@stardustsystem - Tumblr Blog

the star system's blog!!!!!!!

it/they collectively, bodily 23, uzbek american, autistic + chronically ill/disabled. polyfragmented DID because it is relevant to what we post here.

mutuals/friends can request our simplyplural (rip... 💔), individual alter blogs, and our discord!

please tag eyestrain for us! (images with bright red/super saturated colors especially!)

main is @leitmotif

no dni we'll just block you if you make us uncomfortable. if you think it's funny to trigger people's psychosis we will be stealing something out of your house and also killing you with hammers just fyi.

basic individual alter info/key for the tag directory under the cut! these are just who we have most active at the moment, so the list is subject to change! persecutor roles are not mentioned for privacy.

#pinned #tag directory:#🌠#🌟#🌌#🌃#🪻#🌸#💘#🌑#🌀#☕️#🪼#🎀#⛈️#🩸#🐦‍⬛#🦢#👻#🔌#🎧#⛺️#(talk tags not yet included)

the two coworkers who im like the friendliest with/friends with (idk #autism) apparently approached my manager to tell them theyre worried about me cuz they think im depressed 😭 is it that obvious. is it. i thought work was the place where i am the best at hiding it

#my manager was like yeah i can tell too because i'm sensitive to peoples energies #HELLO. WHAT IS HAPPENING.#this isn't even the worst ive felt since i've worked here like there was a time when i was Getting Ready yknow.#im just doing dogshit rn. idk what it could be that theyre picking up on #but i NEED TO KNOW. I NEED TO KNOWWWWWWWW #<-my manager said she wouldn't tell me what it was because she doesn't want me to hide it WHAG DOES THAT MEAN #host blur.txt

getting myself to update our system guide is akin to being dragged across the roughest concrete known to man naked

#SOMEBODY GET ME OUT OF HEREEEE <-guy dealing with the quencies of its actions (kicking the caretaker who was doing it out of front to chat #with its friends for over an hour)#host blur.txt

stardustsystem

i do think its a little crazy to have someone open up about self harm in group (okay) and to have someone (me) say they need to mute their audio because of it (what you're expected to do in this case but you have to stay on the call) only for them to SHOW THEIR SELF HARM ON CAMERA THE ENTIRE TIME. and the group facilitator says NOTHING about it. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT.

stardustsystem

i must be clear that she said she had done them last night so they were fresh. i do not want to go to group tomorrow ugh ughhh

#like if it was healed it would be whatever but it wasn't?#this is also another nothingburger week with the curriculum #for me. for me. my groupmates seem to be finding it helpful but i already know how to do it so #self harm mention #host blur.txt

mikufanclub

not only is picking your skin fun as fuck but it also gives you cool new textures and #open wounds you can pick at forever!

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i do think its a little crazy to have someone open up about self harm in group (okay) and to have someone (me) say they need to mute their audio because of it (what you're expected to do in this case but you have to stay on the call) only for them to SHOW THEIR SELF HARM ON CAMERA THE ENTIRE TIME. and the group facilitator says NOTHING about it. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT.

#and im not supposed to leave when that happens. or i wont earn credit. HELLO?#she just casually had it in frame after mentioning it for the rest of the time. and since she was talking she was biggest on the screen #literally what the fuck #self harm mention #.txt