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The Next Chapter in Your Life: What's coming in for you.

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*Insights and clarity on the next chapter or event in your life, bringing to light counsil and advice on events or times in your life that led up to this turning point. Guidance through spirit.*

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Pick A Card:

AMETHYST

RED TIGERS EYE

SODALITE

(Use your intuition to pick a card or crystal. Everybody has their own way of picking a card, do whatever is comfortable for you, don't overthink it, go with your gut instincts. Piles are down below)

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Amethyst.

The next chapter of your life I feel is coming up for you very soon. You are on the verge of it right now.

This has to do with a person in your life, I feel you have known this person for a long time, for some you may have even known this person since you were kids. You have been through a lot together, however I feel this person is blocking you from reaching your full potential. The dynamic between you both feels like a brick wall, there is no going up, in fact it feels as if you are both holding each other back, this energy is frustrating and painful.

This connection also feels very toxic. Someone here is quite argumentative and even temperamental (this could be you or the other person in the connection.) Im getting a lot of verbal abuse or arguments and conflicts here. However I am hearing the phrase "chain reaction" this person is being provoked which triggers their anger. You both bring out the worst in each other. Both of you, without meaning to, are projecting very toxic traits because of your involvement with one another.

I feel a lot of things has been said and repeated to try and change the dynamic and help the relationship between you two progress into a healthier one, however nothing changed. None of it made a difference. Im hearing a actions speak louder than words, now is your time to take action, nothing more needs to be said. This is the next big change, you finally being able to gain the courage to act on your words and walk away from this connection. You may feel that because you have known each other for so long and they have played a big role in your life it made it harder to cut them off so you didn't; but I feel that isn't the whole truth. You did not realise your worth, that is why you stayed. This is quickly changing for you.

You are learning to priotise yourself, love yourself and you should never feel guilty for that. Im hearing trauma bonds. If you are unaware of that term please look it up, I feel it might bring some of you some clarity. You have outgrown this person and it is time for you to free yourself. This was a lesson for you.

I had an image of someone rubbing out a pencil marking on a piece of paper and the paper tearing. I heard abrasive. This again is confirmation, instead of fixing this, it is time for you to start fresh, on a new page.

I feel that when you end this karmic cycle with this person, you will transform and blossom. This will not be an overnight process. You may feel burdened and regretful and start to find excuses or reasons why you should go back into this cycle, do not go back to the past, you will have to start all over again and it will cause more pain and anguish. This feeling will pass.

For some of you there are warnings of drug abuse. Please do not numb your pain, once you let it consume you, you will get through it. After this period of sadness you will feel full of life. You will have completed your transformation and will have become the best version of yourself. There are huge gifts here from the universe once you reach this stage in your life. Your energy feels vastly different. There is a surge of positivity and the universe is showering you with gifts, my clarifying cards are all major arcarnas, this is big.

There is someone coming in for you. This is a real, lasting commitment. This is healthy and someone who has gone through their own trauma and has come out the other side of it. This person is someone you have a soul to soul deep connection with, someone who is passionate. Your twin flame or soulmate.

By this point in your life you will have a completely new mindset, you will feel young and open to new possibilities, there is lots of excitement here. Your perspective on your entire life will have changed, you see everything differently, you see your past so differently from how you remember it. You view the future with passion and a fullness in your heart. I had a vision of a scene in breaking bad when walter white says "I am awake".

Numerology:

12: optimism and exploration

Moonology:

Look at the bigger picture

Adjustments are required

Astrology:

House Four: cultural and Family Roots, Home, Peace and Comfort (find things comforting to you, this will help you get through and heal)

House Nine: Spiritual Growth

Aries: Independence, Bravery and Passion

RED TIGERS EYE.

During this reading I channeled so many songs which was wierd, some of these songs I haven't heard in YEARS and others I've even barely listened to, I'll list them at the end; Maybe you like listening to music and it helps you to get through a particular time in your life, maybe your involved with music somehow or play an instrument, I dont know.. Perhaps particular songs will resonate for some of you..

This group feels similar to the first group, it actually feels a bit like group one in the future, after their transformation.

This group feels ready to start something new, in the past I feel there may have been a situation that you left and this took courage and strength (like pile 1) however you did it and you are now standing in your power. You are or will become the embodiment of empress/ Emperor energy very, very soon.

I feel there is a person you are cut off from. This is someone you don't view the same way you used to, could be a family member or relationship or even a friend, but whoever they are you are no longer in contact with them. I feel you have cut yourself off from them and regained your power.

This person had toxic behaviour patterns. I also feel an energy of codependency for some. I feel without this person you may feel lonely at times and miss them very much, or you may think about 'what could have been..' . You may have tendencies to self sabotage, although you have come a long way after leaving this connection, you sometimes stand in your own way when reminiscing about the past. I heard rose quartz, if you did my last PAC reading I wouldn't be surprised if some of you had picked the rose quartz pile. Otherwise working with rose quartz or wearing it will benefit you.

With the two of pentacles clarifying your current energy, I feel you go back and forth between feeling good and feeling sad, missing the past, however you are leaning more towards feeling good and ready to start something new, you are on the right path. You are so close, don't be the one that stands in your own way, your ready to let go, just focus on being present. I think you are pretty much waiting for a fresh start, for something new to come along you want to feel that passion again.

Opportunities are waiting to open up for you once you let go of past attachments, this was clarified by The Wheel Of Fortune, the universe is giving you something you are destined to have, this is fated. What this is exactly is unclear, it is specific to you personally. However you cannot fill your glass up with fresh water if there is still old water inside it.

I feel you are coming out of hibernation, its your time. There are things opening up for you and universe ready to gift you with opportunities, open yourself up to them. For some people you might want to look into cord cutting, this may help speed things up and catapult you forwards.

I heard making your own luck, it is up to you if you wish to unlock these opportunities, something about this past toxic situation still bothers you or creeps up now and again and its time to forgive and forget, let yourself shine and live a life full if adventure.

In the next chapter of your life, you will be emotionally stable, secure and fulfilled. I see you being a beacon of light, you are love. You are ready to let your hair down have fun "my past behind me like a ponytail" lol. Your feeling beautiful and free. This is so special ❤

(Very random) Channeled songs:

Movin on- Mya

Changes- 2pac

I've been hustled- Mila J

Let it be- The beatles

T-shirt- Shontelle

How to save a life- The Fray

Numerology:

20: Strength, awareness and sensitivity

Moonology:

End of a tough cycle approaches.

Step out of your comfort zone.

Astrology:

Yang: Proactivity, Expression, Doing and Forward Motion.

South Node: Destined To Release

House Five: Passion, Play, Children, Confidence and Creativity

SODALITE.

Either you or the universe cut someone out of your life for you. This person was a snake, they did not have your best interest at heart. They may have used you but played dumb to your face, this person was only looking for personal gains. This person is a great manipulator..

I feel they are still energetically around you, maybe you have not fully let this go. For some of you, you may even subconsciously want this person back in your life so you can feel validated because this took a huge blow to your ego. There is lots of resentment here. This is all very psychological but either way by holding on to this person and not fully moving past this, whether it be consciously or not, it is manifesting blocks in other areas of your life.

I actually feel the universe may be purposely blocking opportunities that you are seeking, this is leaving you feeling frustrated and trying to force your way into an opportunity or avenue, this won't work out because there is a reason for the lack of opportunity and blocks. The universe/ your spirit guides are calling for you to pause, reflect and heal. There is a lesson within the stagnancy here.

You are learning (or have learnt) to let go of control and flow with life, to persevere. (Try again- aaliyah) You are also being ask to trust the universe and have patience. All you deserve will come to you. Divine timing. Some of you are going through or have gone through a spiritual awakening. You are working on your emotional well-being. This person was the catalyst for these lessons.

Once you have stopped forcing yourself to get opportunities, wether it be finding a job, completing education or making friends, anything that you think you need, things will begin to move forwards.

Its quite funny actually, the best way for you to move forwards in your life is by doing nothing. By nothing I mean nothing in the material world, what spirit is calling for you to do is be with yourself and accept things as is. Finding gratitute in the little things, just being present. Once you find peace within yourself everything else seems to fall into place without you lifting a finger.

Accept the past, forgive this person and yourself. I had a vision of a phoenix rising from the ashes, scorpio energy, spirit is calling you to do shadow work if you haven't already done. This could all be past energy I'm talking about for some of you.

The next chapter of your life your manifestations are flying in. However for a very select few of you, be careful of not repeating a cycle, I honestly don't feel you will, but it is a slight possibility if you don't try to live in the present and give yourself closure over the situation in the past. This is only for one or two of you because I am seeing most of you will get through this period of stagnancy and be rewarded for it.

I had a vision of a room being caught on fire and the fire quickly spreading. This felt good, liberating actually. I feel this is a representation of things quickly changing for you when letting go of past baggage.

In the next chapter of your life you will be given choices, whatever you want to do is on the tips of your fingers, the world is your oyster. You are becoming (or probably already are) a powerful manifestor, you will be so caught up in your manifestations and your life that the past will be forgotten and seem like a distant memory.

Numerology:

222: Faith and trust

Moonology:

Adjustments are required

Dont let pride get in your way

Astrology:

House Nine: spiritual Growth

Earth: persistent, patient and practicality

Chiron: hurt and heal

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*Disclaimer* This reading is for entertainment purposes only. I am not responsible for decisions made based of general readings, that is called free will. Take what resonates with you and leave the rest. Rights credited to @tarakaler

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Full Snow Moon in Leo ♦︎ Moon Magick Pick A Card

Full Snow Moon was in Leo on 12 February🦁This is one of the last FMs before March’s Spring Equinox, our true aenergetic new year. With this Sun/Leo/5H aenergy and the Snow Moon’s theme revolving around ‘introspection’, as part of your New Year’s Resolution or something, if you must make a clear intent, intend the year to be one of Abundance and Prosperity specifically through FUN AND PLAY!!🤩💫🎉

That’s just how it is with Leo/5H aenergy, babe. Fun in the Sun~🌞🐈All things considered, wouldn’t you agree that Humanity deserves a LYFE of FUN AND PLAY whilst remaining considerate and thoughtful? Fuck 'psychopathy-based capitalism' and bring in the era of Solarpunk!🌤Abundance for all, sensibly and in harmony with the Planet, something like that? Yeah, that should be possible provided enough of us DEMAND that Reality🥰🌬🌊

Anyway, this Leo FM, whichever House the Moon falls in your natal chart, just know that she’s inviting you to reconnect with your Inner Child🪺The pure-hearted child who—probably—saw itself with much higher Integrity before the hustle of adolescence robbed it of its Innocence🌼

So many of us—and this isn’t just a Gen MZ thing either—have unknowingly sustained so much discipline trauma caused by sociopathic authority figures who abused their power to subjugate us—whether through the ‘family system’ or education system; religious system or economic system; and whatever other kinds of System existing in Society🚂

‘They never pay the slaves enough so they can get free, just enough so they can stay alive and come back to work.’ – Charles Bukowski

One way or another, every one of us was forced to devote ourselves to things and tasks that essentially didn’t matter in the grand scheme of our Highest Intended Destiny. It’s caused so much fear and chaos bubbling deep in the psyche🫕This Full Snow Moon in Leo, use this aenergy to further release those chains and shackles of trauma and fear—and even a sense of unworthiness—so that by Spring Equinox, you’re ready as heck to embrace or embark(!) on a new chapter of Life of Liberty~🎮🗽🎇

It all starts in the mind, baby. What's your agreement? In this new paradigm, if you ain’t gon be walkin' at your own pace and makin' your own rules—sensibly and responsibly (Leo themes)—what even is the point of having survived your Life thus far~?🏍

in the feels: Child by NCT MARK

docu: The Enslavement of the Middle Class on Jake Tran

deck-bottom: Ace of Swords Rx, Red Geographer (Marco Polo) & Priestess of Integrity

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Pile 1 – Illuminate the World with Your Passion

c h i l d – Ace of Pentacles

Do you remember the small activities you enjoyed as a kid?🎲The grownups might’ve called them your ‘hobbies’, but to you they simply felt like things and endeavours that were ‘natural’ for you to engage in. Natural inclinations would fit the bill better. Some of these activities held a puzzle piece of what you’re meant to do well into adulthood🧩

The child in you was inherently attracted to them because subconsciously you were training yourself in the Art of just that very engagement⛳️For instance, say that you were unusually ‘passionate’ about jigsaw puzzle as a kid, this in itself could be your ‘hint’ at how when you’d become a grownup, that mind that loves to solve problems and figure out the bigger picture would be utilised to solve puzzles and mysteries that exist in the world🎯

So just like that, even an unusual pull towards playing jigsaw puzzles could hold a glimmering inkling that you’re meant to be a detective or a criminologist or a psychologist, or whatever resonates, really🏸OK, so this is just one example of a scenario—bottom line is: remember some activities that you used to be so unusually drawn to doing and get refamiliarized with them NOW~🌞

p l a y – 7 of Wands Rx

Why? Because the ignited passion—or reignited if you’d forgotten them for a while—could open up a path of understanding deep within your psyche, what would lead you to figuring out what you’re meant to do in this next chapter of your Life~!🔥Leo is the ruler of the 5H, there lies our hobbies and innate, even special, interests what would LINK us with others of similar views and values☃️❄️⛄️

Those other people with similar tastes and possibly even goals, can be understood by your 11H—House of Aquarius; House of our Communities. Here with the 7 of Wands in reverse, you’re being invited to redefine what ‘networking’ means for you on a deeply spiritual fashion. Who are your people, babe? Actually, what kind of person do you even want to be perceived as?🍂

You VIBE attracts your TRIBE, remember? And most importantly, with all of these natural inclinations that you are surely very apt at, what do you want to do with them and who do you want to inspire?🌻What typa collective can you uplift with your warm sunshine? Hmm, people who live passionately are indeed warm🥰

i n n o c e n c e – 2 of Cups

As you maintain your vibrations high and feel safe in your daily activities that are, hopefully, aligned with your 5H inclinations, you’ll be met with miraculous situations where the Universe puts people and events in your path what would only enhance your experience in those 5H pursuits that you resonate with🥁

In essence, with this Full Snow Moon in Leo, I’m seeing that you’ll feel much less burdened by the duties of Life that in the grand scheme of everything don’t feel that big for your Soul🪕You get that? I don’t see you becoming irresponsible, not at all; I’m only seeing you more able to prioritise what’s truly, truly essential to do at a given time🎲

And so, with that renewed mindset, or attitude, so to speak, you become less and less hard on yourself and even less do you give a fuck about what others think about the stage/phase of your Life’s development right now💖It’s very liberating, but even more importantly, you’ll see just how fast you manifest everything that’s essential to you right now by just being… lighthearted and easy-going💝

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Red Astrologer (William Lilly) & Priestess of Illumination

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Pile 2 – Sparkles of Courage in a Terrified World

c h i l d – Knight of Cups Rx

Wow, the appearance of the Knight of Cups in reverse here is very unique for you, Pile 2. Rather than this being you, I feel more strongly that this card is depicting your understanding of how the people around you, or the world in general, tend to be such timid creatures🐇It’s like, from quite a young age you were already deeply aware, if not disturbed, by the fact that most people were never brave enough to follow their own passions. They’re afraid of listening to their own hearts; and it has always been such a bummer for you to realise that all by yourself🐋

Generally speaking, it’s because you’re one of those very brave individuals who’d always put yourself first before anybody else’s opinions or demands. It’s because you’re quite ‘spiritual’ in the sense that you truly believe in what or where your Heart tells you to go~🐾

Funny thing is, there is simply so much medicine in this courage, reserved for only those who are also finding ways to listen more to their Hearts. But for others who’ve devoted themselves to being sheeples? You appear kinda reckless and they’re gonna have a field trip gossiping about you when you make just one tiny mistake… but so what?🌚

p l a y – Knight of Wands

All the geniuses in the world take pleasure in self-experimentation. When it comes to experiments, my gosh, errors mistakes and failures are bound to happen. It’s normal for you but not for stupid, unimaginative, unoriginal, non-innovative bitches. So you don’t have to listen to their dismissal. Keep being you and keep shining your Light—more like, keep warming the world with the Fire in your Heart. We all know the world right now could do with more of that❤️‍🔥

I dunno why your aenergy keeps making me think of Jennie Kim hahah But anyway, this FM in Leo wants to remind you that a person such as yourself, simply with the amount of passion that you possess, can be a significant healing presence in the lives of others. If you just focus on this aspect of yourself, you’ll soar higher faster because you’re making that conscious choice of thinking very highly of yourself🎀

It’s surely not narcissism; it’s self-love, self-respect, coz you’re obviously not stupid enough to not be able to see your effects on people🪬This year, embrace this of yourself more and more and before long… wow, I don’t even know what’s in store for you this year, but something BIG is literally just around the corner and you're attracting it fast by your positive outlook!⏳

i n n o c e n c e – 9 of Wands Rx

No more being hard on yourself just for people-pleasing this year! ‘I ain’t making myself smaller so it’s easy for you to digest me anymore. Y’all can choke,’ is your MANTRA this year—more than any other years you’ve lived thus far lmao The essence of your innocence this year is that you’re carrying yourself back to calm waters. No more wars—not the ones INSIDE of your head. You got that?🌊

If you’re gonna go to war this time around, it’s a war with the sick world where you’re EJECTING yourself from either the rat race or the brainwash of smallness. You were born big, meant to be big, and even bigger still you’re gonna prove yourself to be. You have all the power in you to inspire the world around you. But first, reconnect with the joy of being alive💐

I think it’s joie de vivre in French? ‘Exuberant enjoyment of Life’. That sounds like something you’d find in any Ghibli movie hahah Enjoy something creative. Eat what you want when you want and sleep as much or as little as it is sensible to you. You’re learning to live again, but more importantly, you’re learning to really show up AS YOURSELF, unapologetically🍍

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Green Historian (Herodotus) & Priestess of Inspiration

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Pile 3 – Lighten Up, You’re Only One You

c h i l d – King of Swords Rx

Do you often feel like you’re responsible for other people’s wellbeing? You could’ve felt this way since you were a kid, yeah? For some, it could’ve been that you grew up in a toxic environment where you were constantly put on the spotlight or you were made to feel like you were always the one with everything to prove. Either way, this caused you to develop a rather frantic way of dealing with duties and a sense of responsibility🤨

It could’ve felt like the burden of the whole world was on your shoulders. If you don’t take charge of a situation well enough, you fear that someone’s responses or reactions could be calamitous. In a sense, you couldn’t help but develop a ‘hero complex’ or ‘saviour complex’ in which most of the time you were just trying to save yourself from other people’s wrath😖

Babe, I’m just saying, this ain’t healthy. But of course you know that. And if you’re reading this and this is your main pile, I’d like to validate your experiences and confirm to you that you’re well on your way out of this sad programming. Baby, baby, the world is healing and so are you~💋🧠⛑

p l a y – 3 of Pentacles Rx

We’ve entered a new paradigm, right? In this new wave of consciousness, we’re no longer tolerating situations and environments where we are made to feel inadequate or hard to love. I see that you’re further separating yourself from that old wave of consciousness. If you’ve actually made the decision to ‘leave that old world’ a long time ago, I see that recently you could’ve just been dealing with some remnants of a heartbreak🪡

All things considered, your Spirit Guides are convincing you that you’re already in safe waters. But more importantly than that, the ‘waters’ in your brains—the chemicals—are returning to balance! Are you feeling this or not, babe?🤩

In a strange way of saying it, I see that you’re gradually taking back your sanity. There’s this feeling like, ‘Where have I been the last xx months/years?’ Or you could simply feel like the peace and calm and the certainty that you’re feeling now is exactly the natural state of being you 'should’ve been able' to access from a long time ago. It’s that kind of a feeling~😑

i n n o c e n c e – 4 of Wands Rx

But of course, it isn’t to say that your hardships up until now didn’t serve a purpose, right? I know all of us are sick of being told this kind of thing lmao But it’s so true for reasons that may be too convoluted. But since the Priestess of Protection is accompanying you here, I’d like to say that your hardships were not at all ‘part of your karma’ in the sense of you having done something bad in a different lifetime😷

If this has been your main message, I hope you know that without a doubt you are a Lightworker of sort. You have this ‘supernatural ability’ to transmute some negative karma in this world. I think that’s exactly why you chose to be born in tough situations and upbringing, all so that you could exercise your Lightwork on those types of situations. The ripple effect will be felt by all inhabiting Planet Earth, you know😊

That said, this FM in Leo would love to just say that the hard part of your Lightworker training is over. All that needed doing and seeing is seen and done. You’re no longer responsible for other people’s lack of common sense nor are you to blame when somebody else is lacking empathy when viewing a situation🧳All of the understanding and compassion you’ve ever poured into the 'wrong people'… all of that you give to yourself now. Be happy, child. You were only a child~😜

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But once the feeling passes, I question "was this feeling ever real?" When it fades, so does the importance it once held:

What is internal emotional permeance and emotional object constancy? (Disorganized attachment style edition)

Individuals with a disorganized attachment style or Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) often struggle with these concepts, but in this post, I’ll focus on a different manifestation of these patterns. Instead of seeking constant verbal reassurance or relying on continual acts of love to confirm that someone cares for you, I’m exploring how this dynamic unfolds internally. It's about the emotional barrier between you and your mind—where you can only care about or desire something or someone if that feeling is constant and always present. This habit can influence your emotional responses toward yourself and others; it may even bleed into your way of thinking and how you process emotions, on some days you might even experience moments of despair or hopelessness, but once the intensity of those feelings fades, so does their significance. In those intense moments, nothing else feels real, and no words or actions can alleviate them. But once the feeling subsides, the desire to understand it further also dissipates. This can cause a sense of disconnection from your own emotional experiences, leading you to question their validity or reality. When the emotional intensity drops, there's a difficulty in maintaining a "mental representation" of that feeling. This leaves you with a sense of emptiness or confusion, as if the emotion evaporated or never mattered to begin with. If your emotions can feel so real one moment and vanish the next, it's hard to believe in their authenticity, which feeds into a fear of abandonment. If you can't trust your own feelings, it's natural to worry if what you are feeling is real or true. This uncertainty makes it challenging to desire or pursue romantic connections, even though there's a part of you that longs for them.

When you struggle with this, it's not just about needing reassurance from others-it's about needing reassurance from yourself that your feelings are valid, even when they change.

In essence, it's the inability to feel something unless it completely consumes you. Subconsciously, you don’t allow yourself to want, care, or love another unless the emotion fills every part of your being. You start to question, doubt, and dismiss any thought or feeling once it fades. You may find yourself questioning your authentic feelings toward someone because "you can’t feel it anymore." The overwhelming emotion is no longer occupying your mind or causing that deep sense of longing, leading you to wonder if it ever truly existed.

It's when you meet someone new and don’t feel an instant spark or longing, you may dismiss them altogether. You tell yourself, "He can't be important—there's no immediate desire, so I can never truly want him. If he leaves now, no part of me will care." Instead of letting them in, you list every reason why they won’t fulfill your unspoken needs, and the cycle continues.

Then, when you do find yourself drawn to someone—when they check every irrational box on your list—the feeling suddenly vanishes one day. You ask yourself, "Do I even want him anymore? Why don’t I care as much as I did before? And why does it feel like I’m no longer attracted to him?" Any sense of permanence or consistency with them withers away, leaving you stuck in a state of stagnation and detachment. You think, "These feelings aren’t consuming me anymore, which must mean he was never important. If he were, my emotions would remain constant, and I wouldn’t be questioning my desire for him."

It’s the same when you listen to a song that stirs something deep within you—a hopeless emotion that lingers in the back of your mind. In those moments, all you feel is intensity lurking in the shadows. But once the song ends, so do the emotions it brought.

It’s like sitting on your bed, the weight of the world pressing down on your shoulders. In that moment, you feel nothing but despair, as if there’s no purpose, no meaning, no desire to continue. The heaviness is real, present. But when it eventually passes, as all feelings do, you can’t grasp it again.

You dismiss those feelings, telling yourself, "I feel okay now." The weight is gone, so you question whether you ever truly felt it at all. If an emotion can fade, you convince yourself it was never significant to begin with.

And so, the cycle continues.

You tell yourself that feelings must be constant in order to be real. "I have to always feel this way," you insist, "and if I don’t, then the feelings were never meaningful."

These habits quietly build walls around you, creating emotional barriers that prevent you from desiring someone—or something—deeply again. But allowing emotions to consume you isn’t realistic or healthy. Instead, your mind constructs defenses that hinder your ability to genuinely care, often rooted in past wounds and a lack of self-trust. You find reasons why a person isn’t right for you or downplay your emotions once they start to fade. Yet, this only distances you further from what you truly crave: connection.

At some point, your trust was broken. The love you gave went unrecognized. The safety and care you longed for never arrived. To protect yourself from pain, you’ve learned to see emotions in black and white. If a feeling isn’t always present, you assume it was never real.

Now, without realizing it, you move through life with a mindset designed to keep you "safe." But this self-protection creates a deep internal distance. You long for partnership and security in another’s presence, yet something always seems to stall the connection from forming. You search for a soul who can bring you the ease you’ve never known, yet even when you find someone who offers it, something within you resists. If you don’t recognize these subconscious patterns—the ways you undermine yourself—how can you ever break free?

As humans, we long for love and connection. We seek bonds that provide security, warmth, and belonging. Though certain emotions may seem fleeting, they never truly disappear. Instead, your mind tells you, "It’s time to let this go." But in reality, the feeling doesn’t vanish—it simply fades from conscious awareness. The question remains: how can emotions that once consumed you seem to dissolve so completely? Whether in longing for love or battling internal turmoil, if the feeling came once, it will come again.

This is especially true for those who struggle to find a partner. You seek connections that won’t leave you questioning. You search for eyes that whisper, "You won’t lose feelings for me." This is a self-protection tactic—your body’s way of shielding you from the fear of caring for someone who might ultimately leave. You worry that the person you choose won’t choose you in return. So, you set impossible expectations for yourself, thinking, "If they can meet these standards, then I’ll feel safe choosing them. If they can withstand my emotional shifts, they must be significant."

Accept your desire for connection. Acknowledge that part of you longs to be held. It’s okay to care for someone, even if your feelings fluctuate in the beginning.

Connections are meant to be built—they take time. You can’t expect to instantly know someone, especially if their presence alone is your only reassurance of safety. Trust their actions. Trust your gut. You may crave a love so deep that no one else can recognize it, but the expectation of constant yearning only distances you from those already choosing you. If you question your feelings for someone, acknowledge the emotions, but also examine their roots.

Where is the hesitation coming from? Is it fear? Is it past abandonment? Is it because the person you once chose ended up choosing another? Is it because your mother never loved you the way you needed? Is it because your father withdrew when you needed him most? Is it because your emotional needs were never acknowledged? If so, recognize that those past wounds triggered a defense—a switch inside you that tells you to run before it’s too late.

Healing is not linear, and it won’t happen overnight. The first step is awareness—recognizing that part of you is still operating from fear.

You are not alone, and you are not broken. You can change. Your soul is asking to be seen. Grant yourself the grace and validation you seek; that is where healing begins.

[remanence-of-love]

[theprincientist]

[quotemadness]

“A huge amount of freedom comes when you take nothing personally.”

— Don Miguel Ruiz

[aphrodicci]

𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔤𝔞𝔪𝔢

♇ i promise, this is going to be the second to last milestone game that'll be in schedule! the last game will be even bigger, but i was indecisive about this actually but i was moved to do this when i was speaking to a friend of mine, i hope many of you join because when im serious about stopping/droppings things im serious about them!

𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔤𝔞𝔪𝔢

♇ just like my previous games, there'll be an exchange that'll be involved with it, there'll be no anons allowed in the game, sorry babes but i'll need to know who you are! and who's energy i'll be channelling, in a couple of rows/paragraphs there'll be questions you guys are able to choose. if i set out the rules please look at the #plutogame or #plutogames hashtag because anyone who doesnt follow the rules will be blocked.

♇ there'll be a shufflemancy in the game, i'll shuffle my 700+ song spotify playlist lol and see what i can get for you; you dont need to do it for me, but if you want to, dont be afraid!

𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔯𝔲𝔩𝔢𝔰

⟶ please give me your initials or your big three!

⟶ like and reblog this post.

⟶ please be patient!

⟶ and remember that you will have to exchange the question you will ask me. you will also have to be following me.

⟶ and please read over the asks you'll send me because i will be deleting the asks that dont follow the simple rules accordingly, if you submit your asks twice and be like [oh i forgot to add this in but...i will thank you for your exchange but not answer your asks like the others :)]

⟶ also, when i answer your asks can you please leave feedback, i know it seems like im asking for so much, but many people on tumblr dont have basic manners...

anyone who doesnt listen will be:

BLOCKED

⟶ 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰

↳ what does [initials] think/feel about you.

↳ how will the media perceive you if you were famous.

↳ secrets you need to know.

↳ your future romantic life!

⟶ 𝔢𝔵𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔰

↳ my initials are A.S and my big three is aqua sun, scorpio moon and sagittarius rising!

↳ if you're doing the "what does [initials] think/feel about you; there's four people you can do for me [im a slut], the one you feel more attracted to you can do, and if you get any negative messages dont be afraid to put it in!

⟶ T.E - SCORPIO SUN, AQUARIUS MOON AND VIRGO RISING.

⟶ J.H - AQUARIUS SUN, LIBRA MOON AND I THINK PISCES RISING?

⟶ V.H - CANCER SUN, VIRGO MOON AND ARIES RISING.

⟶ E.F - LIBRA SUN AND FIRE MOON?

pluto

[aphrodicci]

Will be leaving the game open until to least evening

[msscorpiomooon-deactivated20230]

[maybe-an-aspd-angel]

Feel cute, might explode in a fit of absolute fucking rage later.

[aphrodicci]

Taurus and Sagittarius placements

[leakyrocktarot]

I was woken up abruptly with something to say;

Never confuse what you are offered with what you are worth.

ok goodnight 💀

[cwote]

Small Ways To Improve Your Life

make your bed to immediately make your room look more put together

water first, then coffee or tea

pray or meditate, even just for ten minutes, to set the tone for your day

browse the news headlines ( & read the articles that interest you when you’ve got time)

wear something you feel b o m b in

listen to music while doing your daily activities-commuting, cleaning, cooking, exercising

smile at at least two people

smile at YOURSELF

call or message someone you love

eat food that makes you feel radiant

make lists of things you need to accomplish for the day

stretch for 10 minutes

record in your phone the positive thoughts you have so you can remember them

carry water with you (always always always)

shut off your phone for an hour and have some ME time

take a hot shower or bath at the end of a stressful day

try to make plans to spend time with someone at least once a week

think about 3 things you are grateful for at the end of each day

do something calming, relaxing, and non-electronic 30 minutes before you sleep

sleep pants-less

[karmicstar]

#healing #healingjourney #selfhealing #ancestorsspeak #ancestralhealing #selflove #selflovechallenge https://www.instagram.com/p/CPPJe15N5Lo/?utm_medium=tumblr

[raveezus]

No Love like Self Love.