Aliel Snow & Leila June

These are two OCs built into the Star Trek Into Darkness AU.

[starfleetreject]

“ how you’ve fallen . ”

The strong placement of the ceramic mug on the counter caused the coffee inside of it to slosh over the edge of the container.

“How.. I’VE fallen?”

Leila June turned, single braid swishing against her back. Angry brown eyes stared into his blue ones, leaning on the counter as well.

“Fuck you Khan.”

What else would she say? ..Did he know that after that sexual event her body wanted him every single day? It disgusted her, scared her, and she was hungry to be under his control. None of her lovers on Earth had created such a charismatic charge, a desire only one person could sate.

She bit her lip.

Leila mopped up the mess she created, feeling her bronze skin highlight pink with embarrassment she could not alter. Did he know? Or was he making a poke at the fact she’d been adapting to their situation by cleaning and cooking?

Fuck you Khan.

She boiled with a bruised pride as she finished her drink and refused to look at him anymore.

“I’m going for a FUCKING WALK, asshole.”

Leila June would enjoy the cool evening by herself for at least 20 minutes.

Maybe she had fallen. She walked hurriedly, angry and confused. The cold air promised peace.. And maybe a few rational answers.

[starfleetreject]

Update

My Star Trek into Darkness fanfic will be updated in the next few days! That’s *43* chapters! NC-17..

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[starfleetreject]

Divide The Day - Fuck Away The Pain (Lyrics)

[memeingovermemes]

The Lonely

“ leave me alone . ” “ please don’t leave me too ! ” “ i’ve lost everything . ” “ but i still have you… right ?” “ there’s nothing here for me now . ” “ please be the reason i stay . ” “ i’m so sorry i screwed all this up . ” “ i’m not going to apologise . ” “ i deserve this . ” “ what did i ever do to deserve this ? ” “ i’m scared . i’m scared of being alone . ” “ you left me behind . ” “ i don’t need you ! i don’t need anyone ! ” “ the worst feeling in the world is everyone glaring at your back , and you’re sat there knowing you can never fix that . ” “ i did what i had to do . ” “ the feeling’s mutual . ” “ and now you’re going to judge me for it . ” “ if you’re my friend , you’ll give me some space ! ” “ friend ? excuse me ? ” “ go on ! leave me behind like everyone else ! that’s easier , right?!”

The Onlooker

“ i’m not leaving you . ” “ bye . ” “ you still have me . ” “ you lost me a long time ago . ” “ i’m here for you . ” “ i want to be the reason you leave . ” “ i forgive you . ” “ i don’t want your apologies . ” “ none of this is your fault . ” “ you’ve done a million things to deserve this . ” “ everyone can get scared in the dark - that’s why you turn on a light . ” “ no , you don’t understand ! ” “ please think about this . ” “ you can still fix this . ” “ i can’t believe you did this . ” “ i’m so disappointed in you . ” “ i’m not like everyone else . ” “ you’re my friend - you’re not making me move for anything . ” “ i couldn’t care less what happens to you now . ” “ leaving you behind is the last thing i’d want to do ! i’m here for you through thick and thin , and you can’t change that ! ”

The Malcontent

“ no, i think i’ll stay . this look rather suits you . ” “ they’re just going to leave you like everyone else . ” “ my, what a mess you’ve made . ” “ not all is lost . i’m still here , ‘friend’ . ” “ you should just leave .  no one wants you . ” “ what reason do you have to stick around ? ” “ how tragic that a simple apology isn’t going to fix anything . ” “ you’re right not to apologise . it’s THEM in the wrong , not you . ” “ if you ask my honest opinion, you had this coming . ” “ sometimes the world is cruel and merciless - innocents suffer for no particular reason, and this time round, you are one of them . but why should you be the only one that suffers ? ” “ come with me . i can help you . ” “ they left you for dead . how can you forgive that ? ” “ you’re right , you know . you don’t need any of them . ” “ what if i told you that you could fix this mistake ? ” “ you did it for the greater good . i mean , that’s what all heroes say , right ? ” “ how you’ve fallen . ” “ fools . they couldn’t understand your good intentions so they threw you into the furnace for it . ” “ they don’t deserve you . ” “ they’d leave you given the chance - but they can’t … if you leave them first . ” “ their loyalty is waning . ”

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Mun Vs. Muse

Send one to ask…

👿 Something you and your muse strongly disagree on? 😇 Something you and your muse strongly agree on? 🤝 In general, would you and your muse get along?  🖐 How would you react if you happened to meet the muse in real life?  💬 If you could tell your muse anything, what would it be?  🌌 If you and your muse swapped places for a day how screwed would you be?  🤬 Who has the shorter temper?  🚑 Who takes better care of themselves?  📝 Is the muse cooperative or do they like to take the wheel when it comes to threads?  👕 Who has better fashion sense?  🌈 In general, who’s more positive?  💭 If the muse could say one thing to you, what do you think they’d say? 🔒 What’s one thing about your muse that you still can’t figure out?   📅 Who’s older?  ⏰ Who’s better at keeping track of time?  📞 Who’s more likely to ask for help first? 👟 Who can run faster?   ➕ Who’s better at math?  🔪 If the muse and mun got into a (physical) fight, who would win? 

[vhsmeme]

* hug prompts

send a number for a hug! feel free to combine prompts.

a hug with a forehead kiss

a relieved hug

a hug to say sorry

a hug from behind

a good morning hug

a goodnight hug

a hug where one muse picks the other up

the hug that comes after a bad dream

a hug that isn’t returned

a ‘ please don’t go ’ hug

a hug for good luck

the hug that comes after a rough day

an angry hug

a hug where one muse uses the other as a pillow

a ‘ just to say i love you ’ hug

a goodbye hug

a hug where one muse stops the other from collapsing

the hug that lasts longer than the rest

the hug that ends too soon

an overjoyed hug

a tearful hug

a protective hug

the final hug

[memetaped]

nonverbal starters prompts featuring nonverbal scenarios.

guide take them by the hand, arm, or shoulder to guide them.

shelter protect them.

shove push them.

loop drape an arm around their shoulders.

touch a gentle touch like rubbing their back, hugging them, holding their hand. 

kiss a kiss on the cheek, knuckles, forehead, in their hair.

palm smack them upside the head.

bed rest gently push them back down when they try getting out of bed.

aid help them with a task.

note pass a note to them.

cry wipe away their tears.

wash wipe something off their forehead, cheek, so on.

bandage patch them up when they get hurt.

heal take care of them when they get sick.

book silently read a story with them. 

carry pick them up. 

scrap punch them.

cherry find blood on them.

sit help them sit down.  

medical wake up in the hospital and find them holding their hand.

steer place a hand under their chin to make them look up. 

beat dance with them.

stare stare them down. 

off track get lost with them.

no shaking their head in disagreement. 

yes nodding their head in agreement.

rush tackle them to the ground.

open hold the door open for them.

[stupidinboxstuff]

Send Me A Symbol For A (Fluffy) Starter!

Send me “◯“ for my muse to carry your muse

Send me “▲” for my muse to bring yours an umbrella when it’s raining

Send me “✘“ for my muse to react to yours being afraid during a storm

Send me “☁” for my muse to give your muse an animal

Send me “ϟ“ for my muse to offer yours something to eat

Send me “☒” for my muse to give your muse a compliment

Send me “©“ for my muse to hug yours 

Send me “ 🔴“ for your muse to carry my muse

Send me “▼” for your muse to bring mine an umbrella when it’s raining

Send me “✔“ for your muse to see mine being afraid during a storm

Send me “❅” for your muse to give my muse an animal

Send me “♒“ for your muse to offer mine something to eat

Send me “☑” for your muse to give mine muse a compliment

Send me “®“ for your muse to hug mine

[letyourdreamymemesbememes]

Winter Holiday Symbols

Send one of the following for a scene with my muse: 

💍 – for your muse to propose to mine during the holidays 🧦 – to lay around in warm pajamas with my muse 🧤 – to let my muse borrow your muse’s coat to beat the cold 🧣 – to wrap a scarf around my muse’s neck to beat the cold 🌂 – to rescue my muse from the sleet ❄ – to play in the snow with my muse ☕ – to share hot chocolate with my muse 🍦 – to visit family with my muse for the holidays 🍲 – to take care of my sick muse during the holidays 🍾 – to share a bottle of holiday wine with my muse ❤ – to ask my muse on a holiday date  💔 – to break-up with my muses during the holidays 🎄 – to decorate a holiday tree with my muse 🌹 – to give my muse a bouquet of winter flowers 👄 – to share a kiss under the mistletoe with my muse 🎉 – to share a New Year’s kiss with my muse 🎀 – to go on a holiday vacation with my muse 🎁 – to give my muse a holiday gift 💎 – to plan a holiday wedding with my muse 📷 – to take holiday photos with my muse ⛄ – to build a snowman with my muse ✨ – to watch the Northern Lights with my muse 🎼 – to dance to holiday music with my muse 🎤 – to attend holiday karaoke/serenade my muse

[outofmuse-deactivated20190413]

“other ways to say goodbye” starters

“Everything you’re about to say, I already know. Don’t do it now, we’ve already had enough bad timing.”

“You guys go on without me.”

“Look at that. I win.”

“You were right. You were right about me.” 

“Just, uh…Be careful.”

“Take care of each other, and be kind to each other, and nothing else.”

“I know it’s going to hurt you but, please, be a little proud of me.”

“I wish we had more time.”

“I would have loved you forever. Now, please go.”

“Remember what you said before? I’m always with you too. I’ll come back to you, I promise!”

“I’ll be right back!”

“Don’t make me leave like this - Please.”

“I have too much I want to say.”

“I didn’t mean to do this, I’m sorry!”

“These years together have been the happiest of my life.”

“Get away from this thing, get away from me.”

“You know I’m glad I came. I can see now it’s hopeless.” 

“I’ve come to say goodbye properly…I’ve been thinking about you.”

“I’m always going to love you.”

[lovecleradin]

Reblog this mistletoe and see who leaves a kiss in your inbox!

[starfleetreject]

Adaline - "Say Goodbye (I Won't Even)" as heard on "Grey's Anatomy", "Lo...

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send me 👌 if your muse would bang mine

[starfleetreject]

Tell me a little about yourself..

Tagged by: @paramounticebound

1) Relationship Status: Divorced-Single- Poly Romantic-Bi and Demi sexual

2) Lipstick or Chapstick: lipstick

3) Favourite Foods: Eggplant in black bean sauce, Gorditas, sushi

4) Song Stuck in Your Head: IamX “Your Joy”

5) Last Movie Watched: A Wrinkle in Time

6) Top 3 Shows: Star Trek(all), Jewel in the Palace, Han Solo

7) Book I Am Currently Reading: the Bible, excerpts of book wisdoms

8) Last Thing I Googled: Yakitake (anime)

9) Time: 5:49pm

10) Dream Trip: Japan

11) Anything Want: my heart from aching (mutual break up), someone who sticks around and no more masks

Rules: Tag followers you want to get to know better: I tag any one.

[starfleetreject]

In Flames - Digital Daggers

[vhsmeme]

* a long way gone starters

a long way gone is a novel by ishmael beah. 

‘ none of what happened was your fault. ’

‘ i don’t have much, but i will give you a place to sleep, food, and my love. ’ 

‘ come with me to the kitchen for some food. ’

‘ do you want to lie down? ’

‘ this is going to hurt. ’

‘ you are my son. ’

‘ how did you get these scars? ’

‘ you can go if you want to, but i suggest that you stay in bed tonight. ’ 

‘ come back tomorrow so that i can change the bandage. ’

‘ thank you for coming to see me. ’ 

‘ would you like to tell me about it? ’

‘ you look hungry. ’

‘ i’ll bring you some food, and please, take your time. ’

‘ how do you like being here? ’

‘ i was never disappointed, since i always expected the worst to happen. ’

‘ you were just a little boy, and anytime you want to tell me anything, i am here to listen. ’

‘ like i said, we cannot go back. but we can start from here. ’

‘ i’d wake up sweating and throwing punches in the air. ’

‘ so i couldn’t bring myself to be completely happy. ’

‘ you’ll get through this. ’ 

‘ you are lucky. ’

‘ how long have i been here? ’

‘ you have a great smile, you should smile more. ’

‘ i had this dream last night. ’

‘ in the sky there are always answers and explanations for everything: every pain, every suffering, joy, and confusion. ’ 

‘ i was worried about living with a family. ’

‘ are you sure you want to be friends with me? ’

‘ i had learned to survive and take care of myself. ’

‘ if you are alive, there is hope for a better day and something good to happen. ’ 

‘ people don’t trust each other anymore. ’

‘ they have lost everything that makes them human. ’

‘ i know, i know. ’

[starfleetreject]

You believe your own lies.