I honestly hoped I would never of had to make this post but here we go.
Hi, Iām Peyton, Iām 18 and a high school dropout currently without a job and me and my mom are currently stuck in an abusive situation and Iām honestly terrified and ready to just give up.
Iām going to try and keep this as short as possible while still giving a good explanation as to what is going down.
Iāve been living with my mom and her abusive boyfriend for the past almost three years, I moved here june 15th of i believe it was 2016.
My mom first met him when I was 13 so in 2014 and they ended up dating, long story short due to not having much money we ended up being evicted from our house and had to move in with him. My mom realized how bad it was so in order to protect me and my sister she took an overdose and was in a coma for 4 days. Ā She lost custody for a while and we had to go live with my grandparents
Well my mom was put in the hospital and afterwards put into a mental institution but his mom ended up lying and saying she was my moms mother and signed her out. I wasnāt able to contact my mom since we moved in with our grandparents and had no idea for a while that she had ended up going back to him after all this the things he had done.Ā
Well in June of 2015 (or 2016?) I ended up having to move back in with my mom and her abusive āboyfriendā due to my grandma breaking her leg over the summer and not being able to take care of me anymore so I moved the next state over to live with them.
Since moving here so many things have happened and all of them are due to him. When I was I believe 16 or 17 I came home from school while he was drunk and he molested me but there was nothing me or my mom could do.
Since then heās done the following
Tried to get my mom to make me sleep with him
Watched me in my room (it has no door and a blanket nailed to the doorframe acts as my door) while I was on the computer and try to make me watching porn with him, tried to pay me to let him watch porn with me and accuse me of watching porn (which I donāt and have never watched) and force my mom to go through my computers history.
Watch me sleep, come into my room while I was sleeping and have me wake up to fine him crouch/standing next to my bed watching me
Go to the bathroom next to my room and jack off
Jack off in front of me and my mom while we were in the livingroom and when confronted say āI thought yall were okay with thatā or āI thought yall were into itā then start doing it again
In April of 2018 one day I was trying to take a nap in my room while my mom too ka nap in theirs. I started hearing heavy breathing and already knew what was happening but i turned around and found him standing there with my door wide open jerking off.
One day after confronted about doing all the things he did on top of getting on my computer and looking through it he pulled a knife on me and made a bunch of threats
He constantly mentally and emotionally abuses me and my mom and before I moved here would physically abuse my mom
Heāll constantly threaten to beat me up, kill me, have his sisters/friends/family kill me
Has threaten to burn down our house with us in it if we tried to leave or burn down his moms car that weāre currently using if we try to leave in it if we try to leave and so on. His mom is supposedly going to put the car in our name soon but weāll still have to deal with the threats and even with a car of our own weād still have no place to go and no money.
Gets drunk and keeps up up all night and letting us only get a few hours of sleep.Ā
Has pissed on my bed and other stuff multiple times
One day in May kept going outside at night to ālook for catsā and was jacking off at my bedroom window (after the like 12th time of him going out there my mom waited a sec then went to go see what he was doing and saw him being fucking gross) then told my mom to stop bothering him or something like that and that heād āMake it up to her laterā
Blames my mom and I for everything saying they had it good before I came here, saying that my mom and I started this and saying things like āI want us to be happy but you wonāt let usā to her, trying to make her the one whoās to blame for all of this and so on.
He gets drunk every day and spends all his money he makes at work on beer and drugs. He drinks two or more six packs of beer a day and sometimes makes my mom buy him more.
My mom is currently doing online work that makes her only a few dollars (anywhere from $25 to $50 and sometimes $100 plus on a good day) a day but all of that goes towards paying bills, buying food, buying necessary items such as hygiene items that we need and so on ending with us having very little money at all. She canāt work in a public work are due to mental health and not wanting to leave me home alone incase he gets off early, stays home or if she ends up having different work hours with them making it where heād be home and she wouldnāt be. When he gets home she isnāt able to work because heāll constantly accuse her of talking to some other man and cheating on him or calling the cops, heāll do anything to make it where she canāt work and throws change at her telling her to ātake the day offāĀ
As said earlier Iām currently unemployed and had to dropout of high school in 10th grade due to mental health and not being able to sleep due to him getting drunk and keeping us up all night almost everyday of the week.
No one in our family can or will help us and most of them donāt seem to get just how bad things really are for us and just think we can walk out the door at any moment with no car, no money, no place to go etc etc and just act like weāre staying here in this situation because we want to. We canāt afford to buy a car or a place to stay and the cops down here wonāt do shit, weāve had them down here many times but they wave us off and we never have any proof of what heās done so nothing ever gets done.
Weāre also hundreds or thousands of dollars behind on rent due to him never helping us pay that and instead spending most/all of his money on beer, pills and drugs. I donāt even know how we havenāt been kicked out yet and I donāt know what weād do if that happened.
At this point I am begging yall to please please help us by donating money to us, I honestly donāt know how weāre going to get out of here, if weāre ever going to get out of this and Iām so scared and just ready to give up at this point, so is my mom. Weāre trying so hard to save what little money we can but itās getting harder and harder to do that and Iām so scared that heās close to making his threat a reality and hurting me and/or my mom physically or even killing us. We donāt have anywhere to go and no one in our lives will even help us and I donāt know what to do anymore so please help us. A few dollars, anything will help us, itāll add up and help us pay bills, get groceries and the things we need and save up to be able to get a car, find a place to live and get out of here.
And if you canāt donate please reblog this so that other people can see this post and maybe help, just please help us get out of here and away from him.
You can donate here:Ā paypal.me/LisaWilliams205 (itās my moms paypal account)
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