Destiel is in my heart, it’s in my soul, but it’ll never make me feel the way buddie does

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Destiel is in my heart, it’s in my soul, but it’ll never make me feel the way buddie does
I am apparently so brazen I'm gonna make him say it and still not catch on...
“was it casual when you took your cross off to kiss me?” yeah. yeah it was.
yk what wasn’t? when i didn’t take it off to kiss you. when I sat there with the shame and the guilt and i let it burn through me to keep kissing you because i decided it was worth it. whatever.
i love buck and eddie and i love how they love each other and i miss them so bad oh my god it’s like a physical ache somewhere deep inside me do you remember how they look at each other
Dream up
Licking his lip, Buck tries to not pay attention to the way Eddie's cheeks are flushed, not too dissimilar to how he looked in bed. His eyes are narrowed and lips curled into an ugly snarl that Buck wants to kiss anyway. "Uh- right. I- I'm sorry," Buck stutters out. The laugh Eddie releases is bitter and cruel. "No you're not," he spits. Buck hasn't been this close to him since they fucked. His body sings even though he aches for more, for closer, for Eddie. "I- I am," Buck implores, not even sure what he's apologising for. "Fuck you," Eddie sneers. "Is that what this is about?" Buck asks, cautiously. The way Eddie stills is answer enough. His entire body locks up tight, tense and taut. "I told you," he hisses viciously, "I told you nothing inside and what the fuck did you do?" Eyes stinging, Buck slumps. "You said we'd be okay. You promised." "That was before you got me pregnant!" Eddie roars. * Buck finds out the consequences of his actions when he helped Eddie through his pent up feelings.
Follows on from Pent up
Ao3-Buddie-feed Title: If I'm Happy, I'm Dreaming Summary: by untoldchaos Eddie smirked. It was playful and familiar, tugging at the corner of his mouth, and Buck wanted nothing more than to kiss the stupid thing right off his face. The thought had Buck shifting uncomfortably on Eddie’s couch, a feeling of shame twisting deep in his gut. It wasn’t shameful for him to like men (that side of himself he had reconciled with years ago), but to like his best friend of eight years—to be in love with his best friend—felt wrong, like some kind of betrayal Or, Buck has realised that he is in love with Eddie and is in a battle to keep those feelings pushed way down, but that is seeming more and more difficult due to the fact that Eddie is—well Eddie. Words: 3845, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley , Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Additional Tags: Fluff , First Kiss , Fluff and Angst , Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley , Gay Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) , Demisexual Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) , Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love
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Ao3-Buddie-feed Title: End of August Summary: by brookbuckleydiaz Evan Buckley spent his whole life trying to become someone worth loving. But when the summer comes to an end, Buck finds himself looking back at everything he’s survived and everything he’s gained. The 118 became his family. Home became something he found. And maybe the person who has been beside him through it all has been the one thing he never knew he was looking for. Words: 2876, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Series: Part 1 of The Great Divide Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley , Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) , Howie "Chimney" Han , Bobby Nash , Henrietta "Hen" Wilson Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) , Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew Additional Tags: Evan "Buck" Buckley-centric , Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug , Firehouse 118 Crew as Family (9-1-1 TV) , Found Family , Bobby Nash is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent , Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley , Getting Together , Mentioned Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) , Love Confessions , Mutual Pining , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Fluff and Angst , Happy Ending , Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Self-Worth Issues , song: End of August (Noah Kahan) , Not Beta Read , first fic in awhile and i was rushing so sorry if it isn’t good
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