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Intro

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Stats and about me 💫💫

23y/o

SW: 75kg ?? (no scale)

CW: 66kg

1GW: 65kg

2GW: 60kg

UGW: 55kg

Height: 167cm

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I have lost and gained weight since probably about 12 years. I used to always be very slim and lean but never good enough. I have ⭐️ved and reached really low weights and binged and gained. I am currently at one of my highest weights I've ever been. I want to get back to where I was. My LW was 45kg and my HW almost 80kg. I want to be somewhat realistic about all of this because I have learned a lot in over a decade of all of that. So 50kg will be my UGW.

I need it. I am committed. I am on day 3 of properly being good rn. I fast for 18-20h each day and then have low cal food. Currently f4asting and my cal budget is 900-1200 rn which is gross I know I hated even just typing that out. But as I said I need to be realistic about all that so I can really stay at my light weight and not fall back into binging. I will gradually lower my daily cal budget but for now that is it. Which will already have me in a significant deficit (I hope).

I want to track my food intake by posting wieiad and weight updates. Also just try get rid of some thoughts. Still trying to figure out how low cal my days will be and probs also try f4sting for 2 days consecutively every week. I'd love some moots and a buddy to help each other out. (18+ no minors pls)

I have had it! I did all this already for years and I'll do it again.

XX love and stay sk1nny ⭐️

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etherealcoffin

Just remember in 20 seconds, the food will be gone. The taste will be over, and all that will be left is regret. Just like last time.

namelessanablog

How I’m gonna be this summer

excruciatingslowdeath

Me after watching all the hard work, the discipline, the control I’ve built up crumble in an instant.

(i don’t care if I plateau im never having a metab day again)

boneless-isopod

excruciatingslowdeath

Restrict now so you can maintain later

gangstrnancysinatra

Put me in a cage and starve me so I can look like this

ana-s4ve-me

this might be bad but i dont really feel hungry anymore its more just my brain wanting food, like its not really a physical sensation

4nn4queen

same 😭

illegalishpinkbones

audtheodyssey

Gonna be honest my fear food would probably be pasta?

I can’t portion it right

I add to much sauce

And butter.

It’s just so much you know? But I love apples and fruit oooo I love fruit so much and probably energy drinks and water?

reached a point where I cba to e@t let alone cook. If I do eat it's something it's always the same couple things, egg protein bread veggie or fruit maybe a yogurt.

I know eating fast is bad but I just can't bare the thought of 3ating something so I just rush through eating the food.

I wish I would not have to e@t anything at all!!!! And I know it's my choice if I e4t or not but being this active makes it so hard to not eat if you don't want to collapse several times a week.