Sugar Spice & Everything Nice

living vicariously through myself

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by fredericforest

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aethetic

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pink lips, bubblegum heart, aesthetic

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rose tint

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As soon as I saw you, I knew an adventure was going to happen 

-winnie the pooh

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Caring for a Mental Illness

I have read countless posts on here about how difficult it is to suffer with a mental illness. and many more instructing carers on how to look after sick friends and family. But I have seen so few posts about the carers 

I have suffered through depression, anxiety and bulimia. And this happened because by 18 I was caring for four respective friends. One such person I saved from attempted suicide more than once.

I know how to deal with these situations, I in no way need advice. but when you are constantly phoned; messaged; begged and threatened. It takes a heavy toll on you. A heavy sense of responsibility. I was a lifeline.

I am okay now. I am happy, healthy and so are the friends - thanks to their own hard effort, but also, thanks to me (for which I have had no acknowledgment). 

Living with a mental illness is horrible, but being the walking stick of someone who is.... I cant describe it. because you are carrying someones hurts and you are also carrying your own and yet are ultimately helpless to fix the former.

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The Bronze Horseman, Paullina Simmons

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too short

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Its okay to be soft.

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Everyone faces their own demons. they tend to have the same names we do.

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Started from the bottom now we’re... still...at. the bottom

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glitter painted hands

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Book of the day: Night Road by Kristin Hannah

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sculptures, gone

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crying room, aesthetic

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spilled milk

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bubblegum heart