I just woke up from my very short nap and just wanted to say that about the Nok and Dn (Disney Nuggets), It was an impulse and I sincerely apologize, I had a very bad day with fellow church members and with my instructor.
I don't want my comments to be taken the wrong way, and I wanted to say something publicly, not to get attention.
I'm going through a depressive episode and I'm really afraid of falling from the place it took me so long to get out of. I know my drawings reflect the opposite, but That world where everything has colors or pretty and cheerful faces is just my world to feel better.
As I mentioned in my previous post, I won't be very active, I feel very tired I just want to sleep and not eat, but I'll try my best to keep going; right now I just want some rest.
Haha, Besides, I'm starting to see family problems and I really feel bad about that...
I've also recently been accused by anonymous people of being a 9 y.o girl, and that bothers me.
I'll just say one thing, if it's about the tfc fandom..I know the topics they cover, what they contain, and so on. I know how to handle them maturely, as they should be. I know that these topics are very sensitive in real life.
And also that people are starting to try to figure out my age just from my drawings you can't know my age just from how I draw if that's what you're trying to do.
I keep my age a secret for security reasons and due to public distrust; the idea that there are so many bad things on these platforms... No, no.
Well, I know the Neko fandom is for 18+ and doesn't allow minors, and I'm clearly aware of that, but it's based more on its themes.
Just think about it and look at what it contains and what audience it is preferably aimed at..
I won't say my age, but I'm under 18. That doesn't mean I'm literally 18 or 17, no, and I won't say my age until I feel safe enough to say it.
Just let me be happy with the fandom, and besides, I know the dark side, so I don't get involved there. I do like some of the pictures, but only as long as they're not too weird.
The freak circus appeared in my life at the most horrible moment I had, when I no longer wanted to live anymore, it appeared and honestly saved my life.
I love the visual novel and I love the healthy side of fandom, 5/Sep/2025 - That game saved me from doing something really stupid, if I hadn't played it, I probably wouldn't be writing this and I'd have a rock with my name on it.
But that wasn't the case, so don't come telling me not to publicly show my tastes, I have the freedom to do so, I don't even know why you assume I'm 9.. or 10, just what the freak.
Let's leave my age as something anonymous, something that doesn't exist because something that life and my family taught me was "Maturity doesn't come with age, it comes with experience and the lessons learned at home"
And yes, let me say and explain right now, before you start commenting or reblogging, that this is my opinion ABOUT MY LIFE This isn't for anyone or anything.
I don't take anonymous comments too seriously, but im a human being I also have feelings, and if I get angry I'll respond, if I feel sad I'll respond.
This was mainly going to be an apology for my comment on the video, but I'm also here to tell you and explain what I've been feeling lately and what I'm going through.
I delete anonymous questions about my age because they really make me uncomfortable. It's fine whether I want to reveal my age or not I'm completely free to do so.
Honestly, at this point I don't care if people start saying bad things to me, sadly, I'm a person who doesn't care much about that kind of thing.
A word in Spanish that best describes what I mean is something "Que triste ser tu y intentar en darme en la madre pero no saber en dónde por qué lamentablemente todo me vale"
That's all I have to say. Disneynuggets and I actually talked via DM and now we get along well, a healthy coexistence, and that's what I'd like us all to have: to listen, explain, and Understanding, that's what humanity needs
Thank you Disneynuggets for understanding my comment and explaining why you didn't take it personally. I appreciate your understanding and thoughtfulness.
And I honestly want to thank you for everything, especially for letting me explain and not getting into a bigger problem. I hope we continue to get along well.
Thanks to those who took the time to read this.
