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paris & sera.
@spellbxnd
sorry?! that doesn't bother me. I don't owe anybody an apology. I don't have no regrets in my biology. reload and shoot for the stars, y'all look like astronomy. no one as hot as me, copy me commonly. wannabes, y'all are so shockingly comedy. carry the weight of my songs all on top of me I will not break, I'm not made out of pottery. bury your bodies on acres of property. place them at angles like sacred geometry.
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everybody knows I'm a motherfucking monster.
Seraphina, I have a task for you. Find the blood traitor, Angelica Xu, and dispose of her. She knows too much. Her parents are willing to pay. - P
seraphina was face down in her popping pink penthouse apartment when the rapping of her owl on the window roused her around midday. blearily, she grabbed her wand and opened the glass from across the room so that the bird could drop the message down on her head. her hair turned a dark, rich purple. she blinked a few times as the words began to make more sense in front of her eyes. fuck. sera needed to find olivia and calista. it was time for work.
diary entry, november 27th
backdated, nov 27th 2015
maybe i should start doing what the other trainees are doing. skipping classes for almost a month at a time to focus on training and reappearing for only a week at most to attend exams and stuff. but it’s different in kyunggi. hanlim and sopa’s aims are to shape their kids into performers. my school is a normal school that tries to help you in getting in seoul university. if i take too much day-offs my friends will just start suspecting stuff. hmm, should i wait until i’m public to start skipping classes? ㅋㅋㅋ but i’ve been skipping classes every now and then anyways.
speaking of school, i saw that outcast hara today. she was getting bothered by the girls again so i decided to talk to her after everyone’s out of the class. i’ve never been in the same class as her before this so i don’t know why exactly she was outcasted… she was in the same class with seolin last year if i’m not mistaken, should i go and ask around? maybe not, i don’t want to end up having a reason to jump in the outcasting game too.
diary entry, november 18th
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, it’s been such a long time since i’ve written huh? well i guess i can’t help it, so much has happened! aside from school giving out homework like free samples and training squeezing the energy out of me every day, i just went through one of the most nerve-wrecking tests ever. yep, you (probably) guessed it. csat. for the past few months i’ve been trying hard not to skip too much classes so i can do well during the entrance exam. sighs, it’s harder than i thought it would be ㅠㅜ right now i can only hope i did well.
currently, i’m still trying to figure out a way to be able to go to university without having to leave too much of training out. my current options are taking classes on the weekends and during personal research times. it’ll be hard for sure, but there really isn’t much i can do about it is there? if there is i hope it surfaces before other issues appear. that way i’ll be bale to tackle my problems one by one.
*rips paper* life is such a pain in the butt sometimes. pft, uni scares me and all, but i think debuting would be scarier. i mean, performing in front of the whole population and even foreigners. speaking in english and japanese and stuff. not that my debut is close... at least i don’t think it is. but i mean, the thought of debuting is just overwhelming. ah, what am i saying? i’m making no sense, ugh. brb sleeping!!
diary entry, june 8th
it’s monday again, yayy! if you can’t tell i was being sarcastic and monday does not excite me at all. it’s almost midnight and i’m still up doing a report on physical adaptations of animals and the things their new/modified organs do. we learned this on our last year of middle school and now we’re doing it again to get an ‘optimum understanding’. yeah right. but the last few days have been super hectic because not only school has like 27191037 projects, training was a bit harder than usual. the coaches were unexpectedly stricter last week and i hope it won’t get any worse tomorrow.
that aside, yesterday hyuna came over for my cooking and i think she liked it. i don’t know how much she liked it or if she was faking that smile, but dad said it was nice too so i’ll just assume i have succeeded. there was also that party from saturday night, which was short but fun while it lasted. i still haven’t gotten her a real present so i’ll be looking for things that’ll suit her (hint, hint!). pft, my birthday is still far off but i’d like to have a surprise party too ㅋㅋ should probably start hinting at seolin.
my time with seolin has decreased way too much from the day i was signed and it’s kind of upsetting. i booked us a karaoke room for this sunday (along with the other girls) so i hope that’ll give us plenty of quality time. with that said, i’m looking forward to sunday. if i’m lucky we might even get to crash at her place afterwards!
diary entry, may 28th
thirty days and counting.
it’s been a month since i joined kt. wow, i never thought i’d actually feel comfortable here. the people were actually nicer than expected and they made me feel very welcome. of course, training was hard, but it’s all worth it. at least i think so because my dance has been improving ㅋㅋ but the bad part is that kt doesn’t have much to offer for their rap classes. maybe it’s because they focus more in dancing and singing?
months prior i would’ve totally laughed kt off, i’ve never really thought of their idols as people with overflowing talent. you should see our current trainees though, they’re all amazing! i mean, taeyeon is basically the singing goddess or something and taemin is really good at dancing. that aside, i’m pretty sure everyone is a good dancer there except for me (and i’m getting better so keep that in mind! i should give the credits to jeongguk who’s been helping me out with the choreo though ㅋㅋㅋ).
rap-wise i still think i’m one of the best. there’s yulhee who raps too. she’s not as dedicated as i am but she’s pretty good, and she’s a very cute girl. when we first met she was all bubbly and friendly and nice. very, very, welcoming. aron too, he tried to copy my lyrics when we first met but he turned out to be a pretty nice guy. he sings and raps but he doesn’t dance, i think that’s why i forgave him for that little peek ㅋㅋㅋ i’m not the only bad dancer~~~
and of course naeun the winter queen was there. you know, the girl i thought was a friend of mine and approached in winter? the one who hates the scent of flowers? she’s in kt too and she’s really pretty, even i don’t get tired of seeing her face. hm, soojung is also very pretty. not only that, she’s actually a very thoughtful person but she hides them all under a cold facade. at least that’s how it looks like to me. and if you don’t believe me on the nice part, she came over to my house just to cheer me up. how selfless is that?
all in all, kt was way better than i expected it to be. i still don’t know about becoming a real idol but i’m warming up to the idea. i hope i can be an equally nice senior when a new batch of trainees come in. i’ll make them all feel welcomed in our big family tree!
