…theyre nice, sometimes. not as often as others. they’re kind of a mess, though.
“ All right, all right, I guess that makes some sorta sense… ” Alfyn gives, some variety of a teasing smile on his lips as he lets the topic drop towards an ending. “ Since you remember all of it and you’re gonna listen from now on, there ain’t a point to driving it into your skull anymore. I’ll leave you to it, Therion. ”
A light laugh, comfortable and warm. “ Gotcha. I’m only a stone’s throw away should you need anything, so don’t hesitate to ask for help when you really need it, ” he responds, a jab at Therion’s general reluctance to go to anyone. Hey, at least Alfyn knows his behavior somewhat well; he can keep his eyes on the man without too much trouble, hopefully.
“ W - Well, I… ” Therion has a point and he knows it. Allowing all treatment for free doesn’t do him any material favors in the slightest. Back in Clearbrook, this wasn’t much of a problem; as one of the resident apothecaries, food wasn’t too difficult to come by whether out of the kindness of his neighbor’s hearts or otherwise. Living there meant no need to pay for any extra shelter, a hard lesson to learn when on the road. “ I can always hunt with H’aanit or pitch a tent! There’s plenty of ways to live life without money in my coin pouch. The struggle’s there sometimes, sure, and I didn’t much like relyin’ on everyone else to pay for the rooms at the inns when we traveled, but changing my ways in the middle of all of that… I don’t think I could’ve done it. ”
( His inspiration would never accept a monetary gift and neither will Alfyn. )
Fingers go around his chin in thought for a brief moment before a purpose for dual-wielding satchels comes to mind. “ One can be for my raw materials and the other can be for all the salves I’ve completed! It’ll be less messy than what I’ve got so far and, besides… ” a brief pause, “ Zeph and you are both real important to me, so I don’t wanna choose one of your satchels over the other. ”
The trip to the Warmhouse winds down and ends, the building radiating a sense of relaxation for Alfyn. One hand grips the handle of the door and he opens it, hand drifting away from Therion’s wrist only to place it against the small of his back and gently pushing him into the entrance.
“ It ain’t anything to thank me for, ” he mumbles, feeling the red finally ebb from his face.
Despite how rough their encounter was… Alfyn can’t help but mentally mark all of today’s moments as a collective positive.
He looks forward to whatever the future may have in store for him, confidence in the way he walks in and shuts the door behind them.
oh, well — at least he has enough sensibility and reliability to agree and end the discussions on a better note. you’d prepared to keep arguing your point, but it seems you don’t, his last comment and the shocks of how sudden and pleasantly he says it aside. “ I won’t need it, ” you grumble out, with finality enough to make sure he gets the message – even if you aren’t as well-off and healthy as you should be to make it.
he seems to also understand in part the problem in his reasoning, though as stubborn he is, of course it isn’t really taken in full. “ Maybe you meant you could in Orsterra, but said hunter isn’t exactly here at present. And either way, you still need the supplies in the first place for shelter or food. ”
you’d take time to wonder how he can live with an ideology like that, even when this village runs on all but golden leaves, but your head freezes up instead. granted, his answer to your inquiries is a better idea than you would’ve supposed, especially with the ridiculousness of two satchels in tow, but…
oh, nevermind, you’re being pushed right in. you stumble along as you enter, feeling eyes turn to the door as you do, and your injury seems ever the more noticeable, this is all a uncomfortable, confusing mess, and… granted, you’re not sure just how to think about any of it. you came into this with your pride surprised and at threat, and came out with all other emotion wounded and thrown in the fray. maybe you should’ve expected it, seeing familiar faces in this white waste, but there’d been a hope — feeling more against the idea than for.
important. the thought still lingers in your head. you glance to the other and then away. he couldn’t have known what he was saying. even if he did, there’s no telling whether he was lying or not, the possibility of either weighing heavy in your heart. but the notion that you could hold good and weighty significance to anyone else, even in spite of that — it edges out like a pleasant idea, as if you almost want to selfishly attribute it with yourself.
after everything, you can only call it a daydream, interrupted by the beginnings of interrogation. your thoughts run with the idea one more time, and then, you let it off with the wind. after all, it doesn’t really matter your opinion on the matter. it wouldn’t change either way - in the end, how could you be in any way important to someone who barely knows you at all?