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writing and inspiration blog by sexyvanillatiger

[taetaetiger]

masterlist

[ozempicofficial]

[lycanshelby]

Starting a collection

[depsidase]

[srdcovka]

[cummunistbussy]

the fact that she revealed she lost a $3M deal to headline Wireless Festival in London for making this joke… only for Wireless Festival to then announce that Kanye West would be taking her place as headliner, face so much backlash for asking him to headline, have almost all the sponsors withdraw funding, and cancel the festival entirely is so funny to me.

[taetaetiger]

the night so long it hurts

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationships: Pedro Acosta/Fermín Aldeguer, Pedro Acosta/Fermín Aldeguer/Raúl Fernández, Pedro Acosta & Raúl Fernández

Characters: Pedro Acosta, Fermín Aldeguer, Raúl Fernández, Augusto Fernández

Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Alternate Universe, Hybrids, Mating Cycles/In Rut, Master/Pet, Pet Play, Threesome - M/M/M, Breeding Kink, Consensual Somnophilia, Knotting

Series: Part 5 of just don't wake daddy

Pedro thought this was something Fermin had outgrown in high school, something secret they could lock away in his past or risk him being admitted for treatment. The very thought has Pedro nauseous with fear, no less so thinking about how he's going to care for Fermin with classes and Fermin's job complicating things. The thing is, Fermin isn't supposed to have ruts. Any sane person would have taken Fermin in to be medically managed, all the way up to surgical sterilization or medical sedation if they can't fix the problem with less invasive therapies. Pedro has read about it before.

[terraswallows]

I was confused you see.

[depsidase]

[drivewest]

pedro's shark and fishing themed celebrations after winning the moto3 championship in 2021

[wanderinghalo27]

Guy I could meet at a gas station at 3am

[taetaetiger]

fully, completely

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationship: Pedro Acosta/Fermín Aldeguer

Characters: Pedro Acosta, Fermín Aldeguer

Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Master/Pet, Pet Play, Collars, Leashes, Cock Warming, Safeword Fail, Hurt/Comfort

Series: Part 4 of just don't wake daddy

He didn't pull rank. He didn't. When Pedro kicked Fermin out of the bedroom so he could study, it was the same way he would a brother that was bothering him while he did his homework. Not a cruel master telling the mutt to git. Still, Pedro finds himself suddenly unable to concentrate on his textbook, incapable of reading his own notes. No. Pedro can only feel the weight of Fermin across his back where the dog had leaned over him, murmuring against his ear, "Remember this, later." He'd left then, with the press of a gratuitous kiss to the shell of Pedro's ear. Pedro can still feel the warmth of Fermin's mouth, hear the smack of the kiss.

[eidetictelekinetic]

Mutual pining is great, but you know what's even better? Mutual pining where they're both fully aware the feelings are requited, they just can't do anything about it for other reasons. Or maybe they technically could but they've had to choose not to, because of The Circumstances.

[drakonstar]

do you remember how we used to run

kofi | my website

[ijustwannawritepls]

How to Write When You Don't Feel Like Yourself

There are going to be days (or weeks, or months) where you sit down to write and feel... disconnected. From your voice, from your characters, from your ideas. Like the person who used to write your stories just packed up and left.

They didn't. They're just tired. Here's how to keep writing anyway:

Lower the bar (Until it's on the floor) You are not here to write something brilliant. You are here to write something. A paragraph. A sentence. A single line of dialogue. Movement matters way more than quality.

Write around the story Don't force it. If you can't write the scene, try: ⋆ A character ramble / journal entry ⋆ A conversation that won't be included in the final draft ⋆ A list of things the character would never admit out loud ⋆ A messy summary of what should happen Engage with the story from a different angle.

Borrow a voice until yours comes back No, not with AI. Read something that feels close to what you want to write, or watch a scene that captures the tone, then write immediately after. Not to copy, to reignite your instincts.

Write the emotion, not the plot. What is your character feeling in this moment? What are they afraid of? What do they want but won't say? What's being kept from them? The emotion leads, the plot catches up later.

Stop trying to "feel like a writer" first. You don't write when you feel like a writer. You feel like a writer because you write.

You are still a writer, even on the days it feels distant. Especially then.

[taetaetiger]

hello! i absolutely loved your recent permin winners room one shot and was wondering if youd ever consider doing a bez version 😁 ur da goat thank you for your contributions to ao3 🙏

I'm so glad you enjoyed it!! To be completely honest, I haven't considered it too much because I'm not very confident about my Bez voice yet, but it would make my wife so happy if I did, so it's definitely on my list! I'm even starting to cook up some ideas about how it would look, I just need to practice writing Bez appropriately in character, and then we'll be on the tracks!

You're so sweet, thank you so much for sending this in 💕💕💕 hopefully someday soon you'll see a Bez winner's room something cooking in this kitchen 👀🤭🐶🍳 thank you so much for reading!! 💕💕💕💕💕

[taetaetiger]

fantastic gap

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationship: Pedro Acosta/Fermín Aldeguer

Characters: Pedro Acosta, Fermín Aldeguer

Additional Tags: Winner's Room, Extremely Dubious Consent, Bondage, Mild Blood, Begging, Exhibitionism, Explicit Sexual Content, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Betrayal, Gang Rape, Bad Spanish, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

He'd known this moment would come, from the first conception of the idea that Fermín might win it this year. Something about how they treat him, how they talk about him, how they've been handling him more delicately than usual, Pedro had known that he was a chip on the table. At least a little bit more than the rest of them.

[ouroborosmotifs]

most of the time everything sucks but when the sky is blanketed in dark blue-grey clouds after heavy raining and the sun starts to peek through the clouds so that the tops of trees glint pale green and every white structure is starkly, blindingly silhouetted against the sky i’m ok.

[ouroborosmotifs]

like this

[loveridden1999]

"they've had intercourse" "i know that i'm asking if they've kissed"

[loveridden1999]

i think abt this a lot