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I just wanna document it because it's the first time to study something I'm really passionate about, the past few years I used to study agricultural sciences.. but something in me always wanted to walk away and change the whole major, and that wasn't an available option so I decided to get this degree and then pursue what I truly want after graduation. And that's exactly what happened.

I can't describe how grateful I am and how much that means to me, because every step, every single information I've learnt I've considered it as a step closer to medical school, maybe I'm delusional but this is my life or death dream, and I am no longer wondering if I want it or not.

I want it madly and intensely.

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I recently started my Italian classes again. I already have some background from high school, but I need to review the basics and take it more seriously.

Everything starts with a baby step.

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I think I'm a bit afraid and worried cuz I cannot start any full time job right now because I'm in the middle of finals.

I actually passed the 1st part of the job finding process and I'm gonna contact them again after exams.

I really wanna start a series about my employment/ career shifting journey. But now I have to focus on my finals, read as much as possible and do my best in the rest 4 days of العشرة الأوائل.

It is going to work out insha'Allah but I have to be calm and wait a little.

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Desk today

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via r1k444_ver.2

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18/5/2026

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Sun, 17/5

بحاول.

قلقانة شوية، لكن هحاول أتمسك بالاعتقاد الجازم إن كل الخطوات الصغيرة هي اللي بتفتح الأبواب وبتصنع لنا الطرق، والرزق كله على الله، مينفعش أنسى ده.. الابتهال ده خلص واشتغل أنا يا إلهي ما عبدت سواك، عندي مشاعر كتير تجاه الفكرة دي، وكل ما أستوحش، وأحس بالغياب المفاجئ والاغتراب مش بيكون ليا سوى الله، الحقيقة الوحيدة، الحقيقة الأجمل.

يا رب ساعدني ولا تكلني لسواك.

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Let the sudden motivation of a new beginning be your sign to slowly and regularly change to the better..

Baby steps is all I need at the beginning of a long journey. And it will be easy by time إن شاء الله.

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29/3/2026

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25/3/2026

Hematology study session.

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I think I should start my own blog on wordpress and substack. This should be the beginning of everything else this year.

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Hot girls do their best.

Last week of exams season.

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I have a lot to do, now I'm studying fluids but I need badly to finish at least 3 Lec of clinical biochem.

And also I have to finish a -400 pages book because the discussion is tomorrow and I have to be well prepared, so maybe I'll finish the cerebrospinal fluid and maybe read for an hour.

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15 Dec

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8 Dec

I was a little tired actually, but I finished my work at the end الحمد لله.

I'm experiencing a new thing, this bond between me and my students, today one of them told me about his childhood and his journey with leukemia. I still have no idea how to handle this.

وأيضًا كنت أسترجع ذكرياتي مع تحرير سوريا، لم أشعر بمرور الوقت ولا مضي العام. أذكر أملي حينها في أن تشمل الحرية غزة والسودان، كل ميلاد للفرح في بلادنا يذكرني بإخوتي في كل مكان، أستبشر رغم كل شيء وأرجو من الله وأعلم وأومن أنه الكريم وله مقاليد السماوات والأرض ولا يخلف وعده: لئن شكرتم لأزيدنكم.

يا رب لا تحرمنا الحرية.