Back home
Iām finally homeā¦ And I feel so damn blessed, things happened in a way I could never imagine. I remember myself a few years back struggling about going out with my friends because of money, eating the same thing everyday, hearing my friends talking about their fancy trips, their new clothes, the new phone they got and I canāt lie damn yes I felt so jealous that they could do all of that.
Studying in a private school didnāt helped I end up comparing my life with my friendsā¦ Even that I had an scholarship sometimes I had to beg for extra time to pay tuition. But it was nothing compared to when we couldnāt pay my mums hospitalization.
Iāve cried because of money many times before and I always promised that one day I was going to be able to donāt care about prices when buying simple things as food, go out without worrying that it will be the only day that I could. I promised myself I was going to travel and see the world, that I was not going to cry for money anymore.
I didnāt knew when but I could never had imagine that it would happen so soon. This trip was wonderful in many ways, I got along really well with this Arab babe, I donāt know if Iāll see him again but Iām so happy I met him, he treated me like a princess, as he promised it was like my birthday every day. When we were saying goodbye at the airport it were as if he was my boyfriend from a really long time. This was by far the best of my pot dates.
Sugar life have changed my lifeā¦ Sometimes itās been difficult to maintain a balance between my sugar life and vanilla and sometimes it can be mentally draining and lonelyā¦But I canāt lie it has brought me so many things that I couldnāt had achieved before so fastā¦ Money definitely changes your life.
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