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These are my notes. I've put them all over the Internet. October 2023, I finally was able to (a) hold two thoughts simultaneously for paragraphs/new ideas & math due to place holders/carrying the one (b) read my own writing which I CAN DO on twitter & so far, I'm fairly confused.

The year that JB PRITZKER became governor of IL November 6, 2018 & that is where I realized I could not figure out if I needed to walk in this direction or that direction since the numbers didn't make sense. I couldn't tell if the numbers were going up or down & I was struggling to mark off all the addresses on my list when campaigning for JB PRITZKER.

I heard, "ASK ABOUT VA HOMES TOMORROW" & then my brain fills in TOMORROW & TOMORROW... whenever I do it I will definitely say the name. Grrr...

UPDATE : I do not have to call about VA HOMES since I googled for the # & that site is down, but another one popped up & the rule is if there are NEW WHITE SPACES TO WRITE IN, take them because this opportunity to remove more #ptsd so I did & a lot was removed since I now have CAUGHT THE ONE WHO EXPLAINED IT since there are 4 events on memory connected to what we'll call person A. There are 2 events on replay for person B (1 connected to A & 1 connected to person C). There are 8 events on replay for person C (1 connected to person B & 1 connected to person A)

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Breaking up #PTSD & a place to save these photos. Easy to remember & “saved” in 2-3 places online so anytime, can pop up & retrigger but safely. This seems low level since it’ll just be a banner & a ding on my mobile. Easy.

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Don’t forget that I can GO BACK & screenshot or SQUEEZE anytime.

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ZOOM IN & just posted/write in/on @instagram 👌🏻

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memories just--BOOM--appear.

Now, let’s isolate them & recognize, this is a paper case meaning there’s a paper trail UNLESS THEY WANT TO TRY & DELETE IT and then make up b.s. excuses about different systems so that’s an EASY WAY TO CHANGE NARRATIVE, right? 

Keep departments disconnected, but the connective link is always going to be the individual in trauma, right?

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DAY TWO

REDEFINE stigma using their words. it’s a hatred of difference & any disagreement is a confrontation. The goal is to keep people separated because my ex purposely did that & couldn't adequately explain self when caught. Seems like another moment I catch him doing something & maybe that’s why the man like s humiliation. 

Excuse me?

They take the emotion that feels so icky & attempts to transfer it to someone else so be unwilling to take what he’s trying to get you to do. It’s coercion. Meant to make you feel a certain way. This is a new topic. You have to find what conx to you, call it a passion & then it will make sense. Ahh. The emotion created is self-doubt. It wasn’t there & then in an instance it was.

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DAY ONE

What do you need to know about stigma? I learned it after being admitted into an outpatient psych program since neurocognitive issues are dealt with psych. Isn’t that a hoot!

Everything about stigma you never wanted to know because it’s your doctor, teachers, administration & the people paid to help you--these specialists & why the word has been abducted. Let’s begin there.

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Fuck this shit. Stated ASSAULTED & they hear whatever they want : “situational” because of the administration being DISCRIMINATORY & RETALITORY & just because the “limited scope” of one person WHO DOESN’T WANT TO BE THERE. Digitize & get it out of my house!

Safe space & NEW VOICE : relentless, they’re defenseless since I knocked this injury in the nuts. No if, ands or butts. Those so greedy & corrupt will never give their lies up & why I am throwing it UP 🏀

My ex is nEXt

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COPIED & PASTED FROM ANOTHER SPACE : bod/mind ✔️👌) #tech is 3-D & I prefer things I CAN FEEL, like this 🔨 ) The #firsTime feeling #forced to have to share #ptsd to others was in an #apple store when no one understood the contradictions & continuously having people “pop-up” to try & explain & all I said “what is the policy on this #mobile since in the notes I was told I could come back & replace within a year, but if I have to turn in, I’d rather not since I keep all #voice recordings on it & the #icloud is too scary.” No need to get into why, but asked to come back how many days?!?! (a) to do what!?! (b) to update why!?! (c) so let me just SEE THE NOTES & who made them & I can ask “is this what you meant” & that’s when it all falls apart. If you do not have an answer or don’t have a way to blame the #customer, just say you don’t know. Not only relying on tech for tracking dates, storage space #memory & speed, I was developing strategies to dampen the #physical #nerves from #head #injury AS WELL AS, never again, #ptsd! Why I said, listen, I’m shaking from the #environment & the choice to have that manager stand so close, seriously, that’s not necessary! So “stuck” & using my words, “why is it that no one knows the policy?! I’m admitting, not that smart w this, just you’re telling me two different things.” So, going to use WHAY I’VE LEARNED & with #selfawareness, make y’all consciously fade by putting it away IN THIS DIGITAL SPACE. And once more, in a “3-D real life place” since others should know, my display wasn’t meant to show “crazy” #asshole, just to realize, it’s not appropriates to make up lies. If you weren’t going to send the notes, why did you ask me to email you, give me your card & ask me to check email on, get this, in the same device taking notes!!! #customer tip, if ya “notice how #voice is ‘’normal’ but my eyes STREAMING TEARS,” the person shouldn’t have to ask for a tissue when the box is behind you. That’s it. Super simple, but clearly, there’s something amiss 🙄 gee, what is it? Lack of #knowledge & lack of care! There it is!

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This is the safe space for all that r-talk since said it 5x in 3 days since was asked. People are interested so it was JUST THOSE PEOPLE. What was wrong with those people!? Unclear, not direct, unreliable & too focused on their need to make money & delegate all work. That's like the other person so they're all similar, just he was the WORST. It's about how to stay motivated in the fight against the simplest argument. I'm confused. When the fear increases to brain-numbing degrees how can I ensure complete internal stability? Our bodies are the most complex & unnatural machines but we need to still participate & perhaps what will MOVE YOU will APPEAR & then it become super simple. BRAINLESS.

THE RULE IS TO LABEL IDEAS not PEOPLE so need to start reminding self of the purpose since as soon as I TURN, it’s GONE.

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