You can call me cyber, or kai, either will do, and I post random shit. I'm an grown man and in the UK 🇬🇧
This is a multifandom blog, consisting of things I like, such as; Bioshock, Berserk, Vinland saga, Transformers, Assassin's creed, whatever tickles my fancy essentially, but my current thing is. 𓆝 ⋆。𖦹°‧🫧BIOSHOCK. 𓆝 ⋆。𖦹°‧🫧
I do art, make memes, and talk about the things i like the most with the occasional reblog!
My tags:
𓆡- Bioshock; #would you kindly
𒉭 - Berserk; #it's berking time
⸙ - Vinland Saga; #far to the west
⚙︎ - Transformers; #instruments of destruction
⚔ - Assassin's Creed; #nothing is real; everything is permitted
Decided to do a little form study using a book I got recently and thought this pose really suited Jasmine. I aim for more but we all know me, next drawing will happen a century from now.
Artistic nudity below the cut
The grand reveal!!!
Let me know if you guys wanna see more stuff like this. I really liked experimenting with texture and poses
He likes the way they sound, the way they look. Described them to younger arthur as 'fine creatures' once on a fishing trip. Since then he looks and listens for them, always tells arthur if he sees one.
Arthur gets loon updates, doesnt know why, doesnt question it.
TW: Mentions of gore i suppose? Its a grim subject so proceed with caution if your squeamish. Kind of sad
Notes: Im either cooking, or stating the obvious. This all came about from a chat about eye drops with a friend of mine that does all the biology major stuff. (We've both watched arcane)
Anyway, onwards. Silcos eye!
- hes not entirely blind, but the function of his left eye is significantly depleted, especially with the use of shimmer is definitely accelerating its corrosion for sure.
- my reasoning? The pupil can still track jinx, for example, and *his eye is seen to contract and expand depend on lighting.
- but the damage isnt cosmetic, it doesnt just affect the vision in the singular eye.
- in his left eye, the quality of vision is terrible. Unlike his other eye, the fine grained 3D sense given to people with two healthy eyes is impaired, so from his left eye things might appear blurry, and would most definitely develop into severe astigmatism. Which would also tie into my general headcannon of his room being dark due to eye injury (not just for aurafarming)
- he also probably has reduced or no stereoscopic depth perception, so things like catching something thrown at him and judging distance at close quarters would be much more difficult for him, or even the mundane task of threading a needle.
-but he compensates through experience with the injury, monocular cues and his intelligence
*pupil dilations im referencing to
**dilating may stop if the eye weakens significantly
Consequences in silcos life?
- due to severe astigmatism, he has no choice but to keep lighting low level, anything glaring in his face is still painful, like forcibly staring into the sun
- eyestrain, because the eye is so exposed with no tears or lids, air, dust, and the heavy pollution would make his eye hurt an awful lot. Outside of shimmer, he definitely does eye drops in private, he has done since it healed.
- the eye is almost constantly irritated anyway, inflamed, hypersensitive from micro abrasions from air particles would make it burn on and off.
- headaches, the headaches from eye strain are no joke, they would be awful, and wouldn't go away easily.
-he tilts his head visibly and favours his healthy eye, because he knows from experience, the vision isnt reliable.
- blurry vision all rounder on occasion, because the eyes are trying to fuse two different quality images, it will lead to binocular rivalry or double vision in some cases, making the eyes work harder to generate an even input. Poor silco, the headaches would be lethal, and so would the fatigue.
-thats why he doesn't leave his office so often, its tiring and a lot of strain even without realisation, he would know, but others wouldnt. Not even jinx, thats his issue and his alone.
- because of the constant unconscious hard work, fine focus activities like his artwork become bygones. When he does try, he gets the perspective wrong, despite understanding it thoroughly, and being a skilled artist in the past, his injury impedes how he draws depth, and shows contrast. If the focus doesnt give him a headache, the constant frustration with a botched outcome would make him lean the canvas against the wall for another day.
Oh silco how i love you :( guys please hug your silcos, or give him eye drops, paracetamol, ibuprofen, whatever you fancy
Maybe ive been playing too much rdr2, maybe its 3am and Im doing everything but my washing
But I think the concept of a human woman with some crazy amount of strength being able to wrangle an apostle cowboy style is fucking cool. Chain in the mouth as some kinda makeshift reigns.
Missing my Guts, Zodd, and Casca. Got anything for them? If not, join me in this melancholy.
Take it.
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Thankyou anon,🤲☕️
What is this in reference to if I could ask? Are you after character analysis, headcannons, art because all of them are available. If you could specify id be really happy to provide
Realistically, do you think zodd could actually develop feelings for someone?
This has got me scratching my head for most of the evening, please send me more asks like this i love a good character analysis
Alright, realistically? Probably not, as much as it pains me and my zodd loving heart to admit.
However,
Personally, from what ive gathered from actually observing apostles during rereading berserk, its incredibly obvious that an apostle wouldn't likely be capable of developing romantic feelings towards someone, even the more morally developed like zodd, locus, perhaps Irvine. (Grunbeld is more indifferent than most) Zodds mirage of 'care' towards Griffith is a manifestation of zodds obidience towards his definition of the warrior code, buuuuut i think if zodd had formed a connection with someone that it would be comparatively different.
I think if he had a companion, he would by default be violently protective of them, as in my eyes they had to have earnt that safety and be excluded from otherwise deep seated apostle behaviour.
A large part of the relationship would be built on unwavering respect and loyalty, i think. For example if his companion was human and drew a weapon on behalf of his defence that would earn brownie points if you like. Advocating for him not being as having some rationale and control over his instincts unlike his apostle breatheren would probably be something that would jump-start this close bond with zodd in my eyes, hed be curious.
I am a firm believer that if zodd had a love language it would more be acts of service and quality time. Spending time with and protecting his companion, treating them with full autonomy, loyalty and respect would be the closest form of love.
The what ifs;
If someone confessed their love for zodd?
say what you want zodd has manners and id die on that hill.
He probably wouldnt vocally reciprocate, buuut I also refuse to believe he would reject it if the bond had been consistently strong. Hes been alive for 300 years, hes old enough to understand the complexity of human emotions and would make an active effort to be as cautious as an apostle could be, perhaps. He would most certainly acknowledge it, again probably through actions rather than words. Glances of approval, being not so reserved; in his released form he would rumble in acceptance rather than aggression. (Its all in the body language im telling you)
Reactions to physical affection?
He wouldn't seek it out, but wouldn't push them away. Touching his horns, kissing his face, the caress of his ears; perhaps touching his claws or teeth without consequences. He would tolerate it privately. There would be a general understanding that this is something he only allows from this specific person in question. Resisting any instincts again could be interpreted as love.
Side notes;
Zodd having such a bond with an emotional connection with a human specifically might force and stir deeply buried melancholy memories he has of his past humanity and reminder of what he is no longer capable to feel personally. It'd probably manifest in ways like him pausing breifly, adjusting his posture but there wouldnt be anything a human would pick up immediately unless they were staring him in the face continuously.
(Pls do not engage in a stare down with the glorified cat he might bite)
Either wayyyy? Theres a understanding that if zodd favours this individual so strongly, capable of love or not, his silent respect and protection places his companion in a very small, elite category of individuals he considers worthy of his tolerance and attention. That alone is incredibly special.
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