Sweetpea Evans;

Lily Evans ✗ 17 ✗ gryffindor alumni ❝ she would have swallowed the sun to make you warm enough. she was nothing but love. she was nothing but love.❞

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Book of Spells: Are you hiding anything?

Book of Spells: Are you hiding anything?

Lily quickly glanced around, in a false bravo of looking suspicious before leaning in close. She let her hair dangle in front of her and she intertwined her fingers together. A slow smile started playing on the edge of her lips, before it turned into a slight smirk. The very same one that she had mimicked from her i d i o t s. 

“Well it seems to be obvious, that if I tell you then that would make the entire ‘hiding thing’ moot.” She answered slowly, but still kind. The kind of tone that she uses with Sirius when he’s too pissed to move his fat arse out of the way when drunk. The image appeared before her eyes without warning. Lily then had to shake her head for a moment, before blinking nearly stupidly. “Sorry, I got distracted for a moment... but my statement from before still stands.”

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Memes

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{ riddlesregime-ops }

Cauldron:Favorite foods?

Broomstick:Where is the most fun place you traveled to?

Altar:Are you organized or messy?

Herbs:List some of your strengths.

Mortar and pestle:How do you deal with pressure?

Candle:List at least three of your biggest passions.

Book of Spells:Are you hiding anything?

Poppet:If you could do anything to anyone, what would you do, and to who?

Sigil:Create or destroy?

Charm:What turns you on?

Ward:What turns you off?

Green Witch:Do you have a garden? Plants?

Cottage Witch:Do you like crafts?

Kitchen Witch:Best meal you’ve ever had?

Sea Witch:Would you ever swim with sharks? If not, what would you like to swim with?

Sex Witch:Favorite position?

Love Witch:What is your favorite thing about being in love?/What is your favorite thing about being single?

Curse Witch:Had any good acts of revenge lately?

Necromancer:Had any prominent supernatural experiences?

Blood magick:What’s the most physically painful experience you can remember?

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A few days after she had been let out of St. Mungos, Lily found herself wandering down the familiar route to Marlene’s place. She passed a few pestering neighbors.... who watched her closely as if she was going to steal something. That made her rather amused instead of insulted, considering the only time she really got those looks is when she would walk around with James. Either way, it didn’t take her long before she reached the tiny residence of her favorite Mckinnon. Should she have owled ahead of time to inform the girl that Lily was visiting? Probably. Still though, it was too late for those thoughts now, she figured as she knocked loudly on the front door.

“Oi! Loser, open up!”

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Weasley Chaos || Open

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Molly looked up and smiled at the younger girl. She looked to be a student, but before Molly could ask, she had explained herself. At the mention of intruding, she waved her hand as a gesture to not worry. “I told Albus that he could get in touch with me any time. Is everything alright?” She asked before standing up and putting Percy on her hip. The deal with Dumbledore was that the Order could use her home for meetings or a place for members to get back on their feet. She and Arthur wanted to help, but their growing family always came first.

Checking the time, Molly realized that it must be dinner time at Hogwarts. “You’re missing dinner for Albus’ errands?” She asked before scoffing lightly. “He thinks that everyone’s a superhero like he is or something. Would you like something to eat? I always have more than enough.” Lily looked to be in her sixth or seventh year so they probably knew the same people. Molly also swore she has heard the name Evans before from either Remus or Sirius.

The tiny room was warm, Lily thought idly as the older woman began to busy herself. It was cozy though.... a place where she instantly felt at home even though she hadn’t been here before. Lily then quickly nodded at Molly’s question and came closer towards her. “Honestly, I don’t know.” Lily answered. “He didn’t really tell me anything. Of course, I assume that he doesn’t tell anyone really anything.” Lily gave a half joke. “He did, though, tell me to give this to you---” Lily paused and then handed the enclosed letter over. A huge part of her wanted to rip it open and read the contents inside.... but the bigger part of her knew how unacceptable it was to do so. Damn her curiosity. 

 As she watched the redhead glance over at the clock on the wall, Lily couldn’t help but let her gaze follow. At the mention of dinner, Lily’s stomach growled loudly. She had been so caught up with errands and head student duties, that she had honestly forgotten about dinnertime. She wondered vaguely if James missed her. “Oh, I wouldn’t want to impose or anything.” Lily replied quickly, feeling as though that she might be able to bribe the house elves to feed her later if she remembered.

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St Mungos | June 3, 1978

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Cygnus had eventually forced himself to shuffle towards the door, absolutely fed up with his current state. With no entertainment and no one to speak with, the man was destined to leave on his own. He had found a jacket - the one he had been wearing the evening he was attacked - and swung it over his shoulders. Even attempting to pull his arms through the sleeves would have resulted in agony and he refused to attempt it. As long as the fabric covered his bandage, Cygnus would be able to at least get to the door.

The man had no information to go on. He couldn’t remember the layout of St Mungos and didn’t know when the Healers did their rounds or how many questions he would be asked before he could find the front. Basically, he knew the mission was a severe bust, he understood there was no chance of leaving but he was determined to try. The hospital was a hell hole and he was not going to rot and fester in bed with a wound to annoy him. Cygnus wanted to arrive home to his study and scotch, a book to read and a life to go about living. St Mungos was not for him. 

Upon shuffling to the door, however, he found another patient in a similar situation. He paused and stared as she turned to him, smiling as nicely as he could through the ache. “Sirius?” He asked, voice deep and scratchy. His throat burned and he realized he hadn’t have much to drink recently. “I’m his uncle.” No reason to lie, he figured. 

Lily nodded as he confirmed his ties to Sirius. It was no surprise of course. They looked similar, even.. Though it was obvious they weren’t father and son. Lily stared at him for a long moment, before she realized how utterly rude that was to do. “I’m Lily Evans.” She then promptly introduced, thrusting her hand towards the older man with a grin in place. Would he accept it? Or should she warn him of her status first and then see how he would react?

Once the situation had ended, Lily gave him a long look over. He looked in rough shape---- that was for damned sure. “You okay?” She then asked, after another long moment had passed. She wondered vaguely if he had been at the school when they had gotten attacked, or if he was here for another reason. Was he seeing Sirius graduate? Did Sirius get along with this man, unlike the rest of his family? In the back of her mind she remembered him ranting about his family before, but considering she didn’t even know his name yet, it was best to assume that he was one of the bad ones. Better to be safe and cautious, then to end up being cut up with ‘mudblood’ spelled out on the floor by her head, she figured wryly. “I’m Sirius’ friend, by the way.” She then said quickly. “Well, friends being a loose term, I guess....” She then mumbled on, awkwardly.  

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ems-vance

Emmeline hadn’t been aware of just how worried she was about Lily until she’d actually seen the redhead laying there in bed. Suddenly everything she’d been worrying about had come back to the surface and she hated herself a little for not knowing that the first girl she’d loved was in St. Mungo’s. Granted she’d had a lot on her plate the past couple of days but that was no excuse. She’d promised Lily when they were younger- Whatever the redhead needed she’d be there.

She pressed another soft kiss to Lily’s forehead before climbing onto the bed with her. “Do you think Potter would be jealous to know your first girlfriend is in bed with you stealing his kisses and snuggles?” Emmeline asked as she propped herself on her elbow to look at Lily. They may have been in St. Mungo’s but Emmeline intended to make Lily feel like they were having a night in Ravenclaw tower or anywhere they’d had sleepovers over the years.

“Accident? Someone accidentally cursed the muggleborn Head Girl that many of those Death Eater wannabes have been wanting to curse for ages?” She asked a bit angrily before she softened when she saw Lily’s pleading green eyes. “Well I’ve got nothing but time. What happened, Marigold?” She asked as she reached with her left hand to hold Lily’s right.

Lily laughed softly at Em’s light question. The thought did make her wonder, before she just decided to shrug it off. She would tell James about it later, most likely. She kept nothing from him... even something as casual as this, she would tell him. “He’s a teenage boy.” Lily responded slowly. “His reaction will probably be to pout and bitch about not being able to watch.” She joked lightly. “Plus he gets cuddles all the time, its your turn to have some of my wonderful cuddles and love.”

Lily then shifted slightly as the conversation turned. Was their an easy way to phrase what she wanted to say? Probably not. She now felt pity for James having to tell her himself. Merlin, it was not an easy task. Still though, she couldn’t bloody well lie. With an audible sigh, Lily shifted in her spot on the bed before just diving in. “It was the imperius.” Lily explained, trying to keep a neutral voice. “He didnt mean to hurt me.... he would never hurt me. It was an accident.” She answered, keeping the name to herself. Would Emmeline judge James for something he had no control over? Would she assume that she wasn’t safe with him after that? Lily honestly, didn’t know... which was why a little tiny white lie to protect him might just do the trick. although once she spoke, Lily had a sinking feeling that keeping the name neutral wouldn’t fly with Em.

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Really, it was almost rude that she moved away like that.  James was right in the middle of leaving her a perfectly good hickey when she decided that was the perfect time to move.  And the air around him seem to suddenly hit him in more places.  But the freedom it gave him was a lot more rewarding than the chill it brought.

He wasn’t about to lie.  When she whispered in his ear, he swore it both turned him on even more and kind of freaked him out a little bit.  People talking that close to him never really did sit well with him.  But Lily doing it… well, that was another matter. “Well, I thought you said you were thirsty,” he said with a smirk.  “But I’m sure I could come up with some other ideas.”

James’s hands moved to run along the waistband of her underwear.  His last barrier.  “Of course,” he started to say.  “You’re still too overdressed for the other ideas I have.”

Lily sighed when he responded; half of her amused but half just a little bit annoyed. She shifted against him, her breasts pressing against his chest nicely. “No, darling.” She said softly, leaving her had lower to trail down his stomach. “I want you to tell me what you w a n t. Don’t be cheeky now, James. ” She murmured, as her hand traced his pubes just slightly. The texture made a tiny grin take over. It was the childish side of her that found it oh so amusing that no hair on his thin frame was tidy. Of course she hated, as a rule, to be ordered about... Still though, this scenario was different. Plus having James be the one in front of her, telling her what he desired and what he wanted from her always sent shivers down her spine in a good way. 

As she felt his fingers play with the edge of her panties, Lily couldn’t help but lean forward to press soft kisses to his naked skin. The warmth made her feel at home immediately, while the underlying scent of his shampoo drove her crazy with want. “Is that so?” She asked softly, half of her wondering why she had to be nude to suck him off---- but as long as he was touching her, who was she to complain really? Plus the mention of other ideas made her mind whirl with want. Lily then moved her hand lower and grabbed the base of his prick lightly, before squeezing lightly. 

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✂️ - Got any Piercings?

“Do I seem like the type to have piercings?”

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✏ - Random fact about yourself.

“I hate all potatoes. Like, I seriously won’t eat them. It used to drive my mother mad.”

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🚼 - Do you have or want kids?

Lily shrugged at the question and glanced away. For Merlin’s sake, she was only 18 now…. far to young to even consider the possibilities. Her parents used to speak loudly about grandchildren from their two daughters but still…. Lily didn’t see the appeal. She had her entire life ahead of her…. well as long as someone didn’t come along to off her first. 

“I don’t have children right now.” She answered slowly. “… and I don’t know if I want kids later. Maybe? I’m still a bit young for that, I think.”

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What is your relationship with your sister like?

                                                                       P e t u n i  a ; 

Her family & sister….. what a loaded question. Although the summary of the misguided relationship was easy to name.. Lily didn’t exactly feel right in explaining. Explaining her feelings about her family.. the wound that would bleed out from her heart forever. The harsh outcome that couldn’t be recovered anymore. What was her relationship like now? As if there even was a relationship between the two to even speak of. 

“Why do you want to know?” Lily asked instead, deciding that now was not a good time for a heart to heart on a subject that would only cause her to eat an entire carton of ice cream later. 

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                                           Character aesthetics ft Bellatrix Lestrange

                                                         Dragged ya down below                                                           Down to the devil's show                                                           To be his guest forever                                                       Peace of mind is less than never                                                             Hate to twist your mind                                                            But God ain't on your side                                                          An old acquaintance severed                                                         Burn the world your last endeavor                                                                    Flesh is burning                                                             You can smell it in the air                                                            'Cause men like you have                                                         Such easy soul to steal (steal)                                                               So stand in line while                                                       They ink numbers in your head                                                               You're now a slave                                                        Until the end of time here                                                       Nothing stops the madness,                                                       Turning, haunting, yearning                                                  Pull the trigger you should have known                                                                 The price of evil                                                              And it hurts to know                                                         That you belong here, yeah                                                      Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare

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                        Character aesthetics ft Marlene McKinnon & Dorcas Meadowes

                                                       Kiss me hard before you go                                                            Summertime sadness                                                          I just wanted you to know                                                         That, baby, you're the best                                                       I got my red dress on tonight                                              Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight                                            Done my hair up real big beauty queen style                                                       High heels off, I'm feeling alive                                                      Oh, my God, I feel it in the air                                       Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare                                                 Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere                                                     Nothing scares me anymore

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Finally getting her bra undone, James pulled it off her and added it to the growing pile of clothes at their feet.  His hands then moved to the girl’s chest.  Because, really, this part made up for about a quarter of his enjoyment.  In his clearly professional opinion, boobs were great in general.  And Lily’s were pretty much the best of them all.

However, he knew that he had other pieces of clothing to get to, so he couldn’t occupy his hands too long with her breasts.  As Lily proceeded to leave a line of kisses along his jawline, James shrugged off his shirt before his hands moved back down to her waist.  Now standing in only his undergarmets, James found it completely unfair that Lily still had her skirt on.

So, moving to catch her lips in another quick kiss, James’s own hands moved to undo the button on her skirt.  His hands fumbled once more as he tried to undo the zipper, his anticipation making it harder for him to concentrate on his tasks.  “Dammit,” he muttered, pulling back from the kiss.  But, the slight separation was all he needed to finish undoing the zipper.  Pulling back still a little more, James smirked at the sight of his mostly naked girlfriend standing in the greenhouse, and wondered how he had gotten so lucky.  But, the thoughts left as he moved in to connect his lips with her neck, ensuring that he’d leave a mark right above her collar.  With any luck, it wouldn’t fade before graduation day.

Lily’s breath hitched as she felt his rough hands immediately grope her. She had felt that numerous times before, but she still loved each time. His quidditch calloused hands moved perfectly... feeling his favorite part of her chest. She had always been worried about that.. since her breasts weren’t, by her standards, big---- but James never complained so she supposed they couldn’t be that bad.

She giggled softly as she pulled away from her once more to curse. She felt pity for the poor bloke---- couldn’t get a zipper undone. Though to be fair, his hands were skilled so she couldn’t make fun too much. As she felt the zipper to her skirt come undone, Lily perked up and let the fabric slide from her body. The air suddenly felt colder; as she noted how exposed she was. The greenhouses weren’t exactly the best space for privacy.. Lily then moved her hands lower.... and lower as she felt his lips on her skin. Words couldn’t even express how wonderful it felt, really. 

Lily then decided that enough was enough. Seeing him pretty much nude, was nothing more then a tease. Lily then slide her fingers into the waistband and  lowered his underpants. She did so slowly at first, before making sure that they slide off of him fully. Lily pulled away from his chest to glance down... to admire him really. She then moved her hand up to lay her palm flat against his abdomen. “Tell me what you want.” She whispered in his ear.

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👌 - Best friend?

“Are you prepared for a long list of names?” Lily asked, her eyebrow quirking. “I consider James to be my best friend, mostly. He’s always around when I need him to be and honestly I couldn’t ask for anything else.” She replied automatically. “Then, of course, Is Emmeline. Bless that girl– honestly. She’s my rock, I adore her completely. Marlene is another close second though…. although I don’t see her as much as I would like to, unfortunately. Peter, Remus and Sirius swiftly follow as well. I’m honestly not trying to make this an order kind of a thing.. because really I love them all so much, and I trust each of them with my entire heart. My friends are my family… and I really don’t think that’ll ever change.”

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ems-vance

Emmeline didn’t receive Lily’s last letter as she was already making her way to her room. Em had threatened no less than four mediwizards into giving her Lily’s room number. She was certain that the Ministry was going to be notified as to Ems behaviour but she didn’t care. Lily was more important right now. She was glad that Lily didn’t know about the rumours circulating everyone- that Sirius killed Perverell and that she’d killed Cian.

It was only a matter of moments before Emmeline had reached Lily’s door was was slowly pushing it open. She peaked her head around the corner and smiled widely for her best friend. “Hello Amaryliis, I do hope you don’t hate me too much for not visiting sooner.” She said as she slipped in the door. She then quickly crossed the room before pressing a quick kiss to Lily’s lips. It had been years since the two had been intimate but the moment seemed to call for it.

She rested her forehead against Lily’s, her hands gently running through Lily’s red locks. “What happened to you Red? Who attacked you?”

Lily didn’t even bother to look up from the tattered book that the nurse had given her earlier. She automatically assumed that it was just another healer coming into check on her. Once she heard the familiar voice ring out, effectively breaking her from her reading, Lily looked up and beamed. the mere sight of someone so familiar to her made her relax in her bed. Her face was the same; never changing and always looking great-- damn her. She stood tall as she walked across the hospital room with ease. Lily had always wondered how she could do so, so seamlessly. It was probably because she didn’t have Lily’s clumsiness to drag her down. 

With the light kiss coming to her aid, Lily couldn’t help but feel overly grateful that, although things were different, Em could still know exactly what she needed without words. Good thing James wasn’t around, anyways. Although, Lily honestly doubt that he would care so much. He himself was probably out snogging Sirius that moment. Lily lingered for a moment, until the kiss had ended. She closed her eyes as she felt the weight of Em’s forehead resting against hers for a moment. Lily then gave a low hum of approval as she felt the other girls thin fingers slide through her hair... something that Lily had missed dearly without her even being consciously aware of it. 

“I’m alright, Eva.” Lily answered automatically. “You know me---- I don’t get knocked down for good ever. I’m being released tomorrow at some point, so I’m not as bad as I was.” Lily then opened her eyes and looked up to meet the warm brow iris’ that she knew far too well. “It was an accident though, me getting injured.” She started off. “It’s a long story, really.”

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pettipeter

“Lily!” Peter smiled as he saw her but it was quickly replaced by concern when she winced. “I’m really glad you’re…” okay? alive? Was was a good ending to that sentence? “…getting better?”

“I um… I brought you chocolate. I don’t know if you’re allowed to eat it, but I brought it anyway.” He held up a little box of chocolates. He’d thought about bringing her flowers but he didn’t know what flowers were good flowers, whereas he did know good chocolate. 

He wasn’t sure whether to give her the chocolates or put them on the beside table so awkwardly hesitated between them for a moment before giving up and sitting in the chair. “How are you feeling? I’m really really happy to see you.”

Lily mirrored his smile automatically. It was second nature at this point. He may be closer to her boyfriend by technical standards, but Lily genuinely enjoyed his company all the same. She noted his concern, and felt touched, but she was sure it wasn’t directly necessary. “I’m fine.” She responded automatically. “Well, better... I should say.”

Lily smiled softly at his actions when he brought out the small box of chocolates. He was honestly so very sweet. Why he didn’t have a girlfriend yet, Lily honestly couldn’t understand. “Oh, Peter.” she started off. “That’s so sweet, thank you. You didn’t have to buy me anything though!”

She then gave him a shrug as he posed the next question. How was she feeling? Right that moment, she was fine... today in general she was better then the day prior. Did that make her fine, really? Lily didn’t know. “I’m really happy to see you too.” She said warmly, reaching over to grab his hands. “How are you? You weren’t hurt during the attack were you?” She asked quickly--- her mind immediately going to the worst. At least he was still here and standing, that alone made some of he worries vanish.