diary entry, may 28th
thirty days and counting.
it’s been a month since i joined kt. wow, i never thought i’d actually feel comfortable here. the people were actually nicer than expected and they made me feel very welcome. of course, training was hard, but it’s all worth it. at least i think so because my dance has been improving ㅋㅋ but the bad part is that kt doesn’t have much to offer for their rap classes. maybe it’s because they focus more in dancing and singing?
months prior i would’ve totally laughed kt off, i’ve never really thought of their idols as people with overflowing talent. you should see our current trainees though, they’re all amazing! i mean, taeyeon is basically the singing goddess or something and taemin is really good at dancing. that aside, i’m pretty sure everyone is a good dancer there except for me (and i’m getting better so keep that in mind! i should give the credits to jeongguk who’s been helping me out with the choreo though ㅋㅋㅋ).
rap-wise i still think i’m one of the best. there’s yulhee who raps too. she’s not as dedicated as i am but she’s pretty good, and she’s a very cute girl. when we first met she was all bubbly and friendly and nice. very, very, welcoming. aron too, he tried to copy my lyrics when we first met but he turned out to be a pretty nice guy. he sings and raps but he doesn’t dance, i think that’s why i forgave him for that little peek ㅋㅋㅋ i’m not the only bad dancer~~~
and of course naeun the winter queen was there. you know, the girl i thought was a friend of mine and approached in winter? the one who hates the scent of flowers? she’s in kt too and she’s really pretty, even i don’t get tired of seeing her face. hm, soojung is also very pretty. not only that, she’s actually a very thoughtful person but she hides them all under a cold facade. at least that’s how it looks like to me. and if you don’t believe me on the nice part, she came over to my house just to cheer me up. how selfless is that?
all in all, kt was way better than i expected it to be. i still don’t know about becoming a real idol but i’m warming up to the idea. i hope i can be an equally nice senior when a new batch of trainees come in. i’ll make them all feel welcomed in our big family tree!