rebellions are built on hope;;

independent and selective jyn erso est. 12.05.16

[stardusterso]

“I’m not used to people sticking around when things go bad.” 

a rebelcaptain fan mix. listen here. 

➤ STARDUST i’ll be your afterglow / your sweetness and your light / i’ll be the chemical that helps you sleep at night / we’re stardust, you and i ➤ DROPS OF JUPITER now that she’s back in the back in the atmosphere with drops of jupiter in her hair / she acts like summer and walks like rain / reminds that there’s a time to change ➤ COUGH SYRUP and i run to things they said could restore me / restore life the way it should be / i’m waiting for this cough syrup to come down ➤ VEGAS SKIES say goodnight / our first goodbye / i’ve only got forever and forever is fine / just take your time / we’ll stop the clock together and know that the timing was right  ➤ JYN ERSO & HOPE SUITE from the rogue one: a star wars story original motion picture score  ➤ SATELLITE CALL  this one’s for the lonely child / broken hearted / running wild / this one was written for the one to blame / for the one that believes they are the cause of chaos in everything ➤ AVALANCHE carry me down / rolling in your arms / cause i can’t remember ever falling this hard / tell me tonight / all that we have been / wasn’t nothing more than noise inside my head / crashing down / crashing down / in your avalanche ➤SILHOUETTES there’s nothing that i’d take back / but it’s hard to say there’s nothing i regret  ➤CASSIOPEIA then the spark from a star shooting too close / they both smiled / what a day to explode / she said / tonight / come on, come on / collide  ➤YOU WON’T FEEL A THING when trouble thinks it’s found us / the world falls down around us / i promise baby you won’t ever feel a thing ➤ ALL OF THE STARS so open your eyes and see / the way our horizons meet / all of the lights will lead / into the night with me / and i know these scars will bleed / but both of our hearts believe / all of these stars will guide us home ➤ I DARE YOU TO MOVE welcome to the planet / welcome to existence / everyone’s here / everybody’s watching you now / everybody waits for you now / what happens next / i dare you to move ➤LEVITATE  there’s so much on my mind / i don’t know where to start / there’s a light filling up the dark / though i lost myself / i know it’s not the end / you are my shooting star / you make my heart ascend  ➤ YOUR FATHER WOULD BE PROUD from the rogue one: a star wars story original motion picture score ➤ANGEL WITH A SHOTGUN they say before you start a war / you better know what you’re fighting for / but baby you are all that i adore / if love is what you need / a soldier i will be ➤KISS ME SLOWLY well i’m not sure what this is gonna be / but with my eyes closed all i see / is the skyline through the window / the moon above you and the streets below. ➤ RENEGADES long live the pioneers / rebels and mutineers / go forht and have no fear / come close the end is near ➤ GOODNIGHT MOON when our hearts are heavy burdens / we shouldn’t have to bear alone / so goodnight moon / and good night you / when you’re all that i think about. ➤EVER THE SAME we should stand in the wind / we were free like water / flowing sown under the warmth of the sun / now it’s cold and we’re scared / we’ve both been shaken / look at us / this doesn’t need to be the end ➤ STARS all those times we looked up a the sky / looking out so far, we felt like we could fly / now i’m all alone in the dark of night / the moon is shining / but i can’t see the light 

“WELCOME HOME”

[stardustsjyn]

[senthope-deactivated20171229]

stardustsjyn:

“I’m not used to people sticking around when things go bad.”

[proinsiascassidy]

Now I’ll never let you go, if you promised not to fade away.

[im-solo]

Things I can’t get over: Cassian’s adorable face when he looks at Jyn 

[memesfortehsoul-blog]

send 💕 to just grab my muse & kiss them!

who cares about consequences, kisses all around !!!!!!

[proinsiascassidy]

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don’t know why.

[stardusterso]

Sharing A Bed Starters

"Did you have a nightmare?"

"I had a nightmare."

"There's plenty of room for the both of us."

"There is not enough room here for both of us."

"It's cold. We should try to conserve body heat."

"You're not even going to notice because you'll be asleep!"

"We've only got the one bed between the two of us."

"Quit stealing the covers."

"Quit kicking me."

"It's better than sleeping on the floor."

"It's either this or you sleep in the tub."

"Alright. Get up here."

"We're sleeping in the same bed, not together!"

"Please go to bed."

"Sleep is for the weak."

"Do you have any idea what time it is?"

"Dutch oven!"

"You sleep on top of the sheets."

"I'll sleep on top of the sheets."

"I'm scared. Can I sleep with you?"

"You're scared? You can come sleep with me, I guess."

"I have to sleep closer to the door."

"I can't sleep this close to the door."

"Stop getting up so early. You always wake me up."

"Stop staying up so late. I can never fall asleep."

"We can cuddle."

"Just don't try cuddling me or anything."

[stardusterso]

LET IT BE KNOWN, THAT ON THIS DAY DECEMBER 18, 2016, I STARTED THIS TREND OF CASSIAN CALLING JYN “MI ESTRELLA.”

[stardusterso]

cassian-captain:

Cassian sniffed and gave her another squeeze. He pulled away from the hug, but kept his hands on her. His tears had left streaks down his face through the dirt and grime. 

“We need to get off this planet.” He said, keeping his voice as steady as he could. He hoped there was some sort of functioning ship left, even if they had to steal an Imperial one.

She keeps her eyes on him, nodding firmly. They really do. They can’t survive in this fog of ash and dust. It won’t be long until they run out of air and choke on it. She knows they can’t stay on this beach much longer or their injuries will get worse. 

“Come on,” she says, managing to push herself up from the ground, limbs shaking as she does. She reaches down to help Cassian stand. “Come on. We’ve got to find a ship.”

She squints to see through the ash and dust, but she can’t see very far, just a few feet ahead. “We can do this,” she says. Despite everything she still feels hope pulsing through her. They can do this. They have survived much worse. 

[stardusterso]

cassian-captain:

Cassian hugged her back as much as his sore body would allow. He closed his eyes. A few tears dripped onto his face, getting her clothes wet, not that he was super worried about ruining her clothes. They looked like they both went through hell and back. In some ways, they did.

“We’re alive,” he said, his voice cracking with emotion. “We’re alive.” He squeezed her tighter, not thinking about what he had to do right now. He needed this more than he’s needed anything.

Jyn laughs in disbelief as her her eyes well up with tears. The air is thick with ash and smoke, they should really move, find a way out of here, but all she can do is keep her arms locked around Cassian. 

A few tears escape her as well, and she hugs him just a little tighter. “We’re alive,” she repeats, unable to believe it. She thinks she has to be dreaming. That this entire missions was something she dreamed up, but feeling Cassian’s embrace, the ash in her lungs. It’s all too real to be made up. 

The odds of them surviving that blast were so low. She was sure they would perish, but here they are, surrounded by the remains of the Imperial database, and they have to see if there are any other survivors. But for a moment, they can enjoy each other’s embrace. 

[cherryfury]

stardust

[wulfhalls]

make ten man fell like a hundered

[stardusterso]

cassian-captain:

@stardusterso

Cassian blinked awake. His whole body felt stiff, like he’d walked to the Outer Rim and back. He managed to prop himself up on his arm and look around.

The sandy beaches had been destroyed. The beautiful blue water was brown with sand and ashes. He was covered in sand and ashes. It caked his skin and what was left of his clothes.

When he looked down, he saw a body lying next to him. Covered in sand and ashes as well, Jyn lay next to him, still out. “Jyn? Jyn?!” He shook her shoulder, hoping she survived whatever just happened.

The first thing she feels is the sand caked on her skin, and she gasps for air, almost like it had been knocked out of her by the blast. Her eyes flutter open as she hears someone calling her name, and she quickly realizes that it’s Cassian. 

Her body is aching as she tries to sit up, but she forces herself. She has to see him, has to see the destruction that was caused by the weapon they just risked their lives to stop. 

“You’re alive,” shes says, almost in disbelief. Her arms find their way around him in an easy embrace, she allows her eyes to close, as she ignores the ash and sand that covers their bodies. Somehow, they had both made it. 

She doesn’t take the time to look around just yet. She needs a moment. A moment to believe that her life isn’t over, that both she and Cassian managed to survive. 

[stardusterso]

There's so much we could have been.

More than stardust and brimstone, more than criminal and rebel.

Maybe there's another life, another universe where we made it. Another time where I met you and you met me and things didn't end like this.

Maybe there's a universe where I look into your eyes and don't see fear, but something else. Perhaps there's a galaxy where I press my lips to yours and everything is okay.

With your arms around me now, even with the inevitable coming our way, I feel so many things. I feel safe. I know I should be frightened but I don't think I've been afraid since I've met you.

There's so much more we could have been.

There's a universe where we aren't so jaded, where the walls we've built around ourselves aren't built so high, where we trust each other   and work together from the start.

There's a set of stars that waits above us there, just waiting to be explored, and we take on the adventure together.

Perhaps when all of this is over, that's where we'll end up. We'll fade away from this life and appear in the next, not knowing what it will hold for us, but something tells me that if that's the case, I'll find you and you'll find me.

There's so much more we could have been.

We could have been great. We'll be remembered as heroes, sure, but will the remember us? Will they know the essence of who we were? Of the friendships we made and the relationships we built? Will the very idea of what we could have been crumble like this planet?

It's almost time, the light is coming our way, and in a moment we'll be gone, just ghosts in the history of the Rebellion. There's so much I want to say, and I think you want to say it too. But we can only embrace, whispers words of comfort. Perhaps we both believe we'll get the chance to say it later. Maybe not in this life, or the next, but in some time, in some place, in some universe we will.

It's time now.

There's so much more we could have been.

Hold on tight, my darling.

It's time for the next great adventure.

[stardusterso]

“This isn’t what I wanted.”

a meme i’m too lazy to find // not accepting 

“This isn’t what you wanted?”

The words play over in Jyn’s mind like a glitchy hologram. Repeating over and over again. She wants to believe him. To take him on his word, but after so many years, how can she? Just because he’s her father? But his words do ring true. 

Jyn, whatever I do, I do it to protect you. 

Maybe this isn’t what he wanted. But she remembers his involvement with the Empire from a very young age. She thinks her first memory is when her father found her wandering around their first home, groggy with sleep and reeling from a nightmare. But her father always had a way of comforting her. 

Looking at him now, she finds herself growing soft in the places she had allowed to harden over the years. She was composed of stardust, but had the hardest outer shell she could manage to make. 

“Papa, I -”

But she doesn’t know how to say what she’s feeling. She wants to grasp onto something, any words that might make sense when she says them out loud but all she can do is remember that day back at the farm, the day that everything changed. 

Jyn, whatever I do, I do it to protect you. Say you understand. 

She could never forget that day, and she’s tried. Believing her father was dead was easier than believing that he was working willingly for the Empire. 

“I understand,” she says, voice still a bit hesitate. “Tell me then, what is it that you wanted?” 

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✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair .  ❤ = kissing them .  ₪ =  asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them .   ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare .  ♣ = discovering them crying .  回 = patching a wound .  ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .

[emedeme]

whatever i do, i do it to protect you.