ChaoticBrain

They/Them, SPN, TheWinchesters, GothamKnights, Cons and other nerd stuff. This will be as chaotic as I am. 💚💙🪽🦇🌈🖤🦊🐺

[suou88]

As it seems like Twitter is going to be even more insufferable as it already is, I reactivate my Tumblr and try to be more active here. As I wanted to start some kind of blog including con memories and photos anyways why not here?

Not that I have followers here (yet) but maybe over time I’ll gain some. Worked at Twitter before, so why not here as well? 🤷🏻‍♀️

If you want to give me a follow but wanna know what to expect: nothing and everything.

My chaotic ADHD brain has the habit to cross every single plan I’m might have anyways so why bother with doing plans? 😂

I think I’ll just go with the flow. Post some con photos, OPs, thoughts, maybe write down a few memories and show some of my drawings. ☺️

Happy to meet new and old friends, so don’t be shy to reach out to me. 🫶

Greets Jess(i)

[suou88]

I tried something new. ☺️ I’m taking some online curses to learn more about drawing itself and using procreate specifically.

Something like this was one of the exercise pieces. I did my own version of it now. I think this will come in handy for future projects if I need some backgrounds. 😁

[suou88]

Today I wanna show you some of my works in progress. I tend to switch between projects if I’m stuck at something on my way. 😁

This way I don’t get to frustrated and can start over after a few days with a fresh mind.

Takes forever to finish something but at least I’m practicing every day and don’t give up entirely as I tend to when I’m too annoyed by not getting things right as fast as I’d like.

As I’m struggling with colouring again, I switched from this to another black and white portrait. But I’ll soon start to work again on my coloured works. ☺️

[suou88]

Even though I didn’t posted something the last few days I wasn’t lazy.

I was working on two new projects (well, three actually but one isn’t finished yet).

To do something more cute and funny I tried to draw a Chibi!Cas. ☺️

And for the more realistic part I decided to give poor Misha a bit of rest after drawing him so many times and decided to try drawing Sam Winchester (still a baby in the early seasons. 🥹 )

I’m normally not very found of my own art but while it isn’t perfect I definitely see some improvement. 😃

So, I’ll still practicing and not giving up hope to get it even but better over time.

[suou88]

So, yesterday my inspiration came from seeing a post from MalMuses and CraftedGeekery on Twitter. ☺️ Mal poster an adorable crocheted bat that Craft did.

And as I love Mals fic including an adorable bat Dean as well, I just doodled away a bit. This rough sketch is the result and as people seem to like it, I’ll share it with you as well. ☺️

Also a link to the cute fic. I feel like everyone should read a bit of bat Dean. Plus it’s a little bit of an homage to the #BatBrats right? 😁🦇

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[suou88]

I try to practice every day now. My favorite drawing subject is probably non deniable. 🙈😂

Took some online lessons as well to get a better idea of how perspectives, proportions, light and shadow are working and how to use them to get an 3d effect on your drawings.

Pretty basic things but really useful to refresh that knowledge. ☺️

I hope I can some day accomplish to catch his entire beautiful being in a picture I draw. My goal is to be able to show what I feel about people and things I’m drawing.

I probably will never be a perfect realistic artist like some other amazing folks. But I’m working on finding my own style and go on from there.

Here my latest b/w practice sketch of my favorite human being aka angel in disguise. 🥰🫶💙🪽🦇

[suou88]

I’m still working on my drawing skills and get regularly annoyed and frustrated if things just won’t work out. 🙈😂 I’m a perfectionist and if things aren’t going as I want it I can get a bit violent. 🙈😂

So I left my started projects and did some black and white shadowing/lighting exercise instead. 😬

I think I start to get a grip on that but we’ll see in future drawings.

I’ve signed up for some online classes though. Hopefully I’ll learn some tricks there. ☺️

[suou88]

Guess who’s deadly tired this morning because they forgot time during some drawing practice?

Yes, it’s me. 😂 I thought it might be around 22 or something but as I looked at the time it was already after 0 and my alarm goes off at 5:15 am. 😬😂🙈

This is the reason: I kinda wanted to try drawing Jimmy. So far it turned out great but let’s see how it’s going when I add the basic details. 🙄

[suou88]

I think the world needs more smiling Misha. His smile makes the day brighter. And if you ask me: the whole world as well.

Every time I see him smile wholeheartedly with his cute wrinkles and scrunches up nose, I can’t help myself and smile as well.

So, if I’m not feeling well, I just look as him and things don’t look as dull anymore. ☺️🫶💙🪽🦄

[mishacollins]

You all musthave really needed change for your parking meters—this sold out in just a few hours! Thanks, everyone… and thank you for helping make Ukraine safer for its people.

You may have missed out on the coin, but you haven’t missed out on the chance to be a part of this humanitarian effort. Please donate: bit.ly/DemineUkraine

[suou88]

You wanna do an act of kindness? Here’s a suggestion what you can do. If you can’t donate, spread the word instead. 😁🫶

[suou88]

Feeling a bit blue today. 😪 And I miss my unicorn. Struggling a bit with my art as well what is a bit frustrating. 😬

I’m sure all will work out in the end but right now I’m just meh. 🙈 Maybe the fandom drama on bird app effects me once more that it should.

[suou88]

Did a little promo thing and turned Catstiel in Harvey Cat. ☺️

As y’all liked Cat!Cas so much I thought you’d like Cat!Harv as well. 😁

[suou88]

Hiii, can I use the cat!Cas you drew as pfp?

My blog name is catstiel and it's so cute.

Please 🙏

Uhm, pfp=profile picture?

As long as you give credit that would be fine with me. ☺️

[suou88]

So, my brain told me I should draw my version of Catstiel. 😬 And thanks to ADHD and hyper focus I finished it in two days. 😂🙈

For once I’m pretty pleased with the outcome. 🥰 I was always a fan of Catstiel and might have read every fic there is to this trope. 😁

One especially stuck in my mind. Don’t by tricia_16 with the gorgeous art by Nikkole (@ NP_Infeniteart)

I didn’t wanna make a copy but one in my own style (which I still have to find).

Tell me what you think of it. ☺️🫶

(Please don’t repost! Sharing/reblog,retweet is fine)

[louferrignojrofficial]

OH NO

[suou88]

Ugh… 🫠

[suou88]

Today I choose to share a piece of art I’m a wee bit proud of. I think it turned out good for my second attempt on coloured portraits. 😁

It took forever to get his facial features right but you can recognise him, I guess. ☺️

Misha means a lot to me, so I was determined to get it right. 😊 Someday he might sign it for me.

Plus I use this again to remind you of this:

Support Misha Collins's Fundraiser towards Humanitarian Demining | UNITED24 (Ukraine House DC Foundation) (Powered by Donorbox)

American actor Misha Collins has become an ambassador for the UNITED24 fundraising platform. This was announced after a meeting with the Pre

Even a small contribution helps. If you can’t donate, you can help with sharing. ☺️

[suou88]

As I posted my daily post on Twitter regarding GothamKnights I’ll use this one for TheWinchesters. Or maybe both. It’s a real struggle to get everything you wanna say in the limited space over there. 😬

It’s much easier here. That’s a plus. Unfortunately I haven’t many followers over here (yet) but I’ll keep it up anyways. 😁

As always I have attached a little goodie to snag some attention. 🫶 So please share. I’m sure if we succeed, we can reproduce this lovely laugh of Jensen. 😁

PS: I’m now on BlueSky as well. You find me as @suou.bsky.social

Bluesky

And here the link to my Twitter. ☺️