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[taetaetiger]

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[ijustwannawritepls]

How to Write When You Don't Feel Like Yourself

There are going to be days (or weeks, or months) where you sit down to write and feel... disconnected. From your voice, from your characters, from your ideas. Like the person who used to write your stories just packed up and left.

They didn't. They're just tired. Here's how to keep writing anyway:

Lower the bar (Until it's on the floor) You are not here to write something brilliant. You are here to write something. A paragraph. A sentence. A single line of dialogue. Movement matters way more than quality.

Write around the story Don't force it. If you can't write the scene, try: ⋆ A character ramble / journal entry ⋆ A conversation that won't be included in the final draft ⋆ A list of things the character would never admit out loud ⋆ A messy summary of what should happen Engage with the story from a different angle.

Borrow a voice until yours comes back No, not with AI. Read something that feels close to what you want to write, or watch a scene that captures the tone, then write immediately after. Not to copy, to reignite your instincts.

Write the emotion, not the plot. What is your character feeling in this moment? What are they afraid of? What do they want but won't say? What's being kept from them? The emotion leads, the plot catches up later.

Stop trying to "feel like a writer" first. You don't write when you feel like a writer. You feel like a writer because you write.

You are still a writer, even on the days it feels distant. Especially then.

[taetaetiger]

hello! i absolutely loved your recent permin winners room one shot and was wondering if youd ever consider doing a bez version 😁 ur da goat thank you for your contributions to ao3 🙏

I'm so glad you enjoyed it!! To be completely honest, I haven't considered it too much because I'm not very confident about my Bez voice yet, but it would make my wife so happy if I did, so it's definitely on my list! I'm even starting to cook up some ideas about how it would look, I just need to practice writing Bez appropriately in character, and then we'll be on the tracks!

You're so sweet, thank you so much for sending this in 💕💕💕 hopefully someday soon you'll see a Bez winner's room something cooking in this kitchen 👀🤭🐶🍳 thank you so much for reading!! 💕💕💕💕💕

[taetaetiger]

fantastic gap

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationship: Pedro Acosta/Fermín Aldeguer

Characters: Pedro Acosta, Fermín Aldeguer

Additional Tags: Winner's Room, Extremely Dubious Consent, Bondage, Mild Blood, Begging, Exhibitionism, Explicit Sexual Content, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Betrayal, Gang Rape, Bad Spanish, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

He'd known this moment would come, from the first conception of the idea that Fermín might win it this year. Something about how they treat him, how they talk about him, how they've been handling him more delicately than usual, Pedro had known that he was a chip on the table. At least a little bit more than the rest of them.

[ouroborosmotifs]

most of the time everything sucks but when the sky is blanketed in dark blue-grey clouds after heavy raining and the sun starts to peek through the clouds so that the tops of trees glint pale green and every white structure is starkly, blindingly silhouetted against the sky i’m ok.

[ouroborosmotifs]

like this

[loveridden1999]

"they've had intercourse" "i know that i'm asking if they've kissed"

[loveridden1999]

i think abt this a lot

[ursulaincorporated]

You know what I want more of? Non-sexual intimacy. In close moments between friends. The “I can’t do this alone”. The “I need help”. The wounds that need bandaged. The “I can’t change my clothes on my own”. The need for help with simple tasks for different reasons. Maybe a recent injury or disability means they don’t know how to shower yet and they need help.

I want that. Write me that. You say that they are as close as family so show me they are as close as family.

[antiqueanimals]

Lives of Game Animals, Volume 3. 1927. Written and illustrated by Ernest Thompson Seton.

Internet Archive

[taetaetiger]

all songs to end all songs

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationship: Pedro Acosta/Fermín Aldeguer

Characters: Pedro Acosta, Fermín Aldeguer

Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Explicit Sexual Content, Alternate Universe, Hybrids, Pet Play,Master/Pet, Collars, Food Kink, Knotting, Porn with Feelings, Bigotry & Prejudice

Series: Part 3 of just don't wake daddy

“Careful, Pedrico,” Fermin says, his voice suddenly strange with something more like what Pedro saw on his face when he came home with food. Fermin leans forward, making himself long and broad against Pedro’s back, enveloping him. He wraps his arm around Pedro's throat. “You’ve been good tonight, but remember this,” Fermin says. “Dogs can’t talk. I don’t want to hear a single,” he says, flexing around Pedro’s throat until it chokes him, “word.” Pedro’s breath cuts short, and one of his hands lifts from the mattress instinctively to fight for space to allow breath and blood flow. Fermin doesn’t stop him, but Pedro still pauses. Mouth open, gasping, waiting for Fermin’s approval, he lets his paw lower back down.

[noisepuppy]

I asked if this was an art installation and a Danish person said "no this is quite a serious impedance"

[taetaetiger]

they're all asleep but us now

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationship: Pedro Acosta/Fermín Aldeguer

Characters: Pedro Acosta, Fermín Aldeguer, Raúl Fernández

Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Master/Pet, Pet Play, Pet Names, Collars, Alternate Universe, Hybrids, Knotting, Gift Giving

Pedro's first gift to Fermin, and Pedro's favorite gift from Fermin.

[sexyvanillatiger]

Hey ho! Challenge time 😉 open your Spotify Daylist, find the 4th song on the list and write a quick drabble based on the 5th line of lyrics 🎵

Send this to 5 friends and feel free to change the song or lyric number. Have fun! 🖋️

squabble up

"Ain't your backyard, is it?"

Pedro spits blood, glad that no teeth come with it. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, and there's a split in his lip that stings when he agitates it. His assailants loom, but their numbers are small.

"Do that again," Pedro says to the agitator, probable ringleader of the gang behind him. Looks like the only one who can throw a punch, but he goes down hard when Fermin gives him an elbow to the sternum faster than he can dodge.

"Down, boy," Pedro laughs.

Fermin just shrugs. "Our backyard, now."

[benson-notboone]

[taetaetiger]

it's a rosary

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationships: Luca Marini/Franco Morbidelli, Luca Marini/Alex Márquez, Luca Marini/Joan Mir

Characters: Luca Marini, Valentino Rossi, Franco Morbidelli, Alex Márquez (Motorcycling RPF), Marco Bezzecchi, Francesco Bagnaia, Fabio Di Giannantonio, Marc Márquez

Additional Tags: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Trans Character, Unplanned Pregnancy, Motorcycle Racing Crashes, Miscarriage, Major Character Injury, Hospitalization, Misgendering, Mental Health Issues, Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attacks, Abusive Relationships, Physical Abuse, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Vaginal Sex, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Casual Sex, Deadname Use, Out of Character, Happy Ending

epilogue

Whatever, Luca is, he's dealing, just, not very well. It was a lot. Right? A lot to go through. He just needs somebody to tell him that he's endured a lot, if he's going to be this. This fucking crazy. His team thinks this is all because of Suzuka, which. Maybe not all of it, but. Maybe it is. Maybe some of it is. In a way.

[amygdalae]

my second favorite thing in Nosferatu (1922) is when it cuts to the "werewolf" and it's a hyena with the saddest gentlest eyes you've ever seen

[toonskribblez]

It looks like someone off-screen is telling the hyena that they can't go into the forest because there's a werewolf and it looks so upset about it.

[taetaetiger]

it's a rosary

taetaetiger (sexyvanillatiger)

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con

Fandom: Motorcycling RPF

Relationships: Luca Marini/Franco Morbidelli, Luca Marini/Alex Márquez, Luca Marini/Joan Mir

Characters: Luca Marini, Valentino Rossi, Franco Morbidelli, Alex Márquez (Motorcycling RPF), Marco Bezzecchi, Francesco Bagnaia, Fabio Di Giannantonio, Marc Márquez

Additional Tags: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Trans Character, Unplanned Pregnancy, Motorcycle Racing Crashes, Miscarriage, Major Character Injury, Hospitalization, Misgendering, Mental Health Issues, Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attacks, Abusive Relationships, Physical Abuse, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Vaginal Sex, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Casual Sex, Deadname Use, Out of Character, Happy Ending

Chapter 11 of 11

Whatever, Luca is, he's dealing, just, not very well. It was a lot. Right? A lot to go through. He just needs somebody to tell him that he's endured a lot, if he's going to be this. This fucking crazy. His team thinks this is all because of Suzuka, which. Maybe not all of it, but. Maybe it is. Maybe some of it is. In a way.

[feldfrog]

I shoved a nerd in my locker. so nobody steals my precious nerd