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V, where are you, in this huge city?

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I want to say that I need you now more than ever before, but it feels wrong.

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I wonder if things could have been different.

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Were you romantic with a blog named cutiechaser before? You seem a lot less active and sad now :( I’m sorry

Well, I definitely had feelings. I'm past the sadness now. Therapy helped, highly recommend, if anyone is in a similar situation. Unfortunately, there's nothing I can do to get some form of closure to this. But I'll live and just continue growing and becoming a better and bigger person. But I still hope to invite her for a coffee that I owe her. One day.

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I still miss you the same, as the day you've disappeared. Just the pain is gone. Almost gone.

[cutiechaser]

“how did you know i was a sub?”

baby I looked at you for 0.3 seconds before you got flustered and shy, cleared your throat, and looked away. you literally almost slipped trying to volunteer to grab something for me. I saw your eyes flutter shut when I leaned in to whisper something. I heard that sharp intake of breath when I told you that you were doing so good.

so go ahead, straighten your posture now. try to delude yourself that you’re not obvious. but you know as well as I do that it really doesn’t matter that you’re taller than me, bigger than me. it’s still just one look from me before you’re on your knees. it’s still my fingers leaving marks along your pretty skin. my voice taunting you, my lips swallowing your whimpers.

my hands working you over until you’re dripping, desperate for more. you like that, baby? feels good, doesn’t it? my pretty sub. so strong. so needy.

my kisses leaving an imprint on your brain that’ll outlast any bruise or scar. permanently rewiring your brain until all you can think about is how to please me, how to be good for me.

the world looks at you and sees someone composed, capable. but you know that you’re naught but a toy for me. ardent and willing. good sub.

let me show you how nice it feels to surrender. let me tease out your moans and your arousal until you’re pulsating and gasping. let me show you what pleasure is meant to feel like.

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You seem so sad deep down. I can tell that you are grieving the loss of someone in some way. Grief is hard to deal with and everyone deals with it in their own way. I hope that you are coping okay. Just know that the weight of your grief will eventually lift and get lighter and lighter as time passes on 🤍🤍🤍

Thank you for this kind message. I'm still not over it and not sure whether I ever will be. But I'm much better and in a much better place in life prior to meeting her. I really hope to be able to find the answers to my questions one day. She was definitely a positive period of my life

[daughtxr-of-lilith]

Longer hair on men so I have something to pull and tug on while pounding him from behind >>>

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The specific reason I ask my barber to leave a bit more on the top

[mournfulroses]

Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Ernest Hemingway featured in The Selected Letters of Marth Gellhorn

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I wish you were here to see me grow

[cutiechaser]

the way I salivate over giving men their first prostate orgasm. So many men just go at orgasms fast and hard and you miss out on the joy of prolonging it. So many men think they can’t come hands free and yeah maybe some can’t but a lot of you can. You just need to be taken through it. Let me kiss your neck as I work my fingers inside you, massage your prostate while my other hand massages your perineum. Let me kiss you as you leak against your belly. Let me find all the sensitive spots on your body that make you twitch. Let me make you feel good so slowly it makes you want to rip your hair out. Let me get you to orgasm so hard you not only do that sexy fucking whole body shiver but your thighs spasm as your back arches off the bed. So pretty. Such an eager little slut. Good boy.

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I'd give everything just for one more talk with her. Even if it would be the last.

Seems like carrying these unanswered questions will be something that I'll have to carry until the end of me.

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I miss you

[thereadmind]

[athenas--ashes--777]

Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

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How are you like in real life then?

I don't have that much experience in real life. Had to beg my ex to try domming me, but she is basically anti-kink. She tried, but it felt bad, due to being non genuine. Interactions with the beautiful dommes from here are wonderful, but online is not the same. Really hope to experience a passionate domme in real life one wonderful day.

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Hey, how did you find out that you were subby?

It was always a part of me. I've always wanted to have a partner that would take the initiative, loved porn with women on top. Then I found out the concept of a dominatrix from the Sherlock series, I think....