#{honesty hour}

[beerforaqueer]

Sometimes when it rains it makes me think of cute things like kissing and being railed face down in the mud

[fedbymoonlightt]

Selfie from earlier today 🕯️

[welcometololaland]

top three favorite fruits. go

broooooo what a question and i immediately know the answer:

1. mango - frozen or fresh idc (goat, always)

2. nashi pear

3. kiwi (SKIN ON)

(honourable mention to grapes bc they would be top 3 but they do give me tummy hurt, like if u agree)

[crazy-desires-and-evil-secrets]

[littlemissbratty]

Honesty hour!

Let's get personal - ask me anything 🌶️

[timelordhunterandmysterysolver]

It’s interesting being part of different fandoms and Stan groups and how they alter your life. But I find the ones of real people to be the most interesting.

I spend so many hours of my day with these people, I listen to their music, I watch their videos, I let them express how I feel and pick me up when I’m down. I spend the whole day with them in my ear telling me to keep going, that I’ve got this, that I’m beautiful. I spend hours upon hours listening to their advice, their jokes, their truths and understanding where they’re at. And yet, as I sit half a world away, I realize that they will never know me. They will never know that I show up to work and start the day with them. They will never know that as I need to rally in the afternoon, I turn to them. They will never know that as I struggle facing myself I turn to their soft comfort and simple kindness. They will never know that they provide a safe place for me to land no matter where I am coming from. They will never know that they sat with me through graduation, and job interviews, and late night cries.

When I consider how they will never know how I feel, and the impact they have had on me, I weep. I cry for the hours of practice they put in, I cry for the times they think they aren’t good enough. I cry for anytime they worry if it was worth it. I cry for every struggle and every success they have.

From a woman, half way across the world, who lives in a place you have never been, who has never met you, and never will, any thanks I can come up with pales in comparison to how grateful I am for the positive impact in my life. I have had an amazing friend to sit by my side and carry me through; to echo my thoughts and push me to keep going. I have shared my life with you, and you have shared parts of yours with me. I am beyond grateful and I hope you know, where ever you go, what ever happens, your friend from half way around the world will have a safe place for you to land.

[amongthecreatures]

thoughts on bucktommy for season 9?

Putting it under a cut. Ignore this if you want pure optimism 🫣

I don't have any real thoughts on it, honestly. I have headcanons, and things I'd love to happen (which I'll still share), but when it comes to the actual show, I don't expect anything at all.

I don't put stock into the things Oliver says. I get kind of suspicious of the fact that he's stayed relatively quiet on the subject of Buck and Tommy until now, but not in a good way. I'll never forget him saying we'd love Confessions... still bitter lol

I think if Tommy/Lou were a main it would be a lot easier to say "oh yeah, it's definitely not over" but, as of right now, that's not so. Lou is constantly doing different things and I'm sure he's auditioning for stuff all the time. I'm not saying it's impossible for him to be available when 911 starts season 9, but I don't expect him to be sitting around waiting for a call from Tim.

I don't think Tim knew what he was doing this season, at all. I know that's how he operates, but this season has felt more "throw 50 ideas into a jar, shake it up, pull something out" and then they just never follow up on things. I think things were written so they could be open ended "and for you" but they could also choose to leave it there if they wanted to.

When you watch those Buck and Tommy scenes, you expect a resolution by the end of the season. That's what makes sense. It doesn't make sense to hold out on that until season 9.

I hope I'm wrong. I hope they have a plan for 9. Maybe they screwed up 8 so bad that execs told them to get their shit together lol who knows?! I want Tommy to come back. I want there to be a plan. But, I'm not holding my breath, and I'm not gonna keep moving goalposts. I'll enjoy the fics I get, I'll continue to enjoy writing for them, and hopefully find something new to waste my free time with soon ❤️

[bloody-crybaby]

can we see booty today please

this is all ur getting 😚

honesty hour - ask me anything