HuaChengMyBeloved

I have so many thoughts and they're all about my little guys Follow me on ao3 (@Jamikins) ! (she/her, 18 if that's important)

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I do commissions!

(Photos at the end so you can see some of my work :) )

I'm very new to this (commissions, not art), so prices are quite cheap- the average will be about $10, but could go up or down depending on the complexity of the piece you want. The price will go up eventually, but as for now, I just want to start. Every commission will take from 3-14 days to complete (I will get it finished as soon as possible, but if i have multiple commissions I will work on them in order of when I got them, which may lead to a longer wait) I will do a few check-ins with you while drawing- mainly just for the sketch and flat colors, to see if they are to your liking, but I may check in a little more if I'm confused by a request to ensure I get the art how you want it.

My rules are as follows: No pro shippers No obviously disguised fetish art (think those drawings that have bare feet super close to the foreground, and practically as the focus, but it is "totally not a fetish thing") I am allowed to turn down offers! I probably won't, but if I'm very busy with studying or I just am having a really bad mental week, I will most likely at least postpone. I don't want this to become something that I dread.

I am also willing to design tattoos! I only have the one reference image for this, as the other I'm working on is still in the sketch phase, however, if you would like me to design a tattoo, all I need is a very in-depth description of what you want! I will do extra check-ins with WIP screenshots so you can inform me if you'd like anything done differently. This will be on your body forever! Be specific so I can give you what you want. However, as tattoos are a bit more tedious, the average for these would be $15, though these can also go up or down depending on complexity.

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@dannybobany what is wrong with us

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Cough cough

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BE FUCKING NICE TO ME

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goddammit

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@dannybobany what is wrong with us

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Oh okay…so like…can one of you kill me now

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yeah I got you 💣

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AAUUUGHHHHAHHAHDFUJEGYFYHHHHHHHAAAAAUUUUUUUUUHHHGHGHHHHHHPFFFGYUAAAAAAAAUUGH

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forgot i texted my friend that

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i would like to say: sorry for anyone who follows me for my fanfics. i... have been in brain hell recently (<- ADHD medication not working + worst depressive episode of my life + just pure amotivation) and i havent been able to stay in a word document for longer than 15 seconds before getting overwhelmed. I do want to write again as soon as my brain will let me ! its just kinda hard to say exactly when that will be, so.

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just finished chapter 4 and. my friend, mr @dannybobany was telling me about how so many people think that the end of the prophecy is Susie dying- but... I think it's Ralsei. He dehumanizes himself so much- cause if the whole time the prophecy has said he had to die to save the world... Why wouldn't he? The way he was so scared of it. The way Susie said "I wouldn't let that happen. Kris wouldn't let that happen." Ralsei is a goat- an animal VERY commonly associated with sacrifice. I think it's implying that Ralsei has to be killed. That Kris- or Susie, possibly both- have to kill him to save everything. Which raises another point: what if Ralsei is not an item of Kris', and is instead a personification of the dark fountain? The only way to save everything is to seal the fountain. If the fountain is Ralsei, the only way to save everything is to kill him. i dont like that i thought of this theory :(

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Welcome to my new DND character, Vakath Vil'Gezoth!

He is a demon- created by the fears of the sinners' in the Wrath circle of hell. When he was created, the king of that circle- Vil'Gezoth- took him under his wing to train him, as he does every new demon. They spent a lot of time together. So much so, that after a while, Vil'Gezoth decided to give Vakath his last name- so the entire circle of Wrath would recognize him as family to the King. One day, he awoke in his bedroom to find a crack in his wall. The concrete bricks he was used to gave way into a type of greenery he had never seen before. He slipped inside before he could talk himself out of it, and only realized the gap was closing back when it was too late for him to re-enter. As he explored, he noticed his form wasn't used to the air of this place he stumbled into, causing him to begin to disintegrate- his fingertips disolving like dust. In his momentary panic, he did what first came to his mind: Possession. He did it so frequently in Hell is was second nature to him. There was a quiet squawking nearby, and when we found the source, he used one of his tentacles to kill the poor raven before inhabiting it's dead body. As he explored more, he discovered the parts of his body he lost began to regenerate once he was inside a skin used to this realm. In his adventures trying to go back to Hell, he discovered the reason he slipped in- the world he came to, the mortal plane, was cursed. The Goddess of curses and magic had taken over, and in her reign the Celestial and Hell planes began to seep through. His mission is to find another one of those cracks to go back home. He doesn't like the mortal world very much. The sun is too bright, and the people (and therefore struggling) are much more sparse than he's used to- though he's been told that's a newer development, due to the state of the world. He also misses the respect he got to used to, being named the brother of the King. But it's alright. One day, he will get back- he's sure of it. And once he does, he cannot wait to tell his brother about all of the struggling he has seen.

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Redrew him :) i like this one much better

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haha, you think you’ve bested me. but you have yet to see my special move! *keels over and dies*

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the timeless mantra of long-distance friendships:

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was talking with my buddy and i ended up creating this image

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i hate the idea of pregnancy so much becaue it just feels like body horror to me but i am still this 🤏 close to writing a fic about it because of my last post

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i think Xie Lian wants to be a father, but he is scared of passing down his genes. He loves taking care of people- like Banyue and Lang Ying- but after so long of being so unfortunate, a part of his brain has just... Flipped, into believing that all of that misfortune and despair was actually part of him. That if he were to have children, he would pass that suffering down to them. i think Hua Cheng (secretly, of course) also likes taking care of children. Any time he sees a child in a bad state, all he can think of is how similar they are to Hong-er. All he can think about is how badly he wished for someone to help him all those years ago, and how he has the ability to do that for someone else. As much as he hates himself, he hates the people that make children- like Hong-er- feel the way they did even more. But he would never dream of having his own children, too afraid to pass down the genes of his "curse" he was born with. But then, a ghost gives them child-bearing pills as a gag gift. And they start talking about it, and all of their reservations. And as they talk, they realize that some of their worries are a little... Irrational. That they, as powerful as they are, could give a child a life befitting of proper royalty. ...They also then realize that Hua Cheng has a female form, and that the child-bearing pills- while also causing men to experience pregnancies- can circumvent the dead organs of a ghost. And that Hua Cheng would consider it nothing more than a pure blessing to carry his God's child. It doesn't take long for the entirety of Ghost City and the Heavens to know of this childs existence.

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reconnected with an old childhood friend and we're meeting up tomorrow and i dont know what to do with myself right now. im crying actual tears

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oh god it’s my birthday tomorrow