I remember your dad s birthday and that you were born between 6-7 am. I remember you like olive green and that you like the shape of the pesto jar so i started to collect them too, for you. I remember you like cola/Pepsi without sugar but cakes with sugar are fine. I remember how your stuffed animals look like and how light the panda feels when I hugged him. I remember the placement of your tattoos tho i have to admit i started to forget what some of them look like. I remember the exact shade of green your couch has and the model of your tiles from the kitchen tho i can t really remember if they had orange or red, or even both. I remember how to get to your place and I still remember the rooms from your apartament. I remember you like dispatch and arcane but i can t remember your favorite tv series even tho I remember us talking about that. I remember you like greek mythology and the cool names you would choose for a cat. I remember your favorite songs, I listen to them when I miss you. I remember you don t like heights and spiders. I remember you like the first into the spider verse movie more than the 2nd one. I remember how to roll a cigarette because you showed me how to, a few times. I remember you like negroni as your favorite drink. I remember your favorite painter is Caravaggio and your favorite dinosaur is spinosaurus. I still remember your voice, I could never forget it. I still remember your birthday, not even amnesia could erase that from my mind.
What do I do now with all of these things I still remember? After all this time..
