#10.12

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Sam Carter & Vala Mal Doran in Stargate SG-1

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[lower-the-volume]

dean winchester. about a boy

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DEAN WINCHESTER in one random episode per day ‣ 321/327 10.12 ABOUT A BOY

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beautiful ....

[aliusfrater]

jensen talking about how he thinks dean used the ids they'd collected of people they killed to vote at vancon 2025 made me think of these (7.05, 10.04, 10.12)

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“...to love and to cherish you...

...til' death do us part...”

The flicker of the eyes gets to me. He had been maintaining eye contact with Ian all this time, until the mention of the word death, like the sound of the word alone is enough of a threat that he needs to deflect to find comfort...

So many times this man thought his life might've ended because of the consequences of being with that other man before him... The one looking back at him during their vows...

That unfortunate situation could've happened before those vows could EVER even BE a reality... And it kills me. These vows were as real as they could ever get. I'm glad the show did not make them write their own vows... because as traditional as they may sound, not only is this what he wanted, it just makes it more real... I don't know how to explain.

They don't need fancy prophecies of their love, adorned words to be spoken in front of everyone. They don't need them to know how arduous it was for them to be together through personalized vows.

This is all they needed... and this is why it's so much more emotional. It's not death itself that scares him, dying... passing... Hell, he most likely believed for it to be the best way to go at low points.

It's the fact that it's capable of robbing him of the best thing that ever happened to him, his person, his husband. His lover. His best friend. His soulmate.

Ugh... Noel, I thank you forever for making Mickey who he is. Noel, the man that you are.

[soft-pine]

shatter what you will not carry. smash what you won't bear. oh, daddy, i broke in a million pieces that makes you a millionaire

some blueberry pie life: chapter 26

He remembers what this used to feel like. And he doesn’t want to go back. Back to being that scrawny fourteen-year-old that the witch is salivating over. Back to feeling outmatched in nearly every fight. Back to being thrown around not by a demon or vampire or ghost but just by some guy. Any random guy on the wrong night might be able to…  So yeah, when Dean crushes Hansel’s hex bag to return to his body, it’s for Sam, dazed and crouched on the floor, trapped and waiting for the witch’s next move. But it’s also, well –

in the fic timeline (canon-complementary), we're in season 10. and i feel like this season is rife with hints and whispers of some of the harder parts of dean's childhood so that's what we're digging into here.

notes ↓

November, 2005

This is directly after 1.03

December, 1989

John teaching Dean and Sam to hustle pool is mentioned in 1.08 and 15.11

John being angry with Bobby for playing catch with Dean is mentioned in 7.10

June, 2010

Takes place between 5.22 and 6.01

July, 2013

Takes place during 9.06

Cas liking burritos is mentioned in 9.03

The credit card from Charlie is mentioned in 15.10 but I think given the timeline it makes sense for her to have gotten it for them before she goes to OZ in 9.04. And the time she sees them before that is 8.20

January, 2015

Takes place during 10.12

February, 2004

in 7.11, Dean mentions both that John had thought Vetala hunted along and that Dean went on a hunt while Sam was in college where he found out they did not.

The hunt with only one Vetala is mentioned in chapter 19

March, 2015

Takes place after 10.14

The CBGB story and interactions with Claire mentioned are from 10.09 and 10.10

April, 1998

Dean calls himself a high-school dropout in 5.13

May, 2015

Takes place during 10.20

March, 1995

Dean losing the pool money and getting arrested for trying to steal bread and peanut butter is mentioned in 9.07

April, 2013

Takes place during the tale end of 8.20

The parts about Adam are from 4.19

The quote that Charlie reads is from 5.22

June, 2015

takes place right after 10.21

Charlie mentions not wanting her arm broken again and not wanting to die in 8.11

title from Millionaire by Thao and the Get Down Stay Down