[h4ppyberry]

ᯓ★ ┆꒰ pac .ᐟ you as a celebrity ꒱

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hi hello and welcome to another pac of mine! :] this pac will dive into how you would be as a celebrity! pls remember that this is a general reading and it's just for fun!

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ᯓ★ ┆꒰ pile one .ᐟ ꒱

ᯓ★ hello my pile ones and welcome to your reading! :3 okay so i feel like in the beginning of your career, you will be feeling a bit lost and unsure about how to go about this new journey. i think you’ve seen the way some celebrities are and how they present themselves to the world, and i see you wanting to try a different new method. one that makes you stand out and makes you feel real and authentic. there’s this fresh, young, new energy about you that people are really going to resonate with. i do see you struggling a bit with identifying your brand and aesthetic. i see you struggling to find a team of people who understand your vision. your journey to fame will be slow, but once you figure everything out, you will be unstoppable. people are going to wish that they had known you since the beginning of your career. so many people are going to be intrigued by your life experience and how you became famous. whatever it is that you do (singing, acting, dancing, etc), people will see you as one of the best. someone who continues to improve their craft. i see you continuing your studies and trying to improve and better your skills. your energy doesn’t feel restricted. instead, your energy feels so free. you don’t want to box yourself in, and i see you trying out different things and experimenting with your fashion, doing music/movies/etc that are always different, but always feel relatable to you. no matter what you do, people will know it’s your creation because it will feel like an extension of you. perhaps you will have specific colors that remind people of you. you will truly establish yourself as one of the greats. i keep going back to your journey to fame, perhaps in your later years there will be a lot of documentaries about you and how you became who you are now. i also feel like you would be a celebrity who is a great communicator, and every time you communicate with your fans, it will feel personable and relatable. despite your fame, you will feel like a regular person. someone who didn’t let fame get to their head. there’s this grounded energy about you that people will love. i also see you doing a lot of business ventures, and you may even open up your own business, this could be clothes, makeup, your own record label, etc. i also think that you are a celebrity who would attract a lot of suitors. people are going to admire your beauty and genuinely find you so attractive. you will be a lot of people’s ideal types, and i see a lot of love offers going your way. i am picking up that there could be some negative press about you and a relationship? perhaps you may date another celebrity, and it ends badly. i see your fandom fighting their fandom lol, but for the most part i see people understanding your side more. again, it’s that relatability that you have that makes people root for your success. your journey to fame will start from humble beginnings to mega fame. and you are truly worthy of all the accolades!　

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ᯓ★ ┆꒰ pile two .ᐟ ꒱

ᯓ★ hello my sweet pile two’s and welcome to your reading! :) i see that in the beginning of your career you’re following the rules, doing what your team tells you to do. you know how the industry works (whether it’s music, acting, etc) and over time i see you becoming numb to it all. it’s like if you told a non-famous person everything that you have to do, all the industry secrets you know, people wouldn’t believe you and think it’s crazy or question why anyone would want to be a celebrity. but because you’re so deep into this world, you feel unfazed. i think as you continue doing this, i see you feeling trapped and starting to rebel. i see you getting hit with a moment of realization that you don’t have to continue doing this. i feel like you would be the type of celebrity to talk about all the issues and problems, all the hardships that you and other celebrities go through. how you lost yourself in the machine. i see you taking a short break, and then coming back to the public eye. you will be the celebrity to shake things up! you’re not afraid to crumble everything that no longer works and rebuilding from scratch. you will have the power to make major changes in your industry as i see a lot of the public and other celebrities supporting you. i’m not going to lie, it’s going to be difficult, but you will be the major catalyst for all these changes. in the beginning of your career, i don’t see you talking much to the public or only posting once in a while. but when you come back, i see you being more open with your struggles. i see you using your art to talk about all the struggles you’ve gone through, and you may also like to collaborate with other artists or just help other artists in general. because of your power and what you stand for, i see the industry try to ice you out, try to paint a negative light on you to the press. it could work on some people, but most will understand what’s truly happening. i also see that when you first become famous, i see you being unsatisfied with your team and feeling like they're not using you to your true potential. almost like your second choice, and they’re giving you scraps for your art. it will make you question why you did this in the first place and if all of this is worth it. but with this rebirth, you will see being a celebrity in a different light. i see your energy being a bit guarded and not really being trustworthy of others, but rightfully so as i see a lot of shady people around you in the beginning of your career. but with all these powerful changes you created, i see you surrounding yourself with people who understand and support your vision. you will be a true trailblazer, and your name will be forever known for making the industry better for every artist. i see you taking risks in your career, not being afraid to switch it up. you will be a pioneer for other artists, and so many will look up to you. your art feels mature, real, honest, and authentic, just like you hehe. 

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ᯓ★ ┆꒰ pile three.ᐟ ꒱

ᯓ★ hello hello pile three and welcome to your reading! <3 okay so i feel like you may not like being perceived (relatable lol) or you may feel like you're too sensitive to be a celebrity. i feel like in the beginning of your career you will be a bit defensive because you're worried if someone will talk negatively about you. it will take a while for you to let your wall down and truly embrace being a celebrity. slowly but surely, i see you becoming more comfortable being in the public eye and i see you start to enjoy being famous. despite becoming more comfortable, i see you having strong boundaries for yourself. this could be not talking much about your personal life, only being seen when you have projects, it kind of reminds me of zendaya. like despite only being more active during press, you will become a household name, and you will be constantly talked about. you may trend a lot when you're seen in public and i see a lot of people loving your fashion sense! i feel like your art (whether it’s music, movies, etc.) is something that will deeply resonate with the world. your art feels like something that has never been done before. perhaps you’ll do a blend of genres, make movies that are very different and unique. your art will create so many discussions, and it will inspire so many. no matter what you do, i see you sprinkling your emotions as i feel like you’re a very deep and emotional person. i see your fans being understanding of your privacy and boundaries, and i see them truly connecting to your art and appreciating how personable it is. i also feel like you don’t really care about charts or being on top, i see you mostly focusing on your art, and ahh your art is just perfection! it makes me want to see your guy’s creation lol. ah, but i do feel some chaos in the middle of your career. i feel like another celebrity is going to try to “cancel” you and “expose” you. they may try to say that you stole from them, that you're hard to work with. and because you have been so unproblematic, i see the media running with this, and i see this controversy being talked about a lot. i know i said that you don’t care about being famous, but the thing is you're going to be very famous lol. and people are going to be jealous and try to sabotage your good name. i see this really affecting you as you feel like you don’t have support from the industry and other celebrities. i see you disappearing from the world and not releasing anything for some time. you may struggle to express in words how you're feeling and what actually happened, so i see it taking some time before you feel comfortable enough to come back. it reminds me of taylor swift and how she disappeared before releasing reputation. and that’s exactly what i feel like you would do! i see you speaking your mind through your art and not caring about what others think. i feel like getting “canceled” is like exposure therapy for you and it will make you realize that you shouldn’t care about other people’s perception of you. it’s like a full circle moment from the beginning of your career. i see people being very receptive of you coming back and enjoying what you released. and no matter what, i see your fans standing by your side and defending your name. going through this experience will make people realize that you were never the problem, and i see people feeling sympathetic. you will be a celebrity who is so uniquely themselves, creating art that makes people feel so deeply, inspiring others, and even inspiring jealousy. people will try to be like you, but you're one of one~! <3

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ᯓ★ dividers credit: @pixopix !!!

ᯓ★ ahhh thank you so much my lovelies for reading and for your support! <3 this reading was so much fun to do, my collective are beautiful magnetic stars!! <33 you all shine so brightly! <333 until next time! xoxo jas

[starsand-u]

#1

[theveil-and-thepath]

Mini PAC n° 2: 3 things to happen in the next 3 days.

Pile 1 - Pile 2

Pile 3 - Pile 4

You can pick more than one! Just follow your heart!

What will happen in the next 72 hours of whenever you find this reading?

*This is a source of entertainment, your destiny is in your hands.*

Pile 1

1 - Nine of Cups , Wheel of Fortune , Seven of Cups. Garden , Clover , Coffin. - LION: Time to act.

2 - The Star , Four of Swords , Three of Swords. Ring , Child , Fox. - BOOT: Increase your efforts if you want to achieve your goals.

3 - Ace of Wands , Six of Pentacles , Two of Pentacles. Clover , Garden , Letter. - LILY: Spiritual love.

You will take action regarding a wish of yours or something you have been only thinking of doing for a good while; you will take action. There will be the right place or opportunity, or simply, the time is now because it is. I believe it's you putting an end to a situation. It can be the end of a relationship, but I feel more that it’s you actively putting an end to a feeling or a situation so you can move on. This is a deliberate move of yours; you do it willingly, and it will bring more luck into your life.

You had expectations that something would happen, or high hopes for an outcome, but it will be postponed or you won't hear back from a person, until you realize this promise was false or that it won't be as you expected it to be. You are disappointed by this, but maybe more so by a person who made you a promise that they could make something work, but they didn’t do their part of the agreement. You may feel like you were taken for a fool or someone sees you as naive. I don’t think it’s a big matter, though. I think it’s work-related or related to something in your studies where someone said they'd give you their part of the work but didn’t. I don’t see it as a big disappointment in a close connection. But someone will let you down regarding something.

The first and second events may be related, but they could also be about different situations (I feel it's two different things).

Despite this previous event, you will feel better when you receive an invitation to a place you didn’t think you could be invited to. Maybe you needed a ticket to get in, and a friend will give it to you. A good person will do something nice for you, and you know their intentions are pure.

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Pile 2

1 - Page of Pentacles , The Hanged Man , Two of Swords. Tower , Bear , Scythe. - DESK: Pay attention to your work.

2 - Six of Wands , Temperance , King of Pentacles. Heart , Letter , Coffin. - TEARDROPS: Great personal sorrow.

3 - Justice , Wheel of Fortune , Seven of Pentacles. Stars , Rider , Child. - COINS: Money will be coming to you.

You may say "no" to your boss or to someone who wants you to do something for them because you already have a lot to do. You will prioritize yourself and your tasks, no matter how high up the other person is. You may fear you will fall sick because of your work. Maybe your boss will take leave or give you extra responsibility temporarily, and it can be heavy on you for the next three days. For some, your boss/an authority/an institution may say they cannot meet you or talk to you now, and you'll have to wait.

You may receive the closure you want from a past relationship. If you want to break up with someone, it’s a good time to resolve it peacefully. There is both a sense of victory, maturity, and spiritual intervention, so this closing of a connection will feel good.

Work-wise, you may receive the news of a raise or a change in position that was long earned and well-deserved. An offer of a prosperous new beginning for you; it will be long-lasting as well. It may not start immediately, but you will spot this opportunity.

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Pile 3

1 - The Lovers , Knight of Swords , Seven of Swords. Birds , Dog , Sun. - KNOT: Unsuccessful plans.

2 - Two of Pentacles , Two of Wands , Page of Cups. . Snake , Child , Ship. - LEG: Stepping into a new experience.

3 - The World , The Tower , Page of Wands. Key , Ship , Dog. - CLOUDS: Temporary problems.

If you have something scheduled with a friend in the next three days for leisure and fun, know that your friend is truthful to you, but your plans may be postponed, or the person may be delayed when arriving.

You will start something new that will make you feel like an adult, that you're growing, or simply makes you realize you've come far in your personal transformation. It may be related to a new job, new place of study, a solo trip, or going abroad to study. These themes are favored in the next 72 hours.

Related to the previous message, I think anything that was blocking it will be removed, and this new thing will come to you. A helpful person will help fix it; don’t worry. You will have support during a meaningful transition phase in your life. You will also feel free.

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Pile 4

1- Three of Swords , Page of Wands , Judgement. House , Sun , Birds. - DARK WOMAN: Dealings or relationship with a woman with dark complexion or hair.

2 - The Fool , Four of Wands , Eight of Cups. Tower , Heart , Book. - DIAMOND: Gift of jewelry.

3 - Three of Cups , The Sun , Ten of Swords. Birds , Man , Fox. - TARGET: Goal-oriented person.

You will make peace with your mother or a family member. For some, it can be reconciliation with a friend, but I think the person is older than you. A boss is more likely than a friend. For fewer of you, your family will be supportive and make you see things about a relationship that only brought you pain, and now you’ll make a decision to move on with their support. For most people, I just see reconciliation.

Someone will make a sweet gesture toward you and reveal their feelings for you. It is not a love confession, but an action or token of affection that shows sentiment—maybe more sentiment than you thought existed. This will make you let go of an old situation or person that no longer suits you. Maybe this gesture from the person will remind you of your worth.

For some, after some realization, you will let go of the past—let go of someone who doesn’t open up about their feelings, even if it is a peaceful and stagnant relationship—and you will move on from that. You may read or see things online that give you insights into your sentiments and help you deal with your emotions.

You will hear gossip or third-party confirmation about someone's true intentions. You will end a fling or flirting situation to chase your goals.

You may say "no" to your friends so you can attend to work matters or study.

[starsand-u]

#1 #weekend

[theveil-and-thepath]

Mini PAC n°1 - What will happen until the end of the week?

Pile 1 - Pile 2

Pile 3 - Pile 4

You can pick more than one! Just follow your heart!

This is my first time fully using Lenormand cards, let's see how it goes.

*This is a source of entertainment, your destiny is in your hands.*

Pile 1

Wip, star, bouquet, mice, crossroad. Dog, fox, snake. Heart, birds, bear. Birds, garden, snake.

You'll suddenly accomplish something that you greatly desire, but in order for this to happen you'll need to defend your position and status and not let other people bring you down.

This thing you accomplish will have the double effect of solving some of your problems and concerns, and it might make some discontent people who steal your energy leave your life.

You'll interact with several people who are your seniors or more experienced than you. Only one has your true interest at heart, but all three are smart and will teach you new things about how to behave.

You may hear positive gossip about you. Some will say you have more money or are more important than you see yourself.

You may feel, or hear the promise of, the support of a powerful friend.

Keep an eye open in the places you go to this week. You can have fun at a party or event, but some will envy how you look.

Your spiritual protection practices are working, you'll see how you're more resitant to evil eye now.

Pile 2

Anchor, bear, book, heart, cross. Wip, letter, mountain. Coffin, mountain, tower. Snake, wip, ring.

Some of you will meet the love of your life, your counterpart. Maybe it's a new friend. Regardless, it's a fated encounter with someone who's as or more mature than you, stable in life, very smart/went to a good school, this person knows when to shut up and when to talk; try not to get a wrong first impression of them because theyll like you more than they'll convey. Your guides are planning your encounter.

You may start to study something new that you've been meaning to for a while.You may have an insight or receive a tarot reading (can be on youtube) that will help explain your recent love problems.

If you think of an ex this week, it's so that you see it all in a new light and move on, or to remind you how to avoid the same undesired result.

You may receive an email postponing an event or listing extra requirements you need to meet to accomplish a goal of yours.

You need to rest and sleep well before a big day.

Beware of double faced people offering you things too good to be true, perhaps they want you close to them so they can ruin your life more easily.

Be smart against those who are cunning and trying to get rid of you because they see you as competition.

Pile 3

Man, book, rider, lily, woman. Fox, anchor, child. Dog, bear, tree. Tower, heart, anchor.

A relationship you already have may progress this week and this person may reveal positive feelings that they've kept hidden. You may feel that one of your connections originated in past lives.

A good week for school and learning.

To start a new venture, you need to be smart not work hard. You may take a significant step to solidify a new project of yours.

You have great friends and family. This week you'll express your gratitude to the universe for having them. You may even receive help from old friends.

Old relationships become stronger.

This week you'll see how much support you have around you, you'll also be proud of how far you've come and how solid it's the life you've built.

Pile 4

Letter,sun, heart,bouquet, scythe. Tree, mice, wip. Anchor, sun,bouquet. Key, woman,clover.

What a bright and blessed week of reaping your rewards. Someone will compliment your work, give you amazing feedback, may say they want to keep in touch for future endeavors or ask for your number so they can call you on a date.

All the good things you desire? This week you can be so close to them it's just up to you to pick it up and take it for your life.

You receive the yes, the answer you wanted to get.

Your crush will text you, or your partner may ask you out.

If you're in a relationship, texting can turn into sexting, or you'll receive a kiss or offer for a sexy night out of a sudden.

You'll get rid of energy vampires or bad habits that have been draining your energy and slowing you down.

You'll cut off junk food or reject a specific food or drink for the sake of your health.

You may go to the doctor or start a health treatment.

This week feels so good, that some of you will get married or become engaged. May start dating too.

You'll feel your spirit guides close and showing you good things about your future.

You reach the jackpot. Somehow you'll know what you'll have to do so you level up big time.

You may receive the opportunity of a lifetime. Big thing!!! Receive it.

You're so smart and capable that people can't help but admire you.

This week you'll know that you can do it!

[starsand-u]

#2 👀

[theveil-and-thepath]

A THEME IN YOUR SOUL ANCESTRY THAT YOU MAY HAVE TO FACE AGAIN - PAC n°08

Hi guys! This is about a theme in your ancestry that you may have to work on in this life. Stay calm and think of those who came before you whose lives you are not aware of. This is about soul ancestry, not bloodline ancestry, so it really doesn't matter if your family is not your soul family, what matters here is a theme that you inherited to work on in this life. It may not be your "karma", but it can pop up here and there or in the lives of people who surround you. When I say "you" in the reading it can mean people close to you experiencing this and not actually you. This is not only a general reading but also a broad topic, so just use it as food for thought. With that in mind...

PICK A PICTURE

⭐ This is 100% entertainment. Please don’t take it seriously. Take what fits, discard what doesn’t. I welcome anon/ not anon feedback. I wish you a beautiful day and a rainbow of light ⭐

Pile 1

(knight of wands/page of swords, page of cups/the fool, knight of cups/two of pentacles)+extra

Being torn into two. It seems that there's always a choice you need to make, you don't know if you have to follow your heart or change direction. People who came before you may have needed to choose between lovers, between people they loved (such as two parents or simply have two passions in life and not know which one to follow, two countries, two jobs, two paths). This is not a situation in which you choose between the right and the wrong path, it’s more of being idle and not knowing what to do and once deciding on what to do still thinking of the other option which leads to difficult completing things. It’s a mismatch between cardinal and fixed energy, lacking the last one and the stamina to finish because your heart still finds the other thing you left attractive. Maybe ancestors got married and still longed for their first love, chose a job they loved but were painfully aware of the childhood dream they couldn’t pursue.

I was expecting bad things to come up in the reading but that’s not the focus for you. The focus here is how your ancestors came to divinely be guided to the choice that made them ultimately fulfilled even if before that they did cry over what seemed to be spilled milk. Everytime that a new and divine opportunity came up, they looked around and saw the other myriad of possibilities they would have to give up upon in order to pursue what was being offered to them (it can be giving up on traveling to study because you received a good offer, settle for a person you love but wonder if you couldn’t have more fun before that happens). However, they were able to walk away from what doesn't suit them and there came an opportunity for them to do what they wanted. This thing, however, came after a realization that encompassed much inner struggle. It seems they had a dream (a literal one) and they woke up wanting to do something but dismissed the idea later on. But this idea was a good one and sent by the divine but would require some sacrifice and surrender on their part. At the time it was first presented to them, it was so new that not much attention needed to be given to it. But after some time and disappointment over what they were currently doing, they ultimately figured out what would bring them the highest of happiness which did not equate to immediate joy but to the good outcome their choices would have on their future.

This theme repeated itself in many ways and forms and brought some agony into the decision making process. Now, they want to suggest that when you are torn between two options you follow their example and think of what can be good in the long run. This is not a choice that will make you miserable or sad, but it will require dedication and analysing your feelings before going for it. Once you do, however, they will be happy you followed what your guides were meaning to tell you because the choice will be a good one. You just have to accept that at first it will require some dedication from you and it will be time for the fixed energy to come and help the cardinal one. If the opportunity comes to study abroad, consider taking it.

Pile 2

(six of cups/ eight of cups, ten of wands/ page of wands, temperance/ nine of swords)+ extra

Worrying that you won’t be able to work hard enough to support the family you may want to have in the future and eventually realising that what you need will be provided for you as long as you do what you can without overworking yourself. Some of your ancestors had to leave their birth family behind and work to support them, they worked day and night and agonized when they didn’t have money to telephone their loved ones and tell them they loved them. This came with a feeling of a huge burden for they couldn’t feel the reassurance their family was trying to send them in their dreams. Today, this is an unconscious burden you willing carry to be one who’s able to provide and find security. This is not too conscious for some, but it comes up as anxiety nightmares as if your life was doomed if you didn’t work or study instead of sleep.

Your ancestors eventually realised they were going to have enough, they didn’t need all of that suffering for they had people who loved them either in their family or people who were still to come in their lives. They were so hardworking that their dream job eventually became true!!! At first, they were tentative and were working smaller jobs to build their confidence and learn they were capable of turning their passion into concrete things. They persisted and when the time came they did leave to work. They can have moved cities, countries, or be so busy that it felt like leaving behind their old lives. They left their family and felt like they were having a new beginning, being able to now start a life of their own because they had a safe enough start.

They had to work with the feeling of loneliness and being sure they made the right choice; they never forgot it was expected of them that they needed to support the elderly and the young siblings, or save for the future. In your life it can manifest as you having to leave some of your friends behind as you go to a different university and pursue the education you need because you carry upon the need to be better and be able to provide. You can be an inspiring figure to those around you with this much dedication, but you need to balance out effort and overworking. Don’t be sad about the ones you are leaving because you’re going to be apart from their routine, it's part of your life and your ancestors want to say that you are very much loved and no true bonds will be severed. Breathe and calm down, for you will be able to provide for yourself and the ones you love, they have been where you are, it’s just repeating in a slightly different way.

Pile 3

(nine of cups/strength, king of cups/ ten of swords, the moon/queen of swords)+extra

The uncertainty of what lies ahead once you got what you wanted and fear of what might come your way, but realising that your will alone won’t make the fear go away but you need to be rational and detach from thoughts that make no sense given your new position in life. There’s a story here that happened once. Someone was born into poverty or fell into poverty early in life, but they were very clever and had a very strong will and dedication and were able to get the wealth they wanted and even attracted envy from others. But one time they dived head first in a wrong business and that shook their confidence, like someone betrayed them and the business went array. It was hard but they were nowhere near close to where they started (i.e. not even close to poor or lonely), they felt defeated and hopeless until a new opportunity would come up for them to restore their confidence. The thing here is that they accomplished everything they wanted in life and when the first things didn't happen according to plan they felt extra afraid of going back to the beginning. It never happened, though, but the fear was strong that they would need to ask for help and this would be too much for them to bear.

I know it happened once in the literal way, with money and pride and shame of loss. The other times it can have happened differently and the theme was “you know what you want and you did go and you got it, but, what if you lose it?”. Once it was a man who got the wife and family of his dreams because she had the influence in the elite, but he feared she’d want someone else and he’d be defeated by the one he thought was on his side. Today, there can be a replay of moments in your life when you acted arrogant or entitled and you fear this will come back to get you. It won’t. The crown is yours and nobody will take it, don't be afraid of the wind because it won’t make the crown fly away. Same goes for love, you won't lose it.

The theme passed on as people holding strong to their possession, be it money or people. I think you can be afraid to lose friends that you have now but didn’t have in the beginning of your life, be afraid they will walk away and what you once wanted so much will be lost forever. The thing is a fear of loss, a fear of going back to zero and having to use your energy to push your way back up. If things are still not what you want them to be, once they might, so think of what it is you’re dreaming of. They want to say that once you have it you shouldn’t be afraid of losing it because even if things are not perfect there is going to be a new and just as good opportunity in the next corner. Do not fear, you will build this and keep this with you, you will have your life and it won’t vanish. Don’t be afraid of lurking sadness, there will be so much happiness you won’t notice the other things.

Pile 4

(emperor/queen of cups, hermit/nine of pentacles, queen of pentacles/ king of pentacles)

Here we have ancestors who were around royalty. Once it was kings and queens as being part of their court, then modern monarchies, and even being close to political power in life. Sometimes, your ancestors angered them and were sent to exile but kept their head high and proud, sure they had acted the right way. This is a story of wrath and benevolence, of being entrusted by governors and people to do things and being responsible for how these things turned out. There is trust in this and having to work on something important but that they weren't fully able to perform. I see a position of being entrusted because the governor trusted them but their technical skills are not quite ready and the outcome is not what was expected. So then there’s a struggle to keep the position, to prove themselves worthy. Most of the time it turned out alright because people of high rank favoured them, being themselves of enough rank they wouldn't cut from their kin. Other times, your ancestors were sent away, for far away. Eventually they were asked to return and could restore the old trust. The important people eventually realise what happened because they were hot headed.

A side story here does come to mind: an occasion in which one ancestor had a covert love affair with a governor and was able to be professionally by their side (work relationship but not the kind of 9 to 5 work). There was trust but then one disappointment came up. What looks like to me is that you will be important in life, even if that’s backstage assisting someone of “rank” or in a high position, someone whose opinions and actions impact lots of people at once and hence have to be careful with the consequences of their actions. There can be a tendency of being extremely involved with a cause and with people you work with and you must be careful not to put your heart in front of your brain and not become involved with people who are too unstable.

This can come up as having parents who love and bite and repeat the cycle, or being very passionate about work and making connections at work. What they want to say is: faster than you think you'll find the work you need to be in (it can be years ahead, but still faster because you’ll be in the right direction) and when it happens you need to remember to be compassionate but not let your heart get the best of you. You will be in a position to advise important people to make decisions that have the best interest of the people in mind (it can be the best interest of customers instead of profit). You need to get your priorities right because when the time comes you know you’ll voice the opinion that speaks the truth and doesn’t stroke the ego of your boss. There needs to be a coming of age and maturity before you take on important positions and you will succeed, there is a lot of history behind you and they won’t let bad things happen again, you’ll act right the way you should. Money will follow, so don’t worry about that either. This is just a thing that can come up into your life, it may feel strangely familiar when it happens. Don’t be afraid if people of rank send you away for speaking the truth, you’ll find your way back to the right place this time. Even if that’s a teacher or a job, you’ll find what’s best for you and the wrong ones will be gone.

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