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I THINK IMMA LOCK THIS MAN DOWN SOON

I LIKE THIS MANS

A LOT

GOT ME GIGGLING AND ACTING SILLY

GOT ME LOSING MY WORDS

HE SMART

HE WORK HARD

HE DORKY

HE ATTRACTIVE AS HECK

AND WHEN HE GRABS MY FACE

OR GENTLY PULLS ON MY HAIR

strawbearuhhh

AND WHEN HE NOTICED I WAS A LITTLE SELF CONCIOUS

HE ASKED WHAT WAS WRONG

I EXPLAINED HOW I PUT ON A BIT OF WEIGHT RECENTLY AND AM WEARY OF FEELING HEAVY

HE SAID HE ONLY NOTICED HOW PRETTY I AM

I THINK IMMA LOCK THIS MAN DOWN SOON

I LIKE THIS MANS

A LOT

GOT ME GIGGLING AND ACTING SILLY

GOT ME LOSING MY WORDS

HE SMART

HE WORK HARD

HE DORKY

HE ATTRACTIVE AS HECK

AND WHEN HE GRABS MY FACE

OR GENTLY PULLS ON MY HAIR

free-my-mindd

I got accepted for a job at an art gallery as an assistant and to say I’m excited is an understatement —

stuckinapril

I’m not the woman I was a few years ago or even a year ago but I still like to hold her hand and remind her she did her best with what she knew

strawbearuhhh

The version of me in June/July last year would hardly believe that I’m about to renew my lease on my own apartment

stuckinapril

My favorite thing tonight was telling a group of four grown ass men about a Baby Guiness as a type of shot, three of them ordering one immediately, and giggling by myself about how fun they are to make-

1oz kahlua

1/2oz baileys (floated)

It’s the cutest little drink imo and I love making them lmao

deusben

ohhh nooo dont be possessive 👀👀 dont be jealous noo👀👀👀

jupiterscorpse

boomerang-nebula

Who wants to play with my hair and flirt with me?

grrlmusic

Minami Gessel

girltalk

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Make sure to always find time for the things that make you happy to be alive ❤︎

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Trying to decompress from work this morning while I’m still on call for tonight has me sitting in mediation like

*they won’t need me*

Me, annoyed at work- because there’s nobody on staff who I can talk about Invincible with 😭

Seeing this for my clocked work hours feels so unreal,

For so long prior to taking mental health medication that works for me, I severely struggled working even 15 hours a week without feeling extremely burnt out.

It was a struggle to not ALSO beat myself up for falling apart after what felt like such few hours compared to other adults around me, even though at the time for me those 15 hours felt like an 80 hour work week.

The past few months,

I blink,

25 hours,

Another blink,

Another 5-10 hours;

Already,

TWICE what used to destroy my mental state.

One more night, maybe two,

And just like that,

35-40 hours.

5 days of work,

Maybe 4,

Maybe 6;

It depends on the week now,

The week,

Not me,

Not my mental state.

For me?

That’s a win.

I WILL advocate,

I WILL advocate for problems I can speak on,

I WILL advocate for those who need a voice,

Whether you’re my friend,

My family,

My coworker,

Or a stranger,

Trusting me with YOUR problem,

Makes it not just yours,

But ours.

Whenever I can’t control things to help you,

I will push,

I will speak,

I will be with you in solace.

I cannot advocate if I do not know,

I cannot support if I’m unaware,

Yet I hope for the trust to help carry the weight-

Even so;

As much as I will help to carry the weight,

I will not absorb the weight alone,

I will stand in solace,

In defense,

I will stand in understanding,

In forgiveness,

But I cannot forgive what I’m not aware of,

Still I will forgive what I don’t understand,

Or what I lack myself;

But I want to accommodate,

I want to be aware, contextual , and vocal.

I want to stand in solidarity,

To stand in defense of those I love,

Without feeling like I’m left alone on their offensive line.

shamebats

"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry

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