kenzu

18+ / NSFW centered, topics of abuse and other complexities. triggering content (self harm, suicide, codependency, etc)

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Introductions!

Hiyo, everyone! I'm Kenzu (@kenzuzus), and this is an alt account I'll be using for heavier topics that come to (my dark and twisted/ref) mind :D - if you want lighter topics, then check out my main! All content warnings are in my bio.

Sometimes I'll post: - Writing Prompts (Whump and Angst, mainly) - Drabbles - Art - Or even just me talking about my OCs.

Come stick around, if you're interested in all that :)

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recovering whumpee can’t help but wonder why they’re allowed to wake up without pain, even after being free for weeks.. months….. years, even.

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recovering whumpee looks back on old messages, reminiscing the times they had with old friends. once it’s over, they can’t help but wonder if their old friends would want who they are now around anymore.

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Whumpee with a need for control who suddenly needs an unplanned surgery--whether for an injury or a sudden medical event--and is now faced with a sudden lack of control.

They're in pain, scared, and disoriented, but the hospital/medical staff don't have time to explain things in detail before wheeling them quickly to the operating room.

Maybe they're extra confused and weak from pain meds. Maybe they're fighting too much and lightly sedated beforehand. Maybe they're just panicking a bit as the staff rapidly exchange details over their bed as they're pulled through the halls.

Regardless, whumpee is too out of it to fully grasp the situation. Before they know it, there's an IV in their arm, hands holding them down, and a mask being pressed to their face as everything fades out.

(Are they there alone? Or is caretaker already there with them, giving quiet assurances as they put whumpee under?)

When whumpee wakes up, the pain is gone (or at least different) and they're groggy and out of it, both from pain meds and the lingering anaesthetic. They struggle to remember what happened, where they are/why, etc. Maybe they panic, or maybe the drugs keep them calm.

Then the nurse/doctor comes in.

If whumpee has a trusted caretaker, the staff talk directly to them--and only them--about whumpee's discharge and care instructions. Whumpee is rarely acknowledged, and when they are it's just to check their vitals or give empty words of "comfort." Caretaker is too occupied getting all the instructions, supplies, medications, etc for whumpee's discharge to be able to explain things yet, so whumpee is left feeling vulnerable and confused even as they're wheeled out to a car and taken to a safe location to recover.

If whumpee doesn't have anyone, they may be kept in the hospital longer without explanation (if it's a higher quality hospital) OR they may be given their discharge papers, a prescription for meds, and a brief explanation that whumpee is still too out of it to understand. Whumpee is left to find their way home and figure out the post OP care on their own. Maybe they handle it well. Maybe someone finds them/steps in as caretaker at this point. Or maybe whumpee gets worse or develops complications due to being unable to care for themself and is forced to seek help.

However things happen, whumpee is forced to rely on others for at least some of their care and has to deal with the combination of major unplanned vulnerability plus lack of knowledge or anything else that could make them feel in control of the situation.

[yougivemewhumperflies]

Been thinking about a healer in the heroes/villains world who refuses to take a side and brings in anyone who shows up injured at their doorstep. Doesn’t matter what uniform whumpee is wearing, Caretaker only cares about nursing them back to health.

Villains, of course, show up often, wounded and grateful for Caretaker’s asylum. They know they’ll be treated with respect and allowed to leave freely. Heroes, on the other hand, flow to Caretaker’s place more gradually. Heroes who are too ashamed to get help back at HQ, or that are severely injured and found on the street. Almost all civilians in the area know exactly where Caretaker is.

Most significantly, Caretaker enforces neutrality at their place. If a hero and villain happen to be there at the same time, they can’t fight each other. At the very least, civility is mandatory. But in more urgent situations, they’re frequently asked to help the other one that’s more seriously injured.

Both heroes and villains constantly try to recruit Caretaker to their side. But Caretaker always refuses, saying they’re already doing their part. And in the end, it’s because of their work that the fighting ends. So many heroes and villains have passed through Caretaker’s doors and been forced to get along, or even heal each other, that they can no longer see each other as enemies.

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CW: self harm

character A and character B have a streak of self harm. A tries to get B to harm them instead of themselves. B can’t bring themself to hurt A.

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whumpee is dating whumper’s sibling. whumpee can’t bring themselves to leave their partner because they’re scared whumper will repeat their actions on their sibling.

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whumper is whumpee’s parent. whumpee is torn between justifying the whump or completely going against it after meeting their first friend. whumper is their parent, after all. whumper knows best…

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adding onto this, whumper is also the hero. whumpee looks up to them in admiration. when whumpee finds out they have the same power as whumper and show it of to them, whumper promises to make whumpee the best hero anyone's ever seen, no matter how long it takes.

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red string au where the string leading to your soulmates still persists even after they die and it leads them back to the spot they took their last breath.

character B is lead to the middle of a river, and decides it’s finally time to join character A.

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character A tries to pick up a hobby from their childhood, only to be reminded of the abuse they had.

[darlathedevil5]

I like that, like an angst of self reflection

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in a red string au where strings leading to any type of soulmate forms after you’ve met them once. strings disappearing whenever a relationship is solidified,

living weapon whumpee being told to follow their strings and to kill whoever’s behind each of them. whumpee doesn’t deserve things like those; rather, those things deserve whumpee! they are whumpee’s prized possession and most excellent blade. only the best deserve whumpee. and whumper is the best.

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y/n x CEO trope but y/n is a whumper with a streak of ruining CEOs emotionally and financially, and the CEO is a young person who fought their way into their position. y/n keeps trying to ruin the CEO but can’t because of how much they prioritize their job and business over their situationship

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whumper is a caretaker to everyone except whumpee.

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whumpee's best friend having to watch as whumpee's mental slowly deteriorates throughout the years with whumper. watching a strong and combative character become dependent on whumper and loses any agency whumpee had previously. when best friend reminds whumpee of it, whumpee is unable to recognize the person their best friend describes.

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character A thinks they aren't deserving of being in a relationship because of the things they were forced to do by their father.

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whumper erased whumpee's memories and convinced whumpee that they were caretaker

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character A sends a series of scheduled texts for character B, following the next years A would be gone. every morning, every night, B got a message from A. every month, on a specific date, B would be asked by A how their month was.

5 years in, B got their very last message from A before the number was handed to someone else.