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BAH.File : #000005

Contents : Requested Twotime {Forsaken} Fictive. OCD Holder. LVL : 2

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⠀name{s} ﹔ Twotime ; Sparrow ; Wren ; Callum ; Arden ⠀nickname{s} ﹔ Two ; Tick ; Dove ⠀age ﹔ Ageless ; Agefluid {13 - 22} ⠀mental maturity ﹔ 16-18 ⠀gender ﹔ gendervoid ; transmascneu ; xenogender ⠀pronouns ﹔ they/them ; it/its ; thxy/thxm ; mirror pronouns {not primarily} ⠀orientation / sexuality ﹔ ace/asexual ; sporadic-ace ; acevoid ; anseqresexual ;  ⠀species ﹔ robloxian ; humanoid ; part-bird {parrot}

⠀role{s} ﹔ OCD Holder ; obsessive compulsion holder ; codependency holder ⠀sign off / emojis ﹔ 🔲 ; 🔳  ; 🏳️ ; ⚪ ⠀source{s} ﹔ Forsaken {Roblox} ⠀source connection ﹔ 50% on a decent day

⠀acute stress response⠀﹔ Fawn {by default} ; freeze ⠀front trigger{s} ﹔  exposure to absolutist morality ; exposure to taboo or NSFT topics ; perceived permanence of a (compulsive) thought ⠀front sign{s} ﹔  flattened affect ; withdrawal and people-pleasing behavior ; apologizing without clear cause ⠀personality trait{s} ﹔  hypervigilant ; anxious ; hyperaware ; self-monitoring ; restrained

⠀phobia{s} ﹔ loss of moral certainty ; causing harm ; being “exposed” as dangerous ; thought permanence

⠀songs ﹔   - Body [By: Mother Mother]  - Control [By: Halsey]  - Against the Kitchen Floor [By: Will Wood]

⠀trans/cisIDs ﹔  cisOCD ; cisEmpath ; transHypersexual ; transColorblind ; transBird ; trisFat ; nullHPD ; nullHeart

Here you go, my first request!

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[bah-avenue]

hello uhh

i hope this isn't too uncomfortable of a request (i know you have stuff like paras and transids and MUDs/disorders in the tiers but i'm an overthinker) but could we ask for a tier 2 ocd symptom holder(specifically when it comes to dark and/or NSFT intrusive thoughts) that's a two time (forsaken) fictive? we're thinking about having addons(mainly curiosity about the transids) but we can't decide whether it's a good idea or not(for a multitude of reasons) so i'll leave it up to you ^^'

Hello there, your pack will be posted Tuesday at 4:40 PM eastern standard time.

I'm doing my best to get back into the swing of making packs for others, so this may not be my best work.

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A Quick Life Update

There’s so many things going on in my life right now that I can no longer catch up.

Okay, so maybe some most of these are my fault. It’s only the second week of the semester and I feel like I’m already drowning in things I wanna do and things I need to do. A week ago I was reconsidering getting a part-time job despite having 15 units (an average semester is 18 units) of coursework this semester. I was pretty energetic about it, too. Now I’m not so sure. I’m too distracted (funny, I talked about dealing with distractions in my previous post). Add to that the fact that I’m currently taking up two social science courses as general elective---which really means only one thing: lots and lots of reading. So there’s that. 

I don’t know. I need to get rid of this distraction really soon, but I don’t want to let go of it yet. It does have the potential of becoming a vice if I don’t stop myself from spending too much time indulging myself in this particular... activity? thing? I don’t know.

Best wishes,

R.