suffering

My brain is just kpop and calories Tw: ED 24 | she/her

[starvingpan]

this account is not to trigger anyone, romanticize eating disorders, or hurt anyone. this account is for:

-me to vent

-me to not feel alone

-to be there for others struggling

-to cope

-to take my mind off things

-to post things that matter to me

-to be happier

-to find new friends

SO IF YOU:

-dont have an eating disorder

-come on these pages and tags to trigger yourself

-think this is only about being skinny

-are a young person trying to lose weight

-think this is healthy

-are a predator

-are mean

-are here to report

-are here to “give yourself” an ed

PLEASE LEAVE, I ACTUALLY ENJOY RUNNING A ACCOUNT AND I DONT WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYONE

[fragile-naive-angel-deactivated]

!!!

[pisceangfmoved-deactivated20220]

reblog to kill yourself

[funnytwittertweets]

[lindsay121s-blog-deactivated202]

So relatable it hurts

[bpd-entity]

me: *dissociates frequently*

someone: what have you been up to?

me: dunno

me: wasn’t there

[lesb0]

the fact that we’re apes is SO funny… i can calculate how many parsecs away a nebula is based upon its apparent magnitude for a fun little brain exercise. i also feel depression and existential ennui if my curtains are shut for too long because my brain has a 45000 year old creature in it who feels that darkness holds too many unknown threats 

[lesb0]

this has gotten 500x more true this year

[sufferingandstarving]

I just ate an entire family size bag of skinny pop for literally no reason. Also had like four servings of pretzel sticks earlier today. I’ve been eating uncontrollably and I hate it!!!!! I hate myself!!!

[fairycosmos]

god the loneliness of young adulthood is so real

[fairycosmos]

it’s just trying not to cry on public transport and doing dishes

[norcula-deactivated20240810]

it’s sitting at home on a weekend and feeling this sudden wave of bittersweet nostalgia for something that never even existed overwhelm everything.

[an4r3x1c-b1tch]

you ever like want to take a nice soothing shower but can’t stand looking at yourself? rb if u feel the same<3

[enby-skeleton-5]

eating is the only thing that gives me happy chemicals but it also makes me wanna kms

[mitskiacoustic]

i wish killing urself was a reversible thing i think it would be rlly cathartic & i woukd kill myself twice an hour also

[addictivities]

Do you ever go “ wow ok” and shut down entirely

[peanutpalace-deactivated2023011]

Maybe I'll treat myself to some substance abuse in response to these slight inconveniences

[concealthefeelings]

“I feel like running away from myself tonight.”

— Is there a way to escape from what’s inside of you? (via mystruggle18)

[betyourefine]

I'm strongly starting to believe that life isn't meant for me.

[moved-ughjohnwatson-blog]

do you ever get in those moods where you don’t feel like reading and you don’t feel like being on the internet and you don’t feel like watching a show and you don’t feel like sleeping and you don’t feel like existing in general

[sufferingandstarving]

I’ve already had over 1000 kcal today so why do I feel like I’m about to pass out??

[lesbianblackphillip]

drinking a monster energy drink undoes your baptism