Modern Caffeine

Just random thoughts and such. fancy a cup? Have a question you'd like to ask? look below :) styrofoamthoughts.tumblr.com/ask

[ariana-abessive]

[winterfellis]

[jmpalmerpoems]

🔪🔪🔪

[the-wolf-and-moon]

Nordic Aurora 

[inversefunction]

reflect

invariably the tide dredges up old musings and i am struck dumb much like i was when i was so foolishly younger

this devilish pull into deeper waters to stand tip toes in a pool of starlight

i dont suppose i will ever forgive myself for growing up

rb.xyz

[graffiti-scars]

Dilate/Dissociate

dilated consciousness blurred and unfocused disconnected dots floating like stars in space and lack of concern that all the constellations are gone

clear the poker table deal another hand wait, I can’t see the cards I can’t distinguish between the Joker and the King which one rules and which one just fucks with you

here we have, folks a moment behind the curtain let me speak dissociatively please? without dilution make sense of this without me having to explain

strange how disparate  the flesh and  what lives underneath not the heart or the thoughts but an amalgamation  of every scar that modified the original design the prototype covered in dust on the mantle for all to appreciate

my fellow strangers I tell you everything because you’re drunk and you won’t remember this ridiculous show tomorrow but only a few close friends will read this because only a few close friends will ever believe  I said these things and as far as everyone else I don’t care to explain.

[embaritone]

Deflated

In the corner lies a balloon, Deflated, flat, and formless. It’s dull color dilutes the room, Life inside repressed.

So sad what such celebration has become.

[styrofoamthoughts]

Stardust Appalachia Springtime stargazers retreat From blinding city lights. Searching for falling stars. Olympian gods...close eyes, IN mineral rich...celestial Waters. Clear dark night... Spot three or four. gods could not imagine The woods... Stargazers flashing The heavens... Earth slamming into Ancient dust. Plummet...disintegrate Tracing it's path... Backwards. Cosmic dust happens To enjoy...sky shows City lights...suburban Lights...mountains side-roads Of the wilderness...blocking Our view. Styrofoam thoughts

[styrofoamthoughts]

Recycle history

Interesting challenge: Edit…reject…concept, Narrative, Time and direction, Recycle history… Program creation.

Language mosaics… scattered, Reflect archived history. Discover…describe…conceive news In somewhat different form… Into unexplained territory.

Styrofoam thoughts  

[styrofoamthoughts]

Language violence

Hypnotic... Lonely...mother. Beautiful...vision Happiness...fall- Apart...plummeting Nightmarish...freefall. Contain...explicit sexual- Addiction...language- Violence. Discovery...life... Years... All rights reserved. Tempting...numerical...ordered- Chaos. Stock market...solution- Chaos...world...all rights reserved. Disturbing images...symbol- Laboratories...design B&W...entertainment. All Rights reserved. Styrofoam thoughts

[styrofoamthoughts]

Pay as you go

Time…without change        Month…days…following Redemption.           As you go. Avaliable balance…depleted…     Suspended. Terms…plans…details    Partial minutes.           No redemption…not responsible Lost…terms and conditions.    No value until activated. Pay as you go…    Then visit…gray box.

Styrofoam thoughts

[styrofoamthoughts]

Explicit blue pothos *blackout poem*

Bare…wasteland. Probation…imagined- Domination. All…recovery…destiny- Actors…appear…simulated- Explicit…contained. Age…time…work- Required. Produced…file- With custodian…records. Blue…media…rights.

Styrofoam thoughts

[frofc]

If we ever find

the end 

of the road

let’s just

keep going

[thomhenkepoetry]

ought

i love the smell of  dying trees

their corpses

crunch

beneath my feat

[styrofoamthoughts]

Video 3

Hyperactive news anchors, Casting exaggerated expressions Of fear like black magic spells. Weather men waving hands dramatically,reading teleprompter Apocalyptic post-it-notes to Basement bound Floridians hunkered Down like branch davidiens, Water bottles and rosary beads tightly Clutched in hands,“hurricane season is here” flickering HD screens haunted by Devils with small waving hands Causing dementia relapse In hover-round bound grandmothers Staring with vacant eyes at an empty Medicine cabinet. Shadows of the future creep along the wall dark prophesies signed with black Bold signature as big as Mt.Denali Recap of the recap of the spells cast, “Start digging early” whispered silently Between rehab and erectile disfunction Commercials,but frail hands can dig No more. Tired feet shaking with fear, Heading down to the basement the whispers of doom trailing not far behind “Hurricane season is near” Fears of busted water pipes, To scared to kneel with highlighted Kjv bibles for fear of sinkholes Swallowing you up in the south Florida Twilight “Hunker down” Procrastination and madness Swirl with thoughts of uninsured Uncertainty sending a red-scare up osteoporosis riddled spines. “Hunker down (bitch), hope you got your survival kit ready” the static whispers Into darkness creeping down the steps And stalking you down the hallway As you go to switch the input,to a bright Blue screen and shut the door, To a pith black uncertain future.

-Styrofoam thoughts

[salty-salutations]

oops 

[graffiti-scars]

Sway

tides roll in and recede  like moods coerced by the weight  of the moon I smile I cry forever tethered to the sky to the moon’s gravity to the rhythm of the tide swaying back and forth

inside.