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[softlystraykids]

Skz Arguing With Their S.O

Genre: reaction, angst, LOTS OF ANGST

Warnings: not for the light-hearted, once again, lots of angst

Word Count: +10.8k

Requested: yup!

(currently unedited!)

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Unlike some of the other members, it would take a lot for Chan to get into arguments. He’s very sweet and thoughtful, so he usually takes his time to assess and talk through the situation. However today in particular, you both lost it.

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[hyuniins]

panic relief with chan

[1:47 am]

some nights are scary. you sink into your bed further and further, hoping the voices in your head would cease, and the feeling of the world shaking would disappear. the uncomfortable freezing fire sensation that creeps up your back; the fear in your heart, and heartbeat in your ears erupting the more and more you try to push them out. dark thoughts creeping into your head, bad decisions and negative feelings invading your space, making your heart and chest feel restricted. the loudness, the tight feeling of your chest being strangled and your words are gone and your breathing’s hitching and your heart is racing and your mind won’t stop and you feel like you can’t do this-

“shhh, you’re alright.”

strong arms wrap around your body and push you flush against the only place that feels safe.

“you’re going to be okay. you’re doing so well. you’re not alone, i’m right here.”

you feel gentle fingertips smooth the hair on your hairline in light, repeated strokes, relaxing you; falling into the sweet touch.

“sleep baby. i know it’s scary, but i’m right here. if only i could love away all the bad things.”

he whispers with a scratchy tone, laced with sugar and exhaustion in its melody.

chan presses you into his chest, and your body releases it’s tension; you can finally breathe again. he kisses your forehead, you can feel his body relax; your bodies are tangled together, your face softly resting near his, feeling his slight breathing. inhaling and exhaling. you let yourself fall into a calm, and it’s then you can feel his smile form against your face.

“there you go. i’m so proud of you. let’s get some sleep, yeah?”

[nctjaezen]

Reblog if you love Jung Jaehyun

me: i love him . aa

[solhyungs-deactivated20220101]

boyfriend!felix

➪ request:

➪ genre: drabble, fluff

➪ warning: none

➪ pairing: lee felix | reader

➪ note: writing this made me realize just how soft i am for felix i’m 🥺

lee felix ♡ 이 용 복

in general:

alright, so let 👏 me 👏 tell 👏 y’all 👏

felix would actually be the sweetest boyfriend in existence?? like,,, he is unreaL

okay, but his absolute favorite thing in the world (right after you ofC) would be doing cute lil cliché things for/with you

picking you up bridal style and carrying you to your bed? heck yes. kissing you in the rain? you know it. feeding you some of his food? you betcha

felix would be so comfortable around you and wouldn’t be afraid to open up to you about anything

he would be like an open book, this boy ain’t hiding nothing

late night talks would be your guys’ thing!! conversations about the most abstract topics, existential crises, questioning everything in existence, or just talking about your feelings and thoughts

you two would welcome everything with an open mind, ready to hear the other person out on what was on their mind

which would be such a relief, and you would be able to tell him literally anything without hesitation or a second thought

“gUeSs whO’s pErIoD iS hErE.” 🤪

“eYYyyYYyY”

(i am so sorry if this scenario doesn’t apply to you ^)

omg so everytime felix would come home from promotions/tour he would be so cliché and do that thing where he would drop his bags on the floor and open his arms wide for you

would get frustrated when it wouldn’t go as planned shsjsks

“hey! you’re supposed to run into my arms so i can twirl you around!” >:0

“okay now where’s my kiss?” would literally say that everytime you would go to visit him and would not stop puckering his lips at you until you finally gave him that kith ( ˘ ³˘)

you two would actually be like a married couple oof

dANCING WITH HIM :0 like,,, he would teach you everything

from his cringy fortnite dances to the actual skz choreographies and it would be another one of his favorite things bc he would get to spend time with you

would think it was so cute when you would get discouraged on the more difficult parts,,, would especially love it bc it meant that he was able to hug and comfort you :)

since you would dance with him he would also love to try out your hobbies bc he wuvs you （´ω｀♡%）

would literally come home with your favorite food/drink all the time just bc he was thinking of you as he passed your fave restaurant and was like “hm, i bet y/n would like some food rn.”

and he would do this literally all. the. time.

like oh my,,, best boyfriend award goes to señor lee felix over here

damn all the other boyfriends: cAnCeLLeD :0

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[straykats]

i want to go dance with someone under the moonlight and the stars. i want to dance along the water's edge, waves lapping at my ankles, sand between my toes and the wind against my face. i want to run through a field of flowers with white clouds floating along above me, to sing love songs and disney songs and silly songs with a light heart. i want the lights and the buildings of the city to make me feel small and free, and the buzz of adrenaline running through my veins to make me feel like hey, being alive doesn't suck as much as i once thought.

[straykats]

bang chan angst pls, i just love getting my heart sad

This request is such a mood lmao

———-

He’s trying. He really is.

But god, it’s just so fucking hard to do this every day, over and over.

To wake up. To get out of bed. To put on a smile for the cameras, for the younger ones, for the fans. He was older than them - one of the hyungs. He shouldn’t be struggling as much as them, or more than them. He should be helping them! He was the team’s producer. He should be making music. Yet here he was, every night, letting the pain and the fatigue and the bucket load of sadness wash over him. It was like someone had poured tar over his body, drenching every bone and muscle.

He was supposed to be the one that looked out for others, so why was he here, trying so hard to look out for himself - god, shouldn’t that be a basic human thing? To be able to take care of yourself? Why was it so hard-

There’s light knocking at the door.

“Chan, baby, are you done?” You poke your head out from behind the door. “I’m about to head home…”

He spins around in his wheelie chair and pushes himself towards you. Had you not known him so well, you would have thought he wasn’t smiling… but it was there. The smallest quirk of the lips. It unnerved you to see the absense of his usual smile. 

His arms wrap around your waist and he leans his head on your stomach. He lets out heavy breath, as if he’d been holding it.

“I need to finish up some stuff…”

“Can’t you do that tomorrow?” You thread your fingers through Chan’s hair, letting your nails drag lightly across his scalp. He lets out a satisfied sigh. “Come home with me, babe. It’s late.”

“I have other things to do tomorrow too, y/n.”

You try to hold back from pouting. “You always have something to keep you in the studio-”

“Do you think I have a choice, y/n ?” He snaps at you, pulling away to look up at you. You flinch slightly at his words.

You hadn’t intended to sound like you were guilt tripping him, but it must have come off that way. You could see how tired he looked, the exhaustion dimming his eyes. He let out a deep sigh before pushing the chair back and away from you. 

“Sorry. You didn’t deserve that. I- I’m going to stay here. Go home, y/n.”

“Do you want me to stay with you-”

“No.” He was back in front of his laptop, head in his hands. “I don’t need any distractions.”

You take a deep breath, exhaling slowly. Yes, Chan was acting weird and pushing you away. Yes, it hurt you… But he was right. This was his work, and his work took up most of his life. He didn’t really have much of a choice, right now.

“Don’t stay too late,” you say quietly before closing the door. 

When you get home, it’s almost midnight. You wash up, and you’re in bed just past midnight. It was a little disheartening to not have Chan next to you, but it wasn’t anything new.

You fall asleep, not long after, hoping that you wake up with Chan next to you.

-

It’s two in the morning when you get the call. 

“Y/n, are you at home?”

The voice was familiar, but in your sleepy state, it takes a second to find the name.

“Chang- Changbin?” you rub your eyes, pushing yourself up. “I am, why?”

You can hear Changbin say something away from the phone, and someone reply in the background.

“Binnie, what’s going on? It’s…” you pull your phone away from your ear to check the time. “It’s ten-past-two.”

“Y/n, I’m in front of your house.” You hear a gulp before he continues speaking. “Chan… Look, don’t freak out, please. Chan… He’s in the hospital, and I thought that you should know, or that you might want to stay with him- Hey, are you okay?”

You’re trying to get out of bed. Your legs are tangled in the sheets, and when you kick the sheets off, you’re grabbing a jacket and making your way out. You throw your phone in your pocket, not bothering to end the call. You can faintly make out muffled noises from the phone, but your mind is too panicked to think.

Chan was in the hospital. He was in the hospital. Why was he in the hospital? You were with him a few hours ago- 

You’re fumbling the keys as you try to unlock your front door. When you throw it open, Changbin’s standing there in sweatpants and a hoodie. He lowers the phone from his ear, his body relaxing. 

“Don’t just stop answering like that-” He steps back in shock when you step out of the house, locking the door behind you.

“You’re taking me to the hospital, right?”

He nods, and leads you to the car. You recognise the driver as one of the managers, and he offers you a sympathetic smile. You climb in the back, suprised when Changbin get’s in after you - you had that he would sit at the front.

The first few minutes are silent. You’re in shock, and your ears are ringing. This had never happened before. Your hands were clammy, and you wipe them on your pants. Your fingers find a distraction in twisting the fabric, but there was nothing besides your own conscious effort to keep your breathing steady.

“What happened-”

“I went to get something, and I- I saw him laying on the desk. I thought he was asleep, but he wouldn’t wake up no matter what I did, so I…” He trails off, sounding helpless. “He’s been working so much these days. He’s still there, some mornings. He has a blanket and pillow kept in the cupboard.”

Your heart breaks at this piece of information. You had always thought that he just slept at the dorms when it was late, because the dorms were closer than your shared apartment. But he’d stayed at the studio, alone.

You can’t help but feel angry at yourself. “I was there a few hours ago. I should have tried harder to get him to come home, or I should have insisted on staying. God, if i was with him then maybe this wouldn’t have-”

“Hey, hey, it’s not your fault.” Changbin reaches out and places a hand on your shoulder. “Chan’s normally good at taking care of himself. No one could have seen this coming-”

“I should have seen it, ‘Binnie. I should have. He was exhausted when I saw him. He wasn’t-” You wipe your eyes. You would not cry. Not now. “He barely smiled and I don’t- I don’t even think he was breathing properly-”

You’re crying, and Changbin can only hand you a box of tissues.

-

“It’s nothing too serious to worry about… He just needs rest. A lot of rest and nutrition. We’ve given him an IV and he’s okay…” The nurse hugs the clipboard to her chest. “It was nothing serious, in the first place. He just fainted from fatigue.”

“Thank you.” Changbin bows as the nurse walks off, closing the door behind her. “Y/n, do you want me to go?”

You’re frozen still, barely registering Changbin’s words. In front of you on white sheets was Chan, his head tilted slightly away from you. His arms rested atop the blanket of the bed, the surgical tape holding the IV needle in place almost the same colour as his skin. 

The door opens and shuts behind you, and you finally sink into the chair next to the bed. You take one of his hands - cool, not quite warm yet - in yours, holding it with both hands. Your thumb jumps from knuckle to knuckle, something that you and Chan had started doing since you started dating. 

It was heartbreaking to see how peaceful he looked in the hospital bed. All the tension that had been in his features a few hours ago was gone, and his breath came out evenly. 

Was asleep the only way he could really be at peace?

Tears blur your vision, and you swear under your breath as you wipe them away.

You eventually fall asleep with your head on your arm, hands still clasping Chan’s. You don’t wake up when he finally opens his eyes, blinking blearily down at the head of hair next to him. He gently frees his hand, and strokes your hair.

“I’m so sorry that you have to see me like this, y/n.”

[straykats]

[10:37am]

"You make me feel... weird."

You had expected a lot of things from Felix - a funny joke, a story about what he did last night, questions about the homework... but this? This was not something you had expected.

"A good weird? Or a bad weird..?"

His face scrunches up in thought, and you're tempted to reach out and poke his nose.

"I don't know yet, but I hope you'll stick around for me to find out."

[sweethoneyfelix]

felix 04:47a.m 🌑

“what if i’m not good enough?” felix had you in his arms, crying into your shoulder. he had come home later that night than usual, not counting the fact he hadn’t come home at all the past two days. you were just happy to see him, but not like this.

“t-there are so many more people out there that are m-much better than i am, y/n” your heart ached. what made him feel this way? “felix-” he cut you off “what if you leave me, too? please... please just stay with me, right here, right now. it’s all i need”

“felix.” it hurt you. hurt you so much to see him so distraught. hurt you that he even thought that you were going to leave him. all you could do was hug him tighter. “i could never leave you” it’s all you could say.

his smile broke your heart when he looked up at you, head hidden in his hoodie. you knew he thought he was being ridiculous, that he was wasting your time. so when you smiled back at him, his chuckle hurt. “ah this is crazy. i, i shouldn’t have worried you so much, i’m sorry”

you just pulled him back into a hug. “felix. please just talk to me. please don’t apologize. just talk to me. i want to know when you’re having bad thoughts like these, when you’re feeling down. i’m here for you, i always will be”

it was the soft sobbing in your chest that brought the tears out, that you tried so hard to hold back.

so you two sat there, on your bed, at 5:00 in the morning, sobbing, sealing that silent promise with each other.

[sweethoneyfelix]

jeongin 02:34p.m ☀️

“where are you taking me, again?”

he smiled “the place we first met”

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“hi puppies!” your giggle echoed through the cafe as you pet the numerous dogs that were planted in your lap.

“which one’s your favourite?” you looked up as someone caught your attention, he had an apron on, so you assumed he worked here.

“the golden retriever, he’s so adorable! how ‘bout yours?”

“this little guy” he sat down next to you and pulled a labradoodle into his arms. “he was the first one i saw when I first started working here”

“aww” you pet the top of the dog’s head. “what’s your name, cutie?”

“oh, i’m jeongin”

you looked up at him and chuckled. “i meant the dog”

his face blushed pink. “oh! r-right! his name is Coco”

you rubbed the dog’s head again, “nice to meet you, Coco!” you looked up at the worker “you too, jeongin” his awkward grin lit up his face, you wouldn’t admit it was that grin that led you back to that cafe, but you had a feeling he already knew exactly why you came back; to spend time with him... and with Coco.

[sweethoneyfelix]

seungmin 06:24p.m 🌅

“no, no, no, no!” the fire alarm wasn’t helping the panic that was setting into seungmin. “not again! ugh!” it was your two year anniversary with seungmin, and he was desperately trying to surprise you, way more than you surprised him last year. but the burnt chicken in the oven wasn’t helping out.

“this isn’t working” he sat down on the kitchen floor in frustration, his head in his hands.

“seungmin? what’s all this?” you set your keys and bag down near the door, examining the scene in front of you.

“i, uh y/n! it’s a mess, i know, i was just trying to do something special for you, because you it did for me, uh last year, and” he sighs. “you deserve more than this, giant mess i made, I’m sor-”

you kissed his cheek, your hands draped around his neck. “it’s perfect, seungmin. thank you”

[sweethoneyfelix]

jisung 11:13p.m 🌘

“wanna watch me make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich??” you rubbed your eyes as you comprehended the question just thrown at you. your best friend usually called you late at night to let you in on his shenanigans; tonight was no different.

you nodded, to answer his question, before getting comfortable once again in your bed, ready to watch what was so special about this sandwich.

jisung would talk you through the steps, but didn’t show you the actual sandwich, you briefly thought if you should be keeping notes on what he’s saying. and before you know it, you hear jisung’s signacture “tada!” he held up the plate where you could see the sandwich he made in the shape of a heart.

“i made it into a heart to show how much i love peanut butter sandwiches, and...how much i love you”

you smiled, “i love you too, jisung”

[sweethoneyfelix]

chan 01:28a.m 🌖

chan had been working on the finishing touches of stray kids’ next album, and you, had been there in his studio, keeping him company. you begin to fall asleep as the sound of the current track playing remains in the background. you hear the creak of his office chair as he turns around and smiles at the sight of your dozing face; lips slightly ajar, your chest rising and falling in steady motion. he stands up and brushes the hair covering your eyes away, placing a longing kiss on your forehead as he wishes you a goodnight before returning to his work; completing the secret song he wrote for you.

[honeyboychangbin]

Sentence Starters

“I’ve never seen one of these completely to my taste so i decided to make my own!

ANGST

“I can’t do anything right.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“Why are you awake right now?”

“Why are you lying to me?”

“Wake up! Please wake up.”

“Forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.”

“Don’t you ever do that again!”

“Is that blood?” “…..No?”

“Please don’t lie to me again, I can’t take it.”

“Do you even still love me?”

“Nobody’s seen you in days.”

“Why are you awake?”

“I’m worried about you.”

“Can you shut up for once in your life?”

“Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”

“Are you hurt?” “No.” “Then why are there bruises all over your face?”

“If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”

“Leave! Me! Alone!”

FLUFF

“Go with me?” “As long as you hold my hand.”

“Is there a reason you’re blushing like that?” 

“Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”

“Have you always been this beautiful?”

“OH you’re jealous!”

“Can we stay like this forever?”

“Please just kiss me already.”

“I think you might be my soulmate.”

“Sleep over? Please?”

“Are we on a date right now?”

“I think I’m in love with you.”

“He’s so pretty I think I’m gonna faint.”

“Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”

“Am I your lockscreen?” “You weren’t supposed to see that.”

“I missed you so much.”

“Do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are?”

“I’m here for you.”

“I wish we could live together already.”

MISC

“All I do is drink coffee and say bad words.”

“Quit touching me, your feet are cold!”

“I think I just ripped my pants.”

“Sharing is caring, now give me the hoodie!”

“Can I pet your dog?” “Do I know you?”

“Did you seriously just get your foot stuck in a toilet?” “Maybe.”

“If I die, I’m haunting you first.”

“But I’ve never told you that before.” 

“Stop being grumpy, it’s lame.”

“So, uh, I locked the keys in the car.”

“Is the cat in a onesie?” “Uh, no?

“Can we please stop running? I think I’m dying.”

“You come here often?” “Well, I work here. So I think I’d have to say ‘yes’.”

“Aren’t we supposed to be working?”

“Give me attention.”

“YOU SAID TO BE HONEST STOP HITTING ME!”

“Okay, so maybe I didn’t see that coming.”

“I’m too sober for this.” “You don’t even drink.” “Maybe I should start.”

[lunarstrays]

these are great!! feel free to send as requests<3

[sweethoneyfelix]

okay hey :)

im gonna start doing stray kids and bts imagine things :) so yeah :)) request somethings if you want :)

[straykats]

hiii, ive never requested anything before so i hope i do this right, sorry in advance if i mess it up completely 😅... anyway, i was hoping i could request a long distance boyfriend fluff with felix where y/n is on her way to visit & he’s all giddy and blah blah (it’d also be super cool if you could add like a facetime call they had a few hours before y/n’s flight and maybe the scene in the airport when he picks her up) i hope you don’t mind writing this, thank you so muchhhh :)

your request was fine! it was very cute hehe

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Incoming call from lee felix…

Connecting…

Your screen shows a wall, and you let out a laugh. “Come on, ‘Lix, where are you?”

A head of hair pops into view, along with a forehead. Slowly, his eyes come into view, and then his nose and freckles, and then his whole face.

“Hi there, baby,” you smile fondly. 

“I’m so excited to see you I might just jump through the screen.”

“Oh, shut up,” you mumble with a roll of your eyes, unable to keep the smile from your face. “How are you? How are the boys?”

Felix shuffles around, and the phone is suddenly very close to his face. You don’t mind the view though. It was still Felix, after all. 

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[straykats]

hey, could I maybe request something kinda specific?It's just I was talking with a friend the other day&she mentioned how cold I am when it comes at showing my affection to others?& said any dude would get tired of me too fast if I didnt allow them to love me& I got kinda sad thinking about it so I thought hey an angst to fluff always makes stuff better so maybe Chan angst to fluff in which his friends tell yn shes too cold and boring and she gets insecure but Chans like fuck off stands up 4her?

i’m sorry this took so long :(( i hope it’s okay

———-

“How come you asked her out, of all people?”

You froze in your tracks. You were just outside the classroom, about to come in to find Chan. You recognised the voice as one of Chan’s friends.

“What do you mean?”

It was Chan’s voice, this time. You could feel your hands shaking. You weren’t oblivious of the things that were said about you, but those things had never really mattered. Not until now, anyways.

“Like… She’s kind of like… what do they call those people? An ‘ice queen’, right?”

You waited for Chan to reply, but he didn’t. It felt like every second you stood there waiting was just giving your heart more time to break.

“She’s so cold, man. Why didn’t you choose someone like Seoyoon or Jiahn? They’ve got the looks and the personality! Sure y/n has the looks, but she doesn’t even hug you. I’ve never seen her hug you, honestly. You’re always hugging her,” His friend observed. “I don’t know, I’d break up with y/n if I was you.”

You left, turning around and walking away with nails digging into your palm. You didn’t know how much more of this you could take.

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[lunarstrays]

11 from angst plus 15 from fluff with felix 🥺🥺 if you don’t mind

11. "nobody's seen you in days" & 15. "i missed you so much"

"hey," you say softly, pushing the door open and walking into the dimly lit bedroom. the air is heavy and stale, and the first thing you do is walk up to the window and crack it open, letting in the crisp autumn breeze. after that, you turn on the string of fairy lights hung on the wall and take a seat at the edge of the bed, next to a vaguely human shaped bundle of blankets. 

"jisung asked me to come," you say again after a lack of a response. "he said nobody's seen you in days."

nothing. 

sighing, you decide to use a slightly different approach. "i'll leave, then." you say quietly, the disappointment clear in your voice as you get up and head towards the door. 

"wait," a croaky voice from underneath the blankets stops you from leaving, and you walk back towards the bed. sitting down once again, you reach out to pull the blankets up and away. 

felix's head comes into your field of vision; his hair sticks up everywhere, face flushed from being buried in his bed for hours. the deep bags underneath his eyes send a pang of worry through your chest. "i thought you were busy." he mutters, the corners of his lips pulled down in a frown. 

you place a hand on his blanket covered knee, sending him a concerned look. "i missed you so much, lix," you tell him, not missing the way his eyes gloss over for a quick second. "everyone's worried about you. of course i wanted to check in on you, no matter how busy i was." 

the two of you stare at each other in silence for a while, before felix leans forward and wraps his entire body around you, making you fall backward onto the bed. "im sorry," he says into your shoulder, voice shaky. 

"it's okay," you whisper, petting his hair with one hand, frowning at the way you can feel him tremble. "you're okay, lix. we're just worried about you." 

your heart breaks when you hear him sniffle, a wet patch forming on your shoulder. "can you stay with me, just for today?" his voice cracks when he asks the question, and you can't help but pull him even closer. 

"of course," you say, determined to make him feel better, no matter what. 

thank you so much for requesting, i hope you liked it. ♡