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📍somewhere

[seasonofhorror]

HELLRAISER

1987, dir. Clive Barker

[stars-bean]

Carrie (1976) dir. Brian De Palma

[boyd-stevens]

SCREAM 1996, dir. Wes Craven

[thesoldiersminute]

Scream dir. Wes Craven | 1996

[summertimenoir]

Marilyn Monroe in Gentlemen Prefer Blondes (1953)

[sterlingmalloryarcher]

I’m sorry for:

Comparing you to other people

Being too much

Being obsessive

Not being enough

Being too emotional

Not showing enough emotion

Being so angry

Existing

Being so sad

Being so internally demolished

Being ego centric

Being a narcissist

Being mean

Not trying enough

Trying too much

Using my diagnosis as a crutch

Having so much trauma

Making you feel like you’re drowning

[daggerhag]

I know there’s something fundamentally wrong with me, I just make everything I touch worse

[bpderanged]

The most delusional thing I've ever told myself is everything will be alright.

[nonromanticising]

maturing is realising that no one gives two shits about you and you either gonna make it on your own or off yourself

[colgatebluemintygel]

i dont even have guilty pleasures anymore i just like stuff and if people have a problem with that they can go fuck themselves

[sterlingmalloryarcher]

Everything hurts and when I tell you how I feel, you shut me down. Why can’t I just stop?

Now I’m numb and wondering why I keep trying for you. For anyone.

[dollonlithium]

you know the thoughts are winning when you log back onto tumblr

[sterlingmalloryarcher]

Shit

[sickfrr]

People don’t actually notice when you slowly pull away. They only notice when you’re gone, and even then it’s more about the inconvenience of your absence than the pain of losing you

[daddystinygirll]

god forbid i show symptoms of the mental disorder i'm diagnosed with💀

[a-hospital--for-souls]

It doesn't get better. You just learn to live with it.

[ronnie-ratke]

It doesn’t even bother me anymore, I’ve cried and screamed about it for months already. Except it does still bother me, I just don’t even know what it is anymore and my brain is just trying to find something to spiral about so at least the depression/anger is justified.

[baddogmari]

when you feel like you’re starting to get better and suddenly the impending doom sets in again and you know the cycle is about to repeat