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La Settimana Enigmistica N. 4320 – 08.01.2015

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08.01.2015 // 21:29

Dear diary,

I just noticed that my most popular post here is like 66 (or was it 63? doesn't matter) days ago. I... Don't really know why people liked it so much, maybe it's because they can relate to that, being heartbroken is completely normal. It's just strange how time can past this fast and how much changed since then. Almost the whole year 2014, I stood still, didn't change much, wanted to but it was difficult, I couldn't go on but in the last two months... Everything changed. Well not everything but main parts in my life. I can go on again, not caring 'bout what happened. Well, still caring but not so obsessed with it, him, G-kun or the loss of Goethe etc. I don't need the Sekundenkind anymore, telling me that I still may have a chance, because I don't want it anymore. I don't need Munich anymore to be my escape because there is nothing to run away from. I successfully pushed someone away of my life because he was really toooo much (Yeah Novalis, I mean you, you little creepy guy who sure just wanted to bang me but NOPE. Oh and yeah, Ben you dumbass, you too. Fuck, you creeped me really out, I was scared when I worked with you because you fucking ignored it when I said 'I dont like this' or 'I dont like that' 'Please dont touch me there' and so on.). I made new friends? Or more like: Now I know more people who I can talk to during the school break and laugh with. I made new plans for when I'm finished with school, maybe even changed my mind about going to Munich after that... I write a lot more and draw less and I think I smile more. I've become more happy and ambitious even though I feel exhausted, stressed and too weak for everything. Oh and recently I started watching anime again which is really a big deal for me!

Still, my ultimate goal is to get along with myself. I hope that one day I can truly say, that I love myself.