╭∘ SUMMARY ... how do certain blue lock men love at midnight ?
–∘ WARNINGS ... no mentions of reader's gender/pronouns, metion of toxic relationships, ooc characters, not proofread, fluff, slight angst! lmk if I missed any
╰∘ DEAR DIARY ... first work for blue lock! I might write a second part to this except it's the "angstier" songs within midnights or a different album! but we'll see. for now please enjoy🫶
TRACK ONE LAVENDER HAZE
A lavender haze was formerly used to describe being in love. It was said that if you were in a lavender haze meant that you were in that all-encompassing love glow. Maybe that’s how ISAGI YOICHI would describe your relationship, your love was so addicting that he couldn’t help but wish to keep it all to himself, you made him feel as if he was on cloud 9 because of your neverending affirmations and touches, those moments where your lips graced him or when you leave yourself vulnerable in his arms the moment he joins you in bed, every moment with you may it be small or extravagant has been etched to his memory
Yet, with his reputation as blue lock's ace, there were people who wanted to bring your relationship down, be it because of jealousy or hatred.
Yet he didn’t let any of that break your relationship, he loves you, and he’s willing to do anything for you. Maybe in the future, he’d find himself standing in front of the altar, exchanging vows with you, promising to spend the remainder of his life with you, the love of his life.
TRACK FOUR SNOW ON THE BEACH
It all started as a friendship, which grew to you both harboring feelings for one another the more you hung out together, it was so obvious to others, but not to you. It was so painful to watch you both stare at each other longingly, with so much love and admiration swirling in your eyes.
The moment you finally confessed after pinning on him for so long, that snowy night by the beach. CHIGIRI HYOMA at first did not understand, but when it finally dawned on him, he looked at you, eyes glazed with confusion, but his face was beet red, he couldn’t help it, all this time you were in love with him? Like how he was with you? He looked around, mind still not processing the words you just said “Wait, is this real? Is this a dream? Is this for real? Is it really happening?” were the only thoughts he had.
He was excited to venture more into this relationship, fall deeper in love and experience things with you. He watched as the snow fell on the surface of the sand, it was such a weird but beautiful phenomenon.
TRACK TEN LABYRINTH
You dreamed of falling in love when you were younger, yet love hurt you, it tore you up into pieces, and it broke you. KUNIGAMI RENSUKE is a dear friend of yours, someone who never left your side before your former toxic relationship came to be. He was the one who helped you whenever you found yourself breaking down when it all became too much to handle, and when you finally left that relationship. He was there, like always.
You thought that you would never find love anymore, not after all that pain.
How wrong you were.
When you find yourself seeking more of his presence and comfort, finding yourself looking for him in a crowd, it becomes clear to you, you are falling in love again. You were in a state of denial, maybe it was fear that kept you away from accepting your feelings, fear that he would turn out like your former relationship, the fear that he would hurt you and leave you hanging.
Yet he didn’t, he never did leave or hurt you. He helped you heal, emotionally and physically. As time passed, those feelings you had for him that you tried to push back, resurfaced once more, much more intense and ardent.
You didn’t push them back anymore, instead, you welcomed the feeling, allowing yourself to be vulnerable to love once more, you gave your heart to him, knowing he’d never break it.
TRACK TWELVE SWEET NOTHING
Home, that was what he felt like whenever he was with you. ITOSHI RIN found comfort and solace by being with you. He is not a man of many words, yet he always finds himself in an endless rant on how much he loves you, cares for you, and you who gave him another chance at experiencing genuine love.
At the end of every day, after a game or an exhausting day at practice. He finds himself craving, and running home to your sweet nothings. All those hushed promises, declarations of love, and lingering kisses, while he held you tightly in his arms, were the best moments of his day. that cold facade and the walls he spent years building up crumble upon your every touch and your every word.
TRACK SIXTEEN PARIS
You were someone MIKAGE REO loved in private, yet never in secret. The fans were aware that a certain someone captured the heir's heart. Yet they don’t know just how much love he had to give, the way his eyes softened and his body physically relaxing the moment he sees you, the way those captivating eyes never miss your figure in a crowded room, a mountain of love letters he sent you under the alias “your only love”, and those subtle yet obvious telltale signs that he needs you with him.
Yet all of that is only for you both to see, not for the public. You’re both in your own little world when alone, a world where there’s only you, him, and your love for each other. Call him lovesick, he’s willing to get called such names if it means having his claim on you.
He loves you, and he is yours, just as you are his.
