Swan Dive Adderley

.:Where a rose by any other name is cooler:. Just some girl, that does a little bit of music and very meager art attempts. Lover of nature, food, games, and wisdom. I am meticulously designed chaos.

[wormzandgutz]

chomp

[flyora]

someone once said that Irina might told young Ilya those words before and I could not help but make this little scene

The quote from 1x06 «The Cottage»

[tashaneva]

*yuri beams your hockey yaoi*

[heymacy]

HEATED RIVALRY SEASON ONE + hall of fame text posts

[eastofshane]

supporting the shane as snoopy agenda

[ilya as woodstock], [ilya as woodstock pt. 2]

[decladams]

lesbian heated rivalry wouldn’t be in hockey because there are already many out queer women in hockey due to the fact that hockey is viewed as a men’s sport. the whole reason hockey is captivating for mlm is because it is a toxically masculine sport and the idea of having out queer men in that sport is surprising (requiring them to stay closeted/have situationships/etc), whereas it is not nearly as surprising for queer women. therefore, lesbian heated rivalry would actually occur in a setting like ballet, gymnastics, or some other stereotypically feminine sport (that has toxic feminine standards) where queer women are not as visible. in this essay i will

[gil-estel]

literally all I could think about while shane and yuna were having their Moment

[cloudabserk]

he was bracing himself for bad news

[swandive-adderley]

Thus Concludes Spring Cleaning 2026

Will I actually write more often in a consistent cadence? Absolutely not. Enjoy your twice a decade writing dump.

[swandive-adderley]

Time: A Dream Walker Excerpt

[February 10, 2026] I’ve been keeping a dream journal for years. I woke up from this dream and wrote it down in a half-awake state. It came out more prose-like than my usual bulleted nonsense, so here. Enjoy. “You’re tired.” The girl nods. “You want to go home.” She nods again. “You wanted to go home at 6. You wanted to go home at 4:30. But you stayed, because you knew there was no time…

[swandive-adderley]

Grief is a weird little homing pigeon

[January 30, 2025] I don’t believe anyone ever really moves on from grief. It’s not a package you can just drop on the ground and walk away from. It always finds its way back into your heart, cropping up when you least expect it.  No, you can’t really move on, but you can learn to move forward with it. Sometimes my grief is like a message that I send out into the world. That message takes many…

[asteroidtroglodyte]

[headspace-hotel]

people get specific as they age

:O

[an-drawer]

Having entered my 40s this still rings true. You get a far better grasp of yourself and will be less tolerating of bs because you simply don't have the time to waste on trifles.

True goblin mode starts here.

[litrallymadlad]

NEIL.

[yorit1]

[depsidase]

[maaarine]

@W_Asherah

[sunrisenebula]

My mother does this to me 24/7. It's so fucking exhausting.

[highladyofterrasen7]

Aelin/feyre/bryce: I’m doing whatever the fuck I want

Someone: I’ll get rowan/rhys/hunt

Aelin/feyre/bryce: as if that’ll stop me

Rowan/rhys/hunt: I’m doing whatever the fuck I want

Someone: I’ll get aelin/feyre/bryce

Rowan/rhys/hunt: wait no