i exist i exist i exist !

23 | half agony half hope | inexhaustibly wild

[sleepinnyc]

been building up my book stack over these last couple of months !! 📖📚

ig: iced.coffee

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[shisasan]

April 25, 1928 Journals of Anais Nin 1927-1931  [volume 4]

[happyheidi]

[saffronpng]

[fallinyourtidalwaves]

[furiousgoldfish]

People who are starved out of conversation will approach it as if it was sacred, people who are starved out of touch experience any touch given to them as the highest form of intimacy, people starved out of gentleness will react to it as if it’s an invasion, an attempt to break them down, and people starved out of a community will approach it as if it was a minefield.

[financeprincess]

Childlike wonder is key. Pleasure and excitement is key. Physical senses, being present, emotion are key. Who were you before you let them tear you down? Where did your passions go?

[wvterways]

most of all i hope you all find a reason to wake up and love each day despite it all. i hope you hear the birds singing or you buy a new candle or use a new fabric softener and it inspires you to keep going. each day holds so many possibilities. live to see the different outcomes. i believe in you and I’m proud of you for existing despite it all. you were made to experience life, so let life’s experiences be the reason you continue on.

[localrants]

We're diary notes addressed to the sunsets. And that darling, is how I know we'll fade in no time.

~Unknown

[spider-shoes-archive]

staying close w people long distance really is about the mundane stuff. i get texts like "made quesadillas" "spilled mop water all over the floor :(" "lady on the bus has not one not two but three tiny dogs in her purse" andits like wow. i love you more than words can express

[eggsdoodz]

i love love <333

[shisasan]

April 17, 1928 Journals of Anais Nin 1927-1931  [volume 4]

[bloomingsalma]

our home should have colours and flowers. daisy sims hilditch / christine atkins / stephen darbishire / marie-louise roosevelt pierrepont

[honeytuesday]

when you practice kindness and i mean seriously, consciously choose it over and over again, it shows. that kind of selfless love etches itself into your laugh lines, steeps like a teabag until your words are inherently graceful. sometimes we spit out that choice through gritted teeth, but late at night when time stands still, the universe kisses your eyelids and promises you twice the love in return.

[metamorphesque]

July is ending and I’ve lost the hope in who I was meant to become 

1. charlotte eriksson | 2. hope gangloff | 3. richard siken | 4. vincent van gogh | 5. ocean vuong | 6. kaethe butcher | 7. mary oliver | 8. essam marouf | 9. franz kafka | 10. essam marouf | 11. mary oliver 

[flagellant]

"If you smile too much you'll get laugh lines!!!!!" what a horrible curse, to be afraid of having happiness permanently placed onto your body