount will help me A LOT, even if to take off the weight from other life expenses so I can focus on commissions! And as I have talked about before, I'm also offering a digital PDF Transmasc Riza zine! With all of the transmasc Riza art I've posted so far + unpublished/revamped illustrations and sketches + guest art/writing from my friends! With both SFW and NSFW sides ;) I plan to have it out by the end of May/beginning of June! I hope you look forward to it!!

PLUS, it's not much, but if you ever thought "damn, I wish this idiot would draw more of this thing he has already drawn or has talked about drawing before", on my ko-fi you can leave a request regarding that! (Do keep in mind it's a tip jar for supporting what I already do, so it's not guaranteed I'll get to draw it at all)

I sincerely thank you for reading until here! Every donation, commission request, purchase of the zine, and reblog would mean the absolute world to me! Thank you so much for all the love and support across all these years, and for staying around to be part of this very exciting stage of my life!

Here's my KO-FI!

PIX(for fellow brazilians): 8c988f0c-81cc-464d-bc4e-39a86cb9c7fb

my cat, sagwa, with my riza shrine + yours truly :) i can't take good selfies even if my life depended on it

[courtmartialme]

Have you ever felt grateful for how the headcanon of Riza Hawkeye as a trans man seems to be popular across the Fullmetal Alchemist fandom? If so, did you know most of the art you've seen for it is made by one single guy? A guy who really wants to get his top surgery done and could use your help with that? ;)

I'm Dimitri, a 23 year old trans man from São Paulo, Brazil. I've been living alone with my cat since late 2023, and currently I have a job that keeps me away from home 12 hours a day on top of sometimes doing commissions to supplement my income.

I've been drawing fanart for FMA, more specifically for Riza and Royai, for 8 years! On January 29, 2022, I posted a couple of doodles of a very self indulgent scenario of Riza as a trans man on twitter, and to my surprise it got a ton of attention(and some hate too lol). But it made me happy that a self indulgent AU I made to project my own experiences and wishes as a trans man onto my favorite character was so well received :)

This AU was born out of the wish to project onto my favorite character the life I wanted to live. Back then I felt very lost in life, being very dysphoric but with no prospect of getting to start HRT, much less being able to look into top surgery, projecting into Riza the life I wanted for myself(working towards being comfortable in your skin while being loved and supported through it by the people you care about) helped me a lot through it. So as you can imagine, it's a headcanon really personal to me that I hold dear to my heart. Which makes it really funny to me that the more I drew about it, the more popular it got. To the point of there being people who think it's simply a fandom-wide popular headcanon for Riza, not realizing that most, if not all, art for it is born from this one guy's unhinged dedication(me!!!)

Fast forward to 2026. I've been on HRT for 8 months after knowing I'm trans for about 8 years!!! Finally being able to start my transition after so long has made me very eager to start living my life as my authentic self, so I quickly started looking into getting top surgery, something that at this point you could say it’s my dream, as it’s a procedure that would give me back my life as someone whose dysphoria can be paralyzing at times. But the thing is, top surgery is expensive.

To give you some perspective: It's possible to get top surgery for free in Brazil through the government's trans healthcare program. But on top of there being a waitlist of around 2 years, you can't choose the professional who is performing your surgery(among some other bureaucracies).

This is going to be a life-changing surgery for me that is going to give me my life back, so I don't want to wait even more and feel uncertain about the results. Which is why I'm looking into paying for my surgery out-of-pocket. After researching for a while, I've decided on my surgeon. A renowned surgeon in the field who has performed this same surgery countless times, and has even taught surgeons who now perform it for the government's program how to do it in the first place! Which makes me feel confident about his skill and care.

So then I scheduled a consultation with him on April 22, 2026. After a few questions about my journey and clarifications about the surgery, the doctor gave me a price estimate for the procedure.

27(twenty-seven) thousand reais(approximately). This is roughly 20 months of minimum wage here in Brazil. (with roughly 4.000 reais needing to be paid beforehand to schedule a date for the surgery)😭

With all that being said!!!!!! Here are the conclusions:

27.000 reais is a looooot of money for someone who is paid in reais. But the conversion of BRL to USD, based on today's conversion rate, makes it around 5.500 USD— Not so bad if you get paid in dollars, right? It's like a real life money hack ... wowza...

So I'd really appreciate the help of anyone who CAN and WANTS to help me over on Ko-fi. Any amount will help me A LOT, even if to take off the weight from other life expenses so I can focus on commissions! And as I have talked about before, I'm also offering a digital PDF Transmasc Riza zine! With all of the transmasc Riza art I've posted so far + unpublished/revamped illustrations and sketches + guest art/writing from my friends! With both SFW and NSFW sides ;) I plan to have it out by the end of May/beginning of June! I hope you look forward to it!!

PLUS, it's not much, but if you ever thought "damn, I wish this idiot would draw more of this thing he has already drawn or has talked about drawing before", on my ko-fi you can leave a request regarding that! (Do keep in mind it's a tip jar for supporting what I already do, so it's not guaranteed I'll get to draw it at all)

I sincerely thank you for reading until here! Every donation, commission request, purchase of the zine, and reblog would mean the absolute world to me! Thank you so much for all the love and support across all these years, and for staying around to be part of this very exciting stage of my life!

Here's my KO-FI!

PIX(for fellow brazilians): 8c988f0c-81cc-464d-bc4e-39a86cb9c7fb

my cat, sagwa, with my riza shrine + yours truly :) i can't take good selfies even if my life depended on it

[99999dmg]

𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔟𝔬𝔶

[stardrawbook]

Redraw of THE Riza panel bc brotherhood never made her enough justice.

Here’s the panel:

I still don’t understand why Brotherhood took all the sexiness from her, like, have you guys seen those shoulders? My god Riza, the woman you are. I wish brotherhood had made you more justice.

[fourleavedjoe]

[99999dmg]

i gave riza another boyfriend :) this time a barely disguised true self-insert his name is lou

[courtmartialme]

threw colors on a doodle i had lying around :) happy tdov ! especially to my beloved who makes this journey a lot less lonely

[courtmartialme]

INTEREST CHECK ‼️

do you LOVE transmasc riza?? do you LOVE all the rizas i've been sharing since i first started posting about FMA, almost 8 years ago? do you want me carnally(optional)?

i've decided i want to open a GFM-like thing(maybe ko-fi, since GFM doesn't work in brazil) for donations to gather funds for my top surgery!!!🥳🥳🥳 if you ever found yourself grateful for the rizas i share and wish you could show your gratitude in a way other than your support by interacting with me and my stuff, this is for you!!!

i'm still planning things out, checking with my insurance plan and talking to different surgeons to see how much it's going to cost in total. but the surgery alone tends to be somewhere between 15.000~30.000 BRL (around 3.000~6.000 USD), which is around 10 to 20 months of minimum wage in brazil. 🛌

i've been living alone with my cat since late 2023, and i currently have a job that keeps me away from home for 12 hours a day. I try to do commissions every once in a while, but it's not something i can always rely on given my life condition. but i still want to offer some incentive for whoever CAN and WANTS to support me! WHICH LEADS TO THE POINT OF THIS POST!

i'm planning on organizing a few things to put up for sale to incentive donations, those are:

TRANSMASC RIZA ZINE: compilation of my transmasc riza art + unposted sketches + new exclusive drawings + maybe some writing and other thoughts? + guest art/writing from my friends!

GENERAL RIZA/ROYAI/RIZA SHIPS COMPILATION: big ass PDF with most of my art from since i first started drawing FMA (2018) until now + sketches/whatever i never posted/posted and deleted(lol)/tomochingus lost media/whatever + notes and thoughts??? idk

RIZA/ROYAI/RIZA SHIPS COMPILATION NSFW EDITION🔥🔥🔥: self explanatory? curated compilation of my nsfw stuff which i kinda have a lot of but i never liked sharing LOL

that's pretty much what i have in mind, and i plan on working on this plan once i'm done with my current owed art before making an actual elaborate post with all the necessary info and details! for now I'd love to hear your thoughts on it. If the zines are something you'd want, or if you feel there's something more interesting to you that i could offer :] feel free to send an ask!

i'd appreciate if you could vote on this poll so i can have an idea of your interest!

would you be interested in supporting my top surgery journey, and do the "rewards" appeal to you?

i'd donate regardless of the zines/compilations

i'm only interested in getting the zines/compilations

i wouldn't be able to support financially

i'd be interested in a different "reward" (do tell me!)

Voting ended onApr 4

thank you for reading until here, and for your support as always ^_^

[littlewitchbee]

yesterday's doodles: Yasha before and after serving as a field medic / yashiikawa and falmanware ☺️💕

[platonbatonn]

cmon visual thinkers

[awezomepozzom]

No matter how much you look away;