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I am useless

To sum it all up…

Change

I did change, I now want to hurt everyone else just as much as I want to hurt myself. I want the entire world to burn the way my heart does every second.

#suicidal #selfharm #sh #mental illness #bpd #sad #alone #lonely #depression #you are not alone

It’s quite sad because it feels like if it were anyone else you would comfort them, be there for them but you won’t for me.

#sad #alone #lonely #sh #crazy #uicide

finchre

What is it you want, Mary? What do you want? You want the moon? Just say the word and I’ll throw a lasso around it and pull it down. Hey. That’s a pretty good idea. I’ll give you the moon, Mary.

It’s a Wonderful Life (1946) dir. Frank Capra

Just when I thought my bad luck would end,

... Here We Go Again

#sad #depressed #cutting #suixide #crazy #insane #alone #lonely #anxiety

I don’t even want to kill myself anymore I want to just drop dead, maybe get hit by a train. I want people to forget about me just as fast as they did when I was around.

My sadness has grown so deep i want to die over anything. I’m just so tired of being here, I feel like I’m just a bad day away from being in a grave.

How could you

I knew something was up when you started being unresponsive, distant, cold, what was once my warmth and light is now just a gaping hole and a hole you left in my heart. You lied to me and then when it got boring you broke me like a child with a toy.

#suicide #anxiety #crazy #depressed #selfharm #alone #sad #broken #empty #stupid

Fuckin’ D*E*A*D

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#suicide #anxiety #crazy #depressed #selfharm #broken #empty #stupid #sad #alone

Hello, I'm Crying. Nice to meet you.

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#sad #depressed #alone #suicide #selfharm #anxiety #ptsd #crazy

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#depressed #alone #sad #crazy #hurt #crying #anxiety #pain #selfharm #ptsd #suicide #stupid

How Are You ?

Well, my lungs feel like they're on fire, my heart is caving in, my own tears burn me as they descend , and I happen to be the loneliest I've ever been. I had never believed it possible for me to become anymore isolated but i stand corrected, and i had never imagined myself living with all of this pain for so long but here I am... Hurt, Broken, and exhausted

#tired #sad #deppressed #exhausted #stressed #crying #suicide #selfharm #alone #mad #crybaby #anxiety #lonely #hurt #broken #insane

But now I’m on the ground crying

#sad #hurt #alone #anxiety #depression #suicide #selfharm #crybaby #crazy #mad #ptsd #crying #lonely #scared

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And this is exactly why i distance myself, because none of you actually care, everyone lies, everyone fakes it no one really fucking wants me and it hurts unimaginably.

#lonely #depressed #anxiety #sad #selfharm #suicide #crazy #broken

Just me ?

Am i the only one whose depression feeds into itself like a black hole? I get anxious and depressed a lot and then i try to reach out for help but that gives me more anxiety and doubles my depression because then i feel like they hate how bad i get all the time. Trying to tell people about my depression gives me hyper anxiety and i hate myself more for being this way and always having these problems. I don't really know how to explain.

#sad #depression #anxiety #stupid #crazy #alone #broken #sefharm #suicide #worthless

#depressed #anxiety #selfharm #suicide #sad #broken #alone #crazy

Do you personally feel the things you post? Like do you go through it all or do you just like the romanticized version of it?

Nope, unfortunately i only post things that i feel with my heart and if it relates to my situation and/or others, romanticized mental illnesses aren't really my thing because in reality they're not pretty nor romantic, they're terrible and ugly and deadly 🦋

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