strawburden

strawberry swing ♥

[strawburden]

i’ve been wanting to get these tattooed on me for a long time, finally had it done yesterday. really love how it turned out!

[decomposedmaw]

Chillin’ on the Bridge

[decomposedmaw]

I want to say thank you so much for all the love and support on my art 🙏 Feel free to use my artwork for personal use only - like your Tumblr banner, profile picture, etc. (credit appreciated) Also, if you’d like, I’ve made some of my pieces available as free phone wallpapers here

[titsay]

[godkissedme]

me and the persistent phantom guilt that clings to my aura like wet laundry

[angelicdewdrop]

[isabelopaque]

And don't forget to stay up til 3 am every night doing nothing productive for no reason every day for a month

[angelicdewdrop]

[sleepingpigeon]

the biggest lesson im learning is that nothing is as extreme or as permanent as our emotions convince us they are. nothing is certain and things are always fluctuating and there are always exceptions and there are always mistakes. there is always pain and there is always love. everything is a delicate touch away from changing

[starrypals]

nothing leaves an imprint on your psyche quite like early 2000s girl game websites

[important-cat-pics]

[lunamonchtuna]

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

[strawburden]

late upload: wednesday coffee date with my internet bestie at odd cafe.

we had french kiss, pappardelle truffle cream, matcha sunrise (matcha x strawberry), and playful emerald (matcha x blueberry).

[strawburden]

just exactly 3 months ago, birthday ko and i was scheduled for an interview somewhere in ortigas. sakto malapit lang sa podium and since dun kami kakain to celebrate, tinuloy ko na puntahan yung company (despite the bad reviews i’ve read and heard).

i waited for 3 fucking hours bago ako na-interview tas gutom na gutom na ko non. it went well naman and umalis na agad ako after they told me na maghintay muna ako sa lobby. HAHAHAHA. kasi puta, nasasayang na oras ko sa kanila. but just when i stepped out of the door, hinabol ako nung isang boss and pina-interview ulit sa isang employee (turned out to be a senior project manager and i was assigned on her team)

so i was called that same day, while we were eating at jin joo korean grill, that i passed the interview and that i can start already the next day. but di nila keri yung salary demand ko (which i lowered na rin) but i still accepted it because fuck, i’ve been unemployed for almost 2 years so sabi ko go na kasi malapit lang naman dito sa condo.

and now, in a short span of 3 months, i’ve been in 4 different shifts and 2 teams already. tang ina! HAHAHAHA. masaya sana kung goods compensation pero damn, literal na pang-survive lang in this economy. for the plot na lang talaga. tiyagain ko mag-8 months to 1 year tas sisibat na ‘ko and try other (gaming) companies. hatakin ko na lang din yung naka-close ko pag trip niya na umalis. lol

haaaay. tagal ko na di nakakapag-kwento dito, so here’s a life update hihi

[strawburden]

i need to get my hair fixed. i want textures and volume. pero parang nagsasayang lang ako ng pera sa salon kasi di talaga makuha gusto ko, so i might just cut it on my own again. 🤧

also, proof of life lmao

[strawburden]

my friend, sean anthony, had an intimate dinner party for his upcoming birthday, before he goes to singapore (to see lady gaga).

loved the food here at black bird makati 🖤 especially the cured salmon.

haven’t really had a great time like this in a while because of work and i’m just happy to see my hs batchmates again. :> more moments like this, please.

[eggsdoodz]

i missed drawing flowers

[strawburden]

ayoko na mag-onsite. ayoko na mag-work.