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✨hi i’m sof (she/they) and i’m always screaming about something✨
currently: plotting a heist to steal connor storrie’s and hudson williams’ genders
Ok I’m actually starting to get a little defensive of Ilya because why am I seeing more and more characterization of him as messy, undisciplined, irresponsible, etc.
Like yes, he’s more carefree than Shane, but he’s also one of the best hockey players in the world and you don’t get there without an insane amount of discipline, and even beyond that we literally see him acting as a caretaker for his father, managing money for his brother, arranging his father’s funeral and getting it done quickly and efficiently, none of that is the behavior of someone who’s never used a calendar…
Wait wait wait can I?? Can I add?????
I think what’s delicious about Ilya is his self worth related to these concepts. He thinks he’s lazy, messy, undisciplined. You listen, you don’t soeak. Yes. You need a haircut. Yes, Father. The problem is leadership. Yes, nod, yes. But repeatedly we are shown that Ilya is good. He’s an attentive lover, he’s a good friend. He tries to be a good son to a hard man. He gives his brother whatever he asks for. He inspires his teammates. He worries that Ryan Price’s book will fall on the floor and oh fuck Price is going to lose his place, I will help, oh fuck, I failed.
But his family tells him he’s no good, so it must be true. They have been the loudest voices in his life and that’s literally become his inner monologue. But then here comes Shane “I don’t know that side of you at all” Hollander and soon enough Ilya is monologuing into the phone on the street outside of his father’s funeral about how actually no. He’s given everything to his family. He makes everything perfect. And he couldn’t physically be there for his father all the time but he paid for it all. And yet they despise him. He knows why, or says he does. But I don’t think does, I think in that moment the seed is planted that Ilya is lovable. And he doesn’t have to be perfect, he doesn’t have to drain himself dry. The person who loves him is trying to fill his cup from thousands of miles away.
Ilya lives somewhat hedonistically because he has a nihilist edge. What does it fucking matter, Hollander? He has a hopelessness, but he fights it. These characters are triumphant, even if that triumph is bittersweet. If Shane is on a journey to self acceptance then Ilya’s is one of self-actualization. The more he loves, the more he loves himself.
waistwaistwaistwaist…
i should reheat that’ll fix me
i feel like every single shift i’ve had in the past 3 weeks has been the most exhausting shift of my life can i fucking REST
Shane giving Ilya forehead kisses send POST
@bea-goldfish gets it ‼️
hypothetically if you guys had the opportunity to read just one entry of hudson's rpf journal which day/event are you picking to read and why
never immune to found family :’)
gonna go have wine and read yaoi happy pride ✨🫶
okay so it was good enough that i decided to read another by the same author
i unfortunately do not have more wine but we must persevere nonetheless
fellas, is it gay to not let another homosexual man in WeHo near the coworker you called dibs on?
gonna go have wine and read yaoi happy pride ✨🫶
okay y’all another update in the saga about the girl who wanted manga recs and may or may not be a republican
jury’s still out on whether or not she’d call me a slur but i do think she might be on drugs
maybe i’m just a bitch actually
okay y’all another update in the saga about the girl who wanted manga recs and may or may not be a republican
jury’s still out on whether or not she’d call me a slur but i do think she might be on drugs
connor storrie at the Vanity Fair Oscars After Party 💫 (via lucca)
still such an absolute serve
2 & 13 ask meme
HELLO thank you for asking and for creating these questions in the first place!!! 🥰
2. How did you first hear about Heated Rivalry?
so i’m pretty sure i saw the trailer cross my dash once or twice before the premiere bc let’s be honest anything gay will make its way to me at some point but i scrolled right past it ajsnxmskkxkd i was like hockey?? and it looks moody??? no thanks
cut to me seeing a gif of the shower scene a few weeks later and immediately opening hbo max in a horny haze and now here we are several months later. sorry i judged at first but i absolutely would’ve judged the books by their covers too so maybe it was simply the only way forward
13. Favorite character (besides Shane or Ilya)?
svetlana, hands DOWN. she’s such a rock but never came off as “mothering” ilya or pining over him or any of those other outdated and misogynistic tropes that romance writers often fall into. i’m super interested to see how her character will be adapted moving forward considering the changes made to her role in ilya’s life in the first season. honorable mentions to rose and yuna (can you tell i like women)
thanks again for asking!!!
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