The Quietest Kind of Rebel

The catastrophic segration of a goldfish............. *TRIGGER WARNING* If you're struggling♥ xx Keep distracted xx seek help xx xx phone/text a friend xx listen to music xx watch a film xx dance xx...

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Oh boy i've missed this tumble-bean community. I need to remember to get back into posting her soon... things have changed (for the better - mostly) so dramatically that i'm scared for the future. I've buried a lot of my problems... basically full on distraction mode with my education (3rd year Psychology student) that as it's process is coming near a end. I've reverted to some adverse coping methods, which i also resorted to in the past. I've been in a quasi-recovery mode for the last two years, that i think that since i've not dealt with the underlying issues. The problems are going to bite back 😞 I'm honestly scared of the future. My primary goal (following self-destruction) had always been completing a degree in psychology. But now that's nears completion, there is no more motivation in staying alive...

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I haven't posted on here in many moons now, so here's a pic of one of my displays (that hides some of my uni work) Hope you are all well jellybean 😘

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Nearly got stampeded on at the Shibuya crossing today 😂

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Those who suffer from anxiety... please tell be how you cope with it!!

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Two exams to go 👏🏻👏🏻 and time to have a birthday weekend 🎉 (also mum surprised me with a trip to Japan followed by China after my exams) 🇯🇵 🇨🇳

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🙈🙈 Best buds 🐱🐭

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My chinchilla and cat says hi 🙈

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Hi from the world of exam stress 🙈🙈

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Here's some photos to share you beautiful tumble-beans.

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Struggling so much lately, I keep having flashbacks and stuff. Also I just saw the psych and basically he said "we aren't going to refer you to the help and psychologist even though we think you need it" 🔫🔫 someone just kill me now. I think I'm going to discharge myself from this service as they officially suck.

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Please give me distraction suggestions....

I'm slowly losing the will to live 😭

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I really hate my spending impulsivity atm...

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Random tb photo... need to cheer myself up, but also finish all the work 😂

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I haven't felt this broken in a long time. Life just pains me, everything is a chore. No one understands. And also there is a hourly that there are people much worse off them me, who aren't making a fuss. So what gives the right for me to whine?

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Made some gluten free, vegan banana cupcakes 🍰