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jb+lu: a collection of my personal favorites

all via lucy/phoebe/boygenius' instagrams

#common theme being them intertwined in eachothers arms #im absolutely not normal about these #clawing at the bars of my enclosure #jblu #julien baker #lucy dacus #boygenius #forever is a feeling

painted my nails her favorite color but it chipped off. now i find little flakes of orange in all my things, tiny traces of her in everything.

#i had to pick orange nail polish flakes out of my keyboard and it made me very happy #wlw #lesbian #christina.txt

based--ball

hi kelsie whitmore <3

August 1, 2026 (LA vs NY)

#kelsie whitmore looks like my childhood best friend in a way that i'm very conflicted about #wpbl #kelsie whitmore

i'm once again thinking about the fiaf kc show when lucy took off her blazer and there was an audible gasp from the crowd

#it was me. i also gasped.#lucy dacus #forever is a feeling #fiaf kc

i was watching MUNA's lolla set yesterday and my dad saw clips online and asked me if i knew who it was. i was explaining who each member of the band is when we got to katie and he interrupted and said "oh yeah i know katie gavin. i met her." dude you saw her cross the street a block away. you don't know her.

#also props to him for recognizing her bc i feel like solo katie and muna katie have vastly different visuals #middle aged dad discovers lesbian rock #he's my ride for concerts so it was only a matter of time #christina.txt

I see MUNA in October. I have absolutely no idea what to wear. help.

#i am genuinely asking for suggestions #in terms of my usual style i dress like your average white mom in the 90s #but i am willing to go all out for muna #muna #christina.txt

swagvo1d

it does get better btw. someday you'll suddenly realize that your average/default emotion is no longer sad or down or bored or hopeless. it may seem sudden when you figure it out, but in reality it was getting better piece by piece. there are people out there that will love and support you. there are people who will accept you for who you are and truly understand. you just have to hold on a little bit longer. i promise.

#hopecore #it gets better #christina.txt

orcboxer

"trump dying won't fix fascism" neither would a big steamy bowl of pad thai but I still want it

i just got excited because someone i've considered a friend for some time now referred to me as her friend. the lonely 12 year old i once was will always live in my mind.

#all my friends are celebrities to me. i love them so much.#christina.txt

grac3yn

eva stratt they could never make me hate you

#phm #phm movie #eva stratt

calliopeprelude

lucy dacus (and hayley williams) at newport folk fest 7/24/26 – shot by taygabsphoto

#hayley williams and lucy dacus and i WASN’T THERE >:(#lucy dacus #hayley williams

the holy trinity of characters that are widely disliked but i would defend with my life: Eva Stratt, Trinity Santos, and Amy March.

#i love slightly evil/mean women #phm #eva stratt #the pitt #trinity santos #little women #amy march

stillness-eats-me-alive

i won't be able to see the Hadestown pro-shot this weekend so instead i am sitting at home writing the sappiest gay poetry. call me a modern-day orpheus.

stillness-eats-me-alive

NEVERMIND FUCK HIM

i have never been more pissed off by a casting announcement before the most recent Hadestown cast. i am genuinely furious. i hate when evil people have talent and get rewarded for it.

#this has nothing to do with the insanely talented casting of everyone but orpheus #i am genuinely on the verge of throwing a fit like a toddler at the casting of orpheus though #christina.txt

i won't be able to see the Hadestown pro-shot this weekend so instead i am sitting at home writing the sappiest gay poetry. call me a modern-day orpheus.

#we'll pretend that every other part of the show doesn't happen #Hadestown #christina.txt

inkskinned

wanting to kiss someone is just. like. what do you mean i am experiencing something akin to hunger? what do you mean i can feel this as an actual tactile ache? it is not "i want" like "i want a bike," it is "i want" like i am found wanting. you can want it so much you can force your own pupils to dilate. i'm seasick about it. this is a thing we evolved. this is something that we can physically crave.

#and through that. everything just feels so much better. brighter. like how bonfires make the night orange.#it feels like the bonfire. it feels like cinnamon and nutmeg. spice. it feels like ice skates. it feels like a wren.#it feels like i've been gone a long time. and now i'm home again.#<- prev tags #poetry

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