i will always see you in random rocks that i find. i will see you in every sunset. i will think of you when October rolls around. i will wonder if you are falling asleep to your sleepy tv. when i see a tacoma my heart will probably still skip a beat thinking that it is yours. the same heart skip that i held so closely every time your name lit up on my phone. when i see things pennywise or baby yoda related, i will wonder if you have seen it first, and if i ever visit our place by the lake i will reminisce on the good couple of times we shared there. believe me when i say that i will always have love for you. but i have to accept that you won't, at least not the same love that i feel and have felt since the day i met you. your heart is somewhere else making new memories and i have to accept that and move on.
i'm letting you go now. i have to let go completely and leave you be.
