Just me

Sharing some situations with whoever's interested in my life I guess... -I'm 18 -bisexual -reader&writer -English isn't my first language

[roguerogerss]

other people having one normal crush:

my libra ass:

[matea-blackthorn]

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But it is pLAtOniC you guys.

[sunflowerraindays]

Instagram post by Tom Felton • May 13, 2020 at 2:13am UTC

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A whole mood

Or more like my mood since the announcement came that Hamilton will be on Disney+

[mareluna3001]

[sunflowerraindays]

Real Talk

So some of you are complaining that this one friend of yours is a part of LGBTQ+ and you don't know how to deal with it?

Let me tell you: two of my friends aren't a part of LGBTQ+. You know how confusing that shit is?

Like we're all talking about how we fancy no one to everyone or everything in between. And there are those two who are like "I only fancy females/males"

like...

How boring must that be for you?

Do you wanne talk abou that?

[sunflowerraindays]

The number of the day is:

36

Because every goddamn answer at the math test was

36

Why would you do that to the students? Do you have any idea how confusing it is when all the answers are the same?

[sunflowerraindays]

Not finished but it's late and I'm tired as hell.

P.s.:if you have the patience to read it have fun and I hope you enjoy it. If you don't well than don't it isn't meant for anyone to read anyways but somehow you stumbled over this post so maybe it's faith I guess;)

[sunflowerraindays]

I don't know what just happened...

So I have this little crush on my German Teacher and we where supposed to write a poem in the style of "Sturm und Drang" (there is no English Word for it😅) and I write poems in my free time so I'm not the worst at it. However I wrote about a forbidden love because I'm an idiot and helpless romantic. He just told me that reading my poem made him really happy over the christmas holidays and I just stood there like...ok thanks bye.

Like don't give me any signs that I could interpretate as you liking me because it's just a crush. But also I'm happy that I created something that have made someone happy...

[sunflowerraindays]

Stability

I'm so happy right now to know that whatever happens in my life I have at least this one thing that never changes and gives me stability... What it is? Oh a boy I barely know sends every evening at 22:30 a "Good Night" Snap with a black background and a "Good Night" in white letters. Yes that's basically it. But if I don't receive this snap one day I'm gonna call the police so they can check if everything is ok with him. Having said that... I wish you a Good Night

[sunflowerraindays]

Christmas dinner

Me every "last" year: "my stomach hurts!!! I'm never gonna eat that much again"

Me this and every single year "after": "damn this pudding looks delicious and this ice cream. What grandma made three types of chocolate cake? GIVE IT TO ME!!!"

Well guess who's stomach is dying right know...

[sunflowerraindays]

Releasing stress

So I wrote my last exam for this year and I'm so happy about it. But also we got a lot of homework over the holiday I needed to release a little bit of my stress and my mum just gave me a palette of acrylic colours. I'm feeling a lot better now😁

[sunflowerraindays]

Looking good

Ok but I'm just saying... Ed looked extra good today 🤗. So he was wearing his glasses, these harry-potter ones and he cut his hair like VERY short. But it suits him... and the best of it: he was wearing a dang Christmas sweater and damn it looked so good on him😍

[sunflowerraindays]

Family issues

So my aunt is staying over for the weekend and we really much look alike. And wherever we go everyone is assuming that we are mother and daughter. It's funny most of the times. But... my mum is really pissed. She's not even low key about it. The last time she nearly screamed at one man who was joking that I look more like my aunt rather than my real mum... so in conclusion: it was a very fun weekend👍🏻

[sunflowerraindays]

Pirates ship sky... I guess?

And now the sky has turned into a grey-black/ very dark blue and my beloved spotify is giving me sea shanties... I love it🥰

I feel like I'm on a ship faraway and in the middle of an ocean. Just the sky is about our heads and we can feel an upcoming storm. The wind is getting colder and stronger and the sky gets darker. The wood under our feet is moving to the unknown beat of what is before us. But we aren't scared. Because we trust. We trust the others, that everyone will do what they can. We trust our captain,that he will decide what's the best to do. And we trust the sea. That eather it will help us master this storm and stay with us till the end. Or that it will let us have last adventure with the ones we trust the most, we care about the most. So we know that we will live. On this ship and after the storm. Or forever in the sea with our beloved ones...

[sunflowerraindays]

Calming sky

This beautiful moment when the music is fitting the situation perfectly...

I'm in the bus on my way home. It's getting dark outside and the sun is slowly going down. And the sky is painted in a beautifull pinkish-violett and it's so calming to sit in the warmth and just looking at the sky as it slowly transforms into a darker shade of violet and blue. It almost looks like a deep ocean. The shadows from the trees are looking like it's a picture. And in my head there's a perfect melody from a beautiful song and even if I don't know the lyrics it fits so perfectly right now...

[sunflowerraindays]

Normal conversation in my class...

Ed: "So, how fare are you?"

Simon: "farther than you. I've already wrote a Textanalyse"

Ed: " What? You have already wrote a whole Analyse?"

Flo: "No he has wrote "a Textanalyse" "

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But what if I told you the truth? About how much I miss you, when you're not around. And how I hope to reach a piece of your heart while I'm not telling you how it hurts seeing you with her...