#1 menhera girlprince!

ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴀɴʏ ꜱᴛᴀʀꜱ ᴡɪʟʟ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴄᴀʟʟ ɪᴛ ʜᴇᴀᴠᴇɴ? #1 𝔳𝔞𝔪𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔢 𝔤𝔦𝔯𝔩𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔠𝔢

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𝙇𝙄𝙁𝙀𝙎𝙏𝙔𝙇𝙀 𝙈𝙀𝙉𝙃𝙀𝙍𝘼!! 𝙙𝙤𝙘𝙪𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙮 𝙟𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙩𝙬 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙩𝙨𝙖 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 :(

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ruruna , any pronouns, 17 yrs. demigirlflux ᛝ nebularomantic ᛝ bisexual

diagnosed / medically recognized: adhd, depression, ocd (all kinds but most prominently intrusive thoughts and moral), anxiety, dpdr, trichotillomania, dermatillomania, c-ptsd due to "traumatic invalidation" whatever the heck that means. POTS DIAGNOSED FINALLY. also, some pre-psychotic symptoms, and apparently I have BPD or am at least on that spectrum???

undiagnosed: hpd, autism

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SAVING MY LIFEEEEEE <3

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gooning to avoid the suffering, not for love of the goon

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I despise everything about this stupid fucking condition. I despise that it's not the only one. I despise that I have so many that I don't know what normalcy is supposed to feel like. I despise being too exhausted to live and too exhausted to die. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

[muffyfluffy]

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oh hey i was just messing around in bandlab making a lil sum reminded me of ya cause i was feelin down and then it turned into this which i probably songkin cause well i made it

Visit Original Link

here you go im dropping it on you cause why not

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I despise everything about this stupid fucking condition. I despise that it's not the only one. I despise that I have so many that I don't know what normalcy is supposed to feel like. I despise being too exhausted to live and too exhausted to die. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.

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jirais who can't get a diagnosis because they're gifted

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because of their families

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because they're scared of what it entails

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because their peers will see it as just an excuse

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because the professionals they went to believe otherwise

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because they're too young

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because it's too rare

jirais who can't get a diagnosis because of cultural beliefs

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jirais who won't get a diagnosis because it's unaffordable

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because of religious trauma

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they hate labels

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they can't deal with being villainized

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they can't deal with being infantilized

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because they can't stay committed to getting one

jirais who won't get a diagnosis because of their ego

jirais who have a diagnosis but nobody takes it seriously

jirais who have a diagnosis but are in denial

jirais who have a diagnosis but won't tell a soul

jirais who have a diagnosis but can't deal with being infantilized

jirais who have a diagnosis but can't deal with being villainized

the list goes on ... but vanilly sees all of you !!

goodnight, creatures ... hope everyone's day was/is good or at least somewhat enjoyable ...

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like i know shes not talking to me bc her parents probably would catch her but FUCK. shes STILL ON TUMBLR. can you give me a SIGN you still gaf like just a hint ik thats selfish but FUCK

[muffyfluffy]

i gaf

but its dangerous for me to gaf

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oh shittings i didnt know you knew about the vent blog IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY

[muffyfluffy]

ive only known for a few minutes ur gucci

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btw i wasnt mad at you at all i was just tweaking out because i missed you i probably sounded pissed im not pissed i love you i miss you i met someone who might have been a canonmate with us and one day I'll introduce you

[muffyfluffy]

its okay!! its completely okay. i tweak too

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AUGHHHHHHHHH. how have you been doing any updates as to college and freedom and the swamps of your homeland

[muffyfluffy]

i am even more broke. i can barely afford bills and my car insurance. not looking good in Muffyland right now tbh

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Oh honey that freaking sucks im so sorry. Still cant get over the fact that you're paying bills... I assume you don't have to pay your college tuition at least?

[muffyfluffy]

that should be all covered! my dental bills are almost all paid, but i still have car insurance and gas to worry about. plus my job let me go

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ugh that’s no way to treat a princess BUT I believe you can do this stay strong baba

[muffyfluffy]

How am I supposed to talk in the tone of a neurotypical person. I just got fussed at for answering my mom "shortly" when all I was doing was answering her questions. My parents know I can't read tone...

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like i know shes not talking to me bc her parents probably would catch her but FUCK. shes STILL ON TUMBLR. can you give me a SIGN you still gaf like just a hint ik thats selfish but FUCK

[muffyfluffy]

i gaf

but its dangerous for me to gaf

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oh shittings i didnt know you knew about the vent blog IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY

[muffyfluffy]

ive only known for a few minutes ur gucci

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btw i wasnt mad at you at all i was just tweaking out because i missed you i probably sounded pissed im not pissed i love you i miss you i met someone who might have been a canonmate with us and one day I'll introduce you

[muffyfluffy]

its okay!! its completely okay. i tweak too

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AUGHHHHHHHHH. how have you been doing any updates as to college and freedom and the swamps of your homeland

[muffyfluffy]

i am even more broke. i can barely afford bills and my car insurance. not looking good in Muffyland right now tbh

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Oh honey that freaking sucks im so sorry. Still cant get over the fact that you're paying bills... I assume you don't have to pay your college tuition at least?

[static-in-panic]

like i know shes not talking to me bc her parents probably would catch her but FUCK. shes STILL ON TUMBLR. can you give me a SIGN you still gaf like just a hint ik thats selfish but FUCK

[muffyfluffy]

i gaf

but its dangerous for me to gaf

[static-in-panic]

oh shittings i didnt know you knew about the vent blog IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY

[muffyfluffy]

ive only known for a few minutes ur gucci

[static-in-panic]

btw i wasnt mad at you at all i was just tweaking out because i missed you i probably sounded pissed im not pissed i love you i miss you i met someone who might have been a canonmate with us and one day I'll introduce you

[muffyfluffy]

its okay!! its completely okay. i tweak too

[static-in-panic]

AUGHHHHHHHHH. how have you been doing any updates as to college and freedom and the swamps of your homeland

[static-in-panic]

like i know shes not talking to me bc her parents probably would catch her but FUCK. shes STILL ON TUMBLR. can you give me a SIGN you still gaf like just a hint ik thats selfish but FUCK

[muffyfluffy]

i gaf

but its dangerous for me to gaf

[static-in-panic]

oh shittings i didnt know you knew about the vent blog IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY

[muffyfluffy]

ive only known for a few minutes ur gucci

[static-in-panic]

btw i wasnt mad at you at all i was just tweaking out because i missed you i probably sounded pissed im not pissed i love you i miss you i met someone who might have been a canonmate with us and one day I'll introduce you

[static-in-panic]

like i know shes not talking to me bc her parents probably would catch her but FUCK. shes STILL ON TUMBLR. can you give me a SIGN you still gaf like just a hint ik thats selfish but FUCK

[muffyfluffy]

i gaf

but its dangerous for me to gaf

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oh shittings i didnt know you knew about the vent blog IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY ik its dangerous dont even worry about it this is the ramblings of a madman. oh btw guess who has bpd apparently

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OCD ruined acts of kindness for me. I don't do it because I want to, I do it because I feel like I have to, and it fills me with this hatred for the people in need that I'm helping that I'm sure is morally wrong but I can't get rid of it.

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I'm miserable

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randomly feel like shit but idk if i wanna nap

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ouuu i need to kill myself. and allat because ONE thing i wanted from aliexpress dissappeared from my cart its always the small things i swear.

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listen future me if I post some shit PUT CONTEXT

What prompted whatever you were doing like what was going on

thoughts emotions physical sensations before it happened

what even is the thjng

what did you feel afterwards